TRIGGER WARNING

~~~Mikey's POV~~~

I changed into some baggy clothes and went to Gerard's room, slowly sitting down on the bed. The sentences from his diary were still clawing their way around my numb mind. I gripped the sheets and ripped it off the bed in anger. That fucking creep. I was done. I ripped the mattress open before pulling it off the bed. I shoved my hand down through the cracks, looking for the box. I felt my fingers close around familiar cold oak and I pulled it up. I opened it and picked my razor blade out of it. It had been 12 years and now my vice was gone. I stuffed it into my pocket and left walking out of the rooms and down to the front of the building. I nodded at random people who smiled and shit and kept walking. I opened the door and the alarm went off. I cursed. I hadn't buzzed out. I threw it open and started running. I heard Frank and Ray scream after me but I kept going.

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I tripped over and scuffed up my face and just lay there crying, screaming into the dirt. I punched the ground before rolling over and staring at the sky. I wasn't going to make it to the No Man's Land. The guys would be looking for me and it's the first place they would go. I scrambled up and sprinted to the special place Gee used to take me. I fell down the hill and rolled, my head hitting the rock we always sat on. I rubbed my head and stumbled forward. I sat in the stream and watched the water rushing around me. I reached into my pocket and let out a scream of anguish. It was gone. It must have fell out. Tears streamed down my face as I lay back, head just above the water. Then it hit me. I let myself slide down into the water, my vision going blurry. I stared at the sun as I started inhaling the water. I fought the massive urge to sit up. I started getting dizzy. My eyes closed and I smiled, Gerard's face appearing in my mind.

~~~~~~Ryan/Mad Missile's POV~~~~~~

Everyone was rushing around trying to find Mikey and I scowled. I wasn't losing this target. I refused to fail my first job. I scrambled around looking for him along with the search party. I ran alongside Frank and pretended to trip, letting him run on ahead to No Man's Land. I spotted a razor and picked it up, staring at it. He was going to try and kill himself. I pressed my hand to my ear.
"Mad Missile to Exterminator, Kobra Kid is attempting to kill himself. Permission to intervene."
Nothing came through and I started running in a random direction. Something was telling me to go this way. I skidded to a stop at a sudden drop and looked down. I could see him under the water of the stream.
"This is Exterminator to Mad Missile. Permission to intervene in the suicide of Kobra Kid granted."
I dove down and pulled him out, pulling him to the top of the hill and screaming for help. I saw Ray come running towards us and he started CPR whilst I breathed for him.

Notes

I'm sorry ;-;