Surrender The Night

Frank's face had probably the most sympathy and regret I have ever seen in it. I wanted to punch him. Hard. Right in the perfect little puppy dog face of his. But I couldn't. Violence is never the answer, plus I liked him a lot, punching him wouldn't do me any good at all.
"Gerard, just let me expla-" I cut him off by pushing him against the opposite wall and kissing him. And gosh was it perfect. A stupid move, but never the less, perfect. The best part was, he was kissing me back. I was fangirling on the inside just by that small fact. My hands were on his hips and his hands soon found my hair. I pulled back and his hands dropped to my shoulders, I leaned my forehead on his and stared into his eyes.
"I'm sorry I kissed you." I said
"Why would you be sorry for that?" He asked
"You're obviously going to date Mikey after today..." I trailed off
"I don't like your brother, Gerard." He said with all honesty
"But-"
"But nothing, he made the first move" He cut me off
"Oh..." Mikey had told me this when we talked upstairs but I needed to hear it from him. Mikey also said that he didn't kiss back.
"Mikey said you didn't kiss him back..." I said
"That's because I didn't, Gerard, please tell me he isn't upset?"
"Well, I don't know, I stormed into the basement, saw your note to me and rushed out the window. I don't know if Mikey got your note to meet you at the coffee shop tomorrow, and I didn't see his face when he discovered that you left."
"Oh." He whispered.
He closed his eyes and hugged me. After a couple minutes he started shaking and I could feel his tears soaking into me shirt. I held him tighter and let him cry. Frank had anxiety, he never came out, but I knew what an anxiety attack looked like. He would cry and start shaking. This was definitely one of those attacks. Unlike most anxiety attacks, he wouldn't make a sound except for the occasional whimper.
Once he calmed down, I picked him up and sat him on his bed, scooting next to him afterward. Mostly when this happened I would just let him talk and wait till he's done to comment. So I waited.
"We were just playing videogames an-and he just, kissed me, and I'm so sorry, I don't want to hurt him, he's my best friend, but Gerard, I like you. I like you a lot and how do I reject him and admit to him that I like you all in the same conversation?" My heart fluttered when he said that he liked me. But I knew that Mikey would be crushed. I didn't know what to say. That never happened. I was always the one to give advice. And that's when the doorbell rang. Frank looked at me and I just shrugged, so we listened and tried to figure out who it was from Frank's mom answering the door.
"Oh hello Mikey!" Frank's eyes filled with terror
"I though Frank was at yours..." We couldn't hear what Mikey was saying, he was always a quiet speaker
"Oh! then he must be up in his room, you can go see." With that, we could hear his footsteps heading up the stairs and up to Frank's room.

Notes

Title: Misery Business; Paramore
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Heeeeyyy guyyss so I guess you can say it's getting pretty juicy, and by the way sorry if this chapter was short and boring, I wanted to leave you at a cliffhanger soooooo here it is, not the best one to exist, but a cliffhanger all the difference!
~BLI