It Started With An Alright Scene

Frank's Pov (right after gee breaks up with him)
As i lay in my bed, I cant stop crying. I've literally lost everything. The only thing that has kept me sane in this world is gone. I cant believe any of what just happened.My love, My life, My heart....has just left me. It may only be for a few months, but it still hurts to know i'm going to be without him for a while. I put my headphones back on and press play. The first song that comes on is one that Gerard wrote. Its called Summertime. I recorded it because he said he wrote it for me, so i wanted to always be able to listen to it. I closed my eyes and as soon as i heard his voice, my tears stopped coming out. This song reminded me of just how much he loves me and that we will be together again. I smile a bit at the thought. He turns 18 in a few months. Then we could actually be together, publicly. I turned the song up all the way and slowly fell asleep, listening to the song over and over again.

As the days passed, i became more and more depressed and suicidal. I felt very distant from Gerard. I haven't seen or talked to him. I miss him like crazy. He's all i think about, every single second of the day.

Its been almost two weeks since Gerard broke up with me. I haven't eaten anything in 5 days and i haven't slept in a week. My life was slowly spiraling out of control. My emotions were everywhere. I cant take it anymore.......i'm going insane. If I cant be with Gerard, then there is no point in living. I walk to my Garage and grab a rope. While walking back into my house, my fingers form the rope into a noose. I grab a chair and put it under my ceiling fan. I get on the chair and tie the noose to the fan. I slip the circle around my neck. "I love you, Gee" Then i kick the chair out from underneath me. I am dangling there like a rag doll for a second. Then the pain hits me. I start squirming around and tugging at the rope but it's too tight. My vision starts to blur and i throw up on myself. The feeling of it coming up my throat hurts so bad that i try to scream. I hear a knock on my door. I keep squirming realizing what an awful decision this is..... but it's too late and my vision goes black.

I wake up in a hospital bed and look around. I'm in a gown and the pukes is all cleaned up from my chest. I had ivs going into my arms. I tried to speak but i ended up just letting out a squeal of pain and quickly grabbing my neck with my hands. A few seconds later a nurse came running in. "Mr. Iero, you cant talk yet okay? Your neck is very swollen because of the rope. You need to just lay down and relax ok?" I nodded my head. "You were brought here by your neighbor, Ray. He said he saw you going into your garage and grab some rope. He said he knew you might not be very emotionally stable so he was worried. Do you have any family, Mr. Iero?" I shook my head. He eyes dulled. "Okay, well im going to go get you some water, then you should be able to talk okay?" I nodded my head and she left.
She returned a few minutes later and gave me a cup of ice water. When i drank it, it burned my throat. She was right, though. I could now talk. "Thanks." I said and she smiled. "Are you feeling a bit better Mr. Iero?" "Yes, and please call me Frank." She smiled. "Okay, Frank. Would you mind telling me why you wanted to hang yourself?" I felt my lips form a frown. "G-Gerard." She looked lost in thought. "Frank, is that your friend?" I shook my head. "Didn't you see the news? He's my boyfriend-was my boyfriend." She nodded her head. "Yes, i saw the news. What happened if you dont mind me asking? You two looked like you were in love." I felt a tear slip down my cheek. "Yes. we were in love.. or so i thought. He broke up with me so that i wouldn't go to jail." She gave me a sad smile. "Well im sorry that happened, Frank." i nodded my head. "Me too."

Notes

i might update later tonight... comment please? I love reading them