hell is all cages & screams of the doomed

***** Jades POV *****

When he finally go the door down I was scared. There she layed. two deep slits in her wrists. what have I done? I made a noise between a gasp and a scream then fell to the floor on my knees. I was crying so much it felt like I could flood the house. I was terrified. To think I did this. Its all my fault.

I held my head in my hands and kept shaking it. all my fault. all my fault. all my fault. no one else's. all my fault. I did this. all my fault. I felt a horribly strong erg to scream and sleep. to wish I never woke up again. but no matter how much I wanted to die. I just don't think I could do it. I did mange to scream and then crawl into a ball.

throw watering / tear filled eyes I saw Gerard fall on his knees next to her and... cry? what? he never cried. did I miss a memo here? What's with the sudden crying? oh well it didn't matter. I killed an innocent girl. and it was no one else's fault. no matter how much I hated Gerard I knew it was all my fault.

I just stayed there and blocked off the whole world. I kept crying unstoppable tears. why am I such an idiot? why did I trust him? feel safe with him? accepted him? why? I knew Emily loved him. I guess I just wished it could stay a secret. did he even think of me in that kiss? or was he thinking of Emily? I don't know any more.

I started hearing a clicking noise. then I saw Gerard on his phone. he must be calling for help.

***** time thingy whatever it is *****

I'm not sure how long we have been sitting here for. but I spent all of my time crying until I couldn't continue crying. Gerard was sitting next to me but looked like he was some place else. can I blame him thought? he just lost some one close to him. I in the other hand wouldn't be cried over if I left... No. I cant think of those thoughts now.

Just as I thought those thoughts I started crying again. I couldn't help it this time.
"J-J-Jacob" was all I kept mumbling. Gerard started looking at me funny but I just ignored it.
I still remember that day as if it was only yesterday.

***** 7 years ago *****

"Hey Jade, I'm gonna go to the bathroom ok?" we were watching a movie that I loved.
"Ok Jacob" I said with a smile then hugged him. "don't be to long ok bro?"
"Ok jadey baby" I playfully punched his arm and looked into his eyes. there was some thing i couldn't quite understand so I just ignored it and sat down again.. Me and my brother shared a bond that only some family members had. I could never imagine my life without him. because he was my life. I always looked up to him. and I never wanted him to leave.

I waited for like 5 minutes. and being a child that's way to long. so I walked up to the bathroom and knocked on the door.
"Jacob" I said looking at the door. Then I saw red stuff come out the crack of the door. I thought it was tomato sauce so I tried a bit. lets just say it didn't taste like tomato sauce.

I was getting kinda scared so I opened the door. what i saw was something a child should never see. Jacob laying there, two deep slices in his wrists and a lot of the crimson liquid flowing out. i ran up to him and shoke him. i shoke him for ever then noticed he was pale. i was so scared.

the last thing i remember was hearing footsteps behind me then i fainted.

***** Present Time *****

i was crying even harder now. and when i opened my eyes i saw a doctor looking at me and Geard crying. he worst part was i knew what she was gonna say.

i calmed down a bit before hearing my worst night mare come true causing more tears to fall.

"Sweetie. I'm sorry. We tried our best but your friend Emily didn't make it"

Notes

Hey peoples :3 can some one please tell me if these chapters are to long. cause i cant really tell how long they are. :P

well anyways tell me what you think / comment and yeaaah.

Magic out--