***** Jades POV *****

I woke up with Gerard laying sound asleep in a uncomfortable hospital chair. He looked so cute when he was sleeping... JADE WHAT?! He's the man who hurt you. the one who took you away from your family. Ha like they every missed me.

But I cant help but some how have feelings for this monster of a man. I know it's wrong to have feelings for him but I do. and I cant hide them any more.

every since I saw him I have always had a tiny feeling for him. but I never let it show. if I did it would just be another reason to hurt me, another way to judge me, another way to make fun of me.

ddddddddI've held on to these feelings for so long that they just want to explode right out of me. like words wouldn't be enough to tell him how I feel. Like no matter how many or what words I use it will never get the message across clearly.

and soon enough I heard a large yawn come from the man sitting across from me. his eyes slowly opened and he looked around like he forgot why or where he was. then his eyes landed on me and I could see a faint smile on his lips.

"Morning beautiful, how you feeling?" wait? he just called me beautiful? no one has ever called me beautiful before. I'm not beautiful, am I?

I must have been in thought for a while because when I came back to the world of the living Gerard was waving a hand in my face asking me if I was ok.

"Jade you alright? you kinda zoned out for a while"

"Oh yeah... sorry about that" I couldn't help the deep red that rose to my face bringing back the thought of him caring for me and calling me beautiful.

"Well now that your back. I can ask you again. are you hungry?" as soon has he said that my stomach grumbled and he let out a small giggle. Like oh my god it was the cutest thing I had ever heard.

"I guess I could go for some food, yea" I went to get up but ended up falling off the bed and onto the floor. Gerard just stared at me then we both began to laugh.

I guess they must have given me something for the pain because I couldn't feel any pain at the moment, and that's a good thing. once we had recovered I got up but ended up falling over again. but I felt two strong hand stop my fall from actually hurting me.

his phone started to ring and he dropped me on the bed while he went to answer it. when he came back I couldn't help but notice the sad look in his eyes. he started to walk up to me then he sat down again.

"Jade. Emily wants to pick me up and take me home for a little while. is that ok?"
I couldn't help but feel sad once I remembered that he was with Emily. and I really didn't want him to go, but maybe I might be able to rack my thoughts together.

"It's alright Gee. I'll be fine" Gee? where did that come from? I'm not sure but I think I will call him that from now on.

"Are you sure because I could stay if you want-" I quickly cut him off.
"No, no, no. its fine"
"well if you say so. we have at least 5 minutes before she gets here"

I went to get out off bed because I needed to stretch but I ended up falling and gee saving me once again. if I had one dollar for every time I fell I would be three dollars richer.

he pulled me up but I ended up chest to chest with him, just standing there. he started to lean in and so did I.

his lips touched mine and I couldn't take it any more. I pushed mine hard against his and wrapped my arms around his neck. he looked slightly shocked but he just went along with it and pushed with just as much force.

it felt so wrong. but it also felt so right. he way his moved against mine. it felt amazing. I sware sparks where flying it felt that right.

just when he went to place his hands on my hips the room door flew to revel a sad and shocked Emily.

Gee quickly pulled off me and Emily went to the floor in a crying mess.

"I knew it. I knew it was to good to be true. I knew you loved her" she kept sobbing while huddled in a ball on the floor. she must of had enough because she got up on her feet and ran out of the room at a speed I could never ran.

I just stared at the door blankly. What have I done?











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Notes

hey peoples. I know I haven't updated my other story in like 3 days but I will update some time soon. probably tomorrow.

so yea... hope you peoples enjoyed this chapter.

comment me what this chapter made you feel. I just want to know cause I'm special.

and sorry if theres mistakes cause my keyboard was being a meanie.

so comment and enjoy

Magic out--