I wake up to yelling and a sharp grip on my shoulders. My eyes fly open and i see Gerards red hair and feel his hands on my shoulders. I look up with a puzzled look on my face and he raises his eyebrow expectantly.

"Are you okay? What happened?" he asks.

"What are you talking about?"

He scrunches his eyebrows, "You were screaming in your sleep. What were you dreaming about?"

I look at my feet under my blankets and murmer, "I was just remembering.......you know. What happened."

He slowly nods and says, "Are you sure you dont want to talk about it?"

I nod and he gives me a sad smile. He leaves the room and i floped down on the bed in a huff. I never screamed in my sleep before. I feel so stupid. He probably thinks im a no good wreak. That im a waste of space. Why cant i ever be normal?

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Most of that weekend was spent listening to music and writing lyrics. Today i have to start a new school though, which sucks. Today, i decided to wear a Crown the Empire tee with white skinny jeans and black converses. As i am getting ready, Frank and Ray show up.

"Hey how is Jazz doing this fine morning!" Frank exclaims.

I giggle, "Well, besides the fact that school is starting today, its pretty good."

They all laugh and Lindsey says, "Im gonna give you a ride today, so you dont really get all that noticed. Tons of people would come after you if they saw you with Gerard."

I nod and Ray says, "And im gonna teach you how play guitar a little bit."

"Dont forget about me!" Frank screams.

We all laugh again and Lindsey says, "Well, the girl has to go to school, make way for the new girl!"

Me and Lindsey go to the car and i try to stay silent, but she seems to detect something is wrong. "Hey, whats wrong. Youve been secluded in your room for a whole weekend and you barely ate or did anything. Thats not normal."

I pick at my nail-polish and say, "I dont want to talk about it.

"If you dont talk about it, you can never make it better." she says, but she doesnt push further.

We spend the rest of the ride in silence. Just the way i like it. When we get there, she wishes me good luck and i head in.Its just like my old school, excet for the colors. I walk into the cafeteria to see lots of girls mingling and drooling over the jocks. Great. Bitches who think their better than me.

The cafeteria all the sudden sounds like somebody died. They all stare at me and whisper as i walk by. Then a giggling sound breaks the silence. My head snaps towards the sound and i see a girls with bright green hair waving at me.

"Come over here new girl!" she screams.

I walk closer to her and see she is wearing bright red skinny jeans with a black my chemical romance shirt. I sit down next to the group and the girl with the green hair asks me, "Whats your name newbie?"

"Im Jazmine. You?"

"Oh yeah, Im Cassie."

I look around the rest of the table and see two more girls and one boy. They smile and the girl with the long black hair says, "Well, you seem like a nice person. Im December."

I smile and say, "Its nice to meet you!"

The bell rings and we get up to head to first period. Maybe I might have a nice schiool experiance after all.

Notes

I dont know about this chapter........comments?