Pay the price

If I accept the friend request it will at least let gerard know I'm still alive. If I don't he'll just keep looking for me. I stared down at the screen in my hands not sure what to do. Accept or ignore?

But do I want him to know I'm still alive?

i wasn't sure which option was the best but before I could do anything Jamia came back in the room and yelled at me. She ripped the phone right out of my hand and sent me off to my room for the night

I know Jamia's my doctor before my friend, but right now I wish she was my friend first instead.

I laid in my bed with my head in my hands and just cried myself to sleep.

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"frank wake up"

I opened up my eyes to see Jamia standing over me. I sat up so I was leaning up against the head board of my bed and so that I was facing her. "yea?" I asked still sleepy.

"Frank I saw your Facebook account when I took my phone back and I saw all those people looking for you. I know for a fact that Dr. Chase asked you for a contact number so why didn't you give him one instead of making everyone worry?" she asked seeming fairly confused.

"Honestly I didn't think anyone would look for me." I answered.

"now why would you think that?" She asked

"because I'm a low life piece of shit." I said truthfully.

"Frank I know you were a prostiute in the past and I don't know your whole personal life but it's the past."
Jamia gave me a small smile "and they are looking for you."

I could tell by the way she was talking like everything was perfect that something was off. Then it hit me.

"You didn't." I said glaring at her.

"Didn't what?" She asked trying to fake confusion.

"You contacted the people from face book!"

"Frank I-"

"didn't you!?" I asked again getting angrier each second.

"Yes I did....is something wron-"

"why would you do that!?" I yelled.

I didn't want mikey or gee to know where I was-
Wait a minute....

"what number did you contact?"

"I contacted a guy named Michael? Or mike? Something like that. Why?" She asked.

"What did you tell him?" I asked completly blowing off her question.

"I told him where you were and when visiting hours were." She said looking at me.

"And?"

"He said he'd be here as soon as possible."

i nodded letting her words sink in. I guess she could tell I wanted to be alone because she stood up and told me she was going to get my medicine.

I wasnt ready to confront gerard since I'm positive that he'll come with mikey.

Im not even sure whether or not to forgive him yet. I mean we were both forced but he's a fucking teacher! He could've stopped it!
Right?

plus he probably told mikey what happened too. I wasn't ready for this.

Theres was a knock on my door and Jamia walked back in with my medicine. I took it and just as she was about to leave I called out. "Uh Jamia when are the people you called coming?"

"well visiting hours are 12-4 today and it's 10 so you still have two hours before anyone shows." She said.
"Oh frank before I forget- since your still on suicide watch you'll either have to have me supervise your visit or have your visit at a viewing table with a glass window like in jail..not to freak you out or anything but."

"I'll take the jail set up no offense." I said to jamia.

"none taken." She smiled. "Well I'm gonna go get a a window set up for you so why don't you eat something before anyone shows."

I nodded and then she left.

I'm not ready for this meeting at all.
honestly I'm terrified.

Notes

Sorry for the delay I've had a crazy week full of basketball games and ended up having to rewrite this chapter
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