Pay the price

****1week later halloween(franks bday)***

i sat on the couch at home and continued my horror movie marathon while Gerard was teaching at school. I had decided that I wasn't going to go back and that I'd just have to deal with whatever job I got.

Right now I was working at a small music store called melody music down the street but only on the weekends.
it was a decent job and the people who worked with me were really cool

today was Halloween and I had already went out and bought candy to hand out tonight for the kids in the apartment building and other than that I hadn't really done much today.

It was going to be my first birthday in three years that I wasn't busy with clients and really I just wanted to stay home and relax.

Gerard and I have only been dating for a week so I didn't tell him it was my birthday because I didn't want him doing anything big or special.
I just wanted to hang out and not have him gushing over me all night.

So far our relationship has going really well. One issue though with us is definetley sex. Now I'm not trying to say that we have to be doing it 24/7 it's just that besides kissing we haven't done anything.

I'm used to having sex daily and now for not having it in almost 2 months is making me extremley frustrated. I feel like Gerard doesn't want to touch me because of my past or possible stds but according to my doctor there all gone now and as long I continue taking medicine they won't come back and they won't be contagious.

I looked at at the clock and saw it was 2:30. Gerard will be home around three so I still have half an hour to kill. I walked to my room which sadly was still my room because gerard didn't want to even just sleep in the same bed as me.

I dont know if it's because of my age or stds but technically at 4 o'clock I'm a legal adult and I'm also not his student anymore so it really doesn't matter what we do or who sees.

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it was five o'clock and gerard still wasn't home. Some kids who were eager to get candy had already started to come around so I just sat at the door in the hall with a bowl of candy.

"Trick or treat!" a little kid dressed up as a punk rocker said happily.

"Your costumes killer." I smiled and gave some candy. He thanked me and than ran off to the next door for more treats.

More and more kids came by until it was almost 9 o'clock and gerard was still nowhere to be seen. I had called and texted him a few times but just gave up after not getting responses.

at ten o'clock there were no more kids in the building trick or treating because their parents had taken them home and the only people still up were the people coming to their friends parties.

I put the extra candy in the kitchen and just decided to call it a night. I'm not mad or anything I just really thought that this birthday wouldn't be as shitty as the last.

Notes

Another chapter should be up tonight.
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