Pay the price

I woke up in my worst nightmare. A hospital.

I looked around and saw the room was empty. It was just a basic hospital room. I tried to sit up but felt something scratchy on my skin.

I removed my gown and looked at my torso. It was all bruised and there were two patches of gauze over where the bullets had entered me. I pinched myself just to make sure. Yep I'm still alive. Fucking wonderful.

i looked around and finally found the nurse call button. I pressed it and a few minutes later a tiny woman walked in.

"Hello Mr. Iero." She smiled. "Can I get you anything?"

"Yea get me out of here." I replied seriously.

"Sorry no can do. You're still under observation until your wounds almost heal completely."

"and how fucking long will that be?" I asked getting annoyed. This girl was a complete slut in hospital scrubs.

"Well I'll check your charts and let you know okay? Oh and you have guests I'll send them in shortly." She smiled agian and left without even asking my opinion on seeing anyone.

Like she said a few minutes later gerard and mikey walked in.

"Hey frank..." Mikey waved awkwardly while gerard just looked at my bruised stomach.

I sat and just stared at mikey.

"hello? Frank you there?" He joked trying to make me laugh
or smile I guess.

"dude frank what the fuck?!" He asked agitated after another minute.

"Mikey shut up he's not going to answer you!" Gerard snapped.
"He's giving us the silent treatment for saving his life dumbass." Gerard seethed

yea they really saved me. Saved me from peace.

"He can't just not talk. I mean we need to talk."

"Mikey give it a rest. I'm not dealing with this shit right now from you." Gerard scolded.

Mikey shut up and sat down on the end of my bed. I leaned forward and kicked him in the side successfully nailing his ribs and knocking him off the bed.

"What the fuck!" He yelled and then jumped on me. He slapped me and I answered by socking him in the side of the face.

Gerard quickly pulled us apart and dragged mikey out of the room. He walked back in and was about to speak when the bimbo returned.

"Well I looked at your charts, and you should be leaving within the next two-to-three days. Have a good day Mr. Iero." She again fucking smiled and walked out.


Once she left gerard walked over to the side of my bed near me. "I'm going to sit and if you kick me I will not hesitate to knock you out understood?" He said sternly using his teacher voice.

I nodded and he sat. "I know your not going to talk and am probably extremley pissed but oh well. I'm just going to tell you what happened and then leave you to yourself if that's what he want." He said.
"Okay so mikey was upset that you weren't at school and thought it was because of your little fight or whatever so the idiot got drunk and came to school hungover.
He got sick and puked at lunch. He needed to leave because everyone thought he was sick. I didn't have any classes just a meeting after school so I took him home and the first thing we saw was an envelope on the kitchen table with Mikey's name on it.
It was your suicide note. We ran to the apartment and you weren't there. I was actually shocked you left me a note too and after reading it we went to your house looking for you.
Well we found you and your gun.
After we tried to stop you, you ended up shooting yourself twice and now your at the hospital."

He sighed."Frank they ran tests when you got here after your wounds got stiched and they found a lot of sexual diseases that need treated. They also found that your concussion got worse." He said and then pointed to a set of stiches I hadn't noticed.
"That's your pacemaker. You fucked up something in your chest with the bullet and now it's going to control your hearts beating speed and I think that's it. So if you want me to leave I'll leave and if not speak." He finished.

I was crying while trying to keep a straight face. he stood to leave but I stopped him. "Wait." I called my voice all scratchy.

"Please just hold me." I asked with tears flowing down my face.

He looked at me and sighed but still he came and sat next to me and wrapped his arms around me. "Don't worry everything's gonna be fine we just have to work through it." He said holding onto my shaking body.

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