Pay the price

***2 weeks later***

"Fuuuuuuck gee." I groaned biting into my hand while he fingered me.

"Frank you're so fuckig tight just around my fingers, how longs it been?"

"S-since we broke u-uhhh oh my god gee." I moaned.

"Shhh Frankie be quiet you'll wake the baby up." He smirked down at me.

"You ready?" He asked rubbing my lower stomach.

I nodded and he leant down to kiss me while he pushed in. I gasped loudly not having done anything sexual at all in the nine months since we broke up.

After i got nathan i became to exhausted to even jack off anymore so I felt like I was in heaven. I don't even know how we got to this sex anyway.

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We went out to buy more formula at a local grocery store, but of course what I was worried about happened. People kept giving us weird looks and dirty glares which made me feel low while gerard didn't seem to notice it until a kind lady walked over to us.

"Excuse me but how long are you going to be here I need to get some stuff from over here." She said rudely.

"Oh I'm sorry are we blocking you?" Gerard asked sincerely and began to move when she rolled her eyes and opened her mouth again.

"No but youre in this aisle."

"What does that have any-"

"gee let's just grab our stuff and go." I mumbled quietly getting very upset.

"Why don't you listen to your husband." The lady said

"he's my boyfriend." Gerad said still completley clueless

"Oh great you two aren't even married and have a baby how wonderful"

"what the hells your problem?" Gerard snapped, becoming more frustrated

"My problem is I'm here with my kids to buy stuff and my daughter is asking questions I don't want to hear because of you two!" She yelled in Gerard's face

"what could she be asking that's so bad?!" He yelled back.

"Why does that baby have two dads? Mommy why don't I have two dads? I don't want her to ask that who would?!" The lady exclaimed.

"Anyone but your homophobic ass! Frank let's go." He said pushing the cart with our stuff and Nathan towards the exit but not before yelling a strong fuck you at the lady completley ignoring the fact that her kid was right there.

I was crying by the time we got to the car and just sat in the back with Nathan watching him play with a new bottle still wrapped in packaging.

Its amazing to just see how everything entertains him. No matter what it is it makes him happy. It makes me want to be a baby again and just have everything be new again. Nothing with any bad memories attached just all new Like a fresh start.
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"Frank?" gerard asked pulling out of me.

"Huh? Why'd you stop?" I asked confused.

"Frank you're out of it and laying there lifeless you're not even hard anymore.... what's wrong?" He asked placing a kiss to my nose.

"I'm fine I just-I keep thinking of earlier. I warned you people would treat us like shit."

"hey come on I told you let it go- it's not anything important. Just some asshole who can't keep their mouth shut nothing to worry about."

"Yea but what about what Nathan gets bigger? Then what? he'll be made fun of constantly for having either a single dad or a gay couple for parents. I dont want him to be made fun of because of me or have to deal with same shit we did today sooner or later he's gonna be able to remember this stuff."

"We'll get to that when that day comes okay?"

"Alright fine" I sighed. "And uh sorry for ruining your night y'know..." I said gesturing to how we were laying together naked and I basically just ruined his sex drive.

"Frank this relationship isn't revolved around sex. I mean we already have a baby when we aren't even able to get pregnant in the first place." He joked trying to make me laugh.

"Yea I'm gonna go check on him." I said throwing on some boxers and walking into the nursery.
Nathan was awake kicking his feet and smiling as soon as he saw me.

"What's up little man?" I smiled picking him up and holding him in my arms.

"Awee look at my two handsome men." Gerard chuckled from the doorway.

"I know were both so handsome I'm sure I look wonderful."

"You do." He said kissing my head. "You always do."

"What's with all the compliments?" I asked. He's been complimenting me on everything and taking care of me more than normal. Like watching over everything I do.

"What am I not allowed to compliment you?" He asked with a fake hurt tone.

"No, no I like it but How come all of sudden more of them? Did I suddenly turn ten times better looking?"

"You'll see why I'm complimenting you tomorrow." He smiled. "Now let's feed Nathan and get some sleep okay beautiful?"

Notes

Ohhhhhh what's gee gonna do???!?!??

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