
Give me a reason to believe
So long and good night (My Chemical Romance)
Time Lapse - 2 Months - Summer
Mikey's P.O.V
It's been two months and they're already deciding his funeral plans. They wouldn't if the Life Support wasn't expired. I'm going to miss him he was my best friend and as a kid I'm going to admit i had a crush on him. But you could tell him and Gerard had a fucking relationship. I'm going to see him one last time before they have the funeral. The funeral's next friday, June 15th. I got to the hospital and went to his room. Room 23 on the 1st floor, Other known as the ICU. I fucking talked to him like a crazy person. I didn't stay long. If I did then i would've cried my eyes out. When I got home i heard noise coming from Gerard's room, I knew his friends were over but they sounded like they were yelling. I went up to his door and I think One of Gerard's friends Donovan was talking:
"Fuck dude how are you going to get the smell of pot out of your clothes?" Donovan questioned (like an asshole if i do say so myself) "All i do is tell my mom i'm washing my own clothes bruh." Gerard Replied.
Fucking christ. Gee does drugs? How did I not know this? Is that why he has been a complete.... Asshole? I wanted to say something else but he's my brother,So. I can't believe this why? He met all of his drug buds in the summer after 5th grade. HAS MY BROTHER BEEN ADDICTED TO DRUGS FOR ALMOST FOUR YEARS AND NEITHER I OR MY MOM HAVE NOTICED?
"Guys did y'all hear that?" shit "It's probably mikey don't worry about it he's probably gonna go study or some shit like that." Gerard said.
I ran to my room as fast as i could. Wait study? Da Fuq. We don't even have anymore tests. IT'S FUCKING SUMMER. I don't even know anymore. I started reading that book my mom got me again. It was getting pretty good to be honest. I opened the page and immediately started crying. It's not because of some paragraph in the book. It's because I forgot I was using the unicorn bookmark Frank got me. So tomorrow I have to go to the hospital again it turned out I was wrong about the date of the funeral it's on June 16th. The saturday after the day I thought. so I have one more day with Frank. Well it's 1:31 Am, I'm going to sleep. I'm going around 9 Am so I need sleep. Goodnight myself. I used to text Frank Goodnight, But if he replies I'm going to shit myself right now.
To: Frankie <3Goodnight buddy I'll see you tomorrow
<3 love Mikey
Notes
Good ending right? WELL NO ONE CARES WHAT YOU THINK SARAH, BITCH. sorry she was talking back. anyway guys love you as usual my lovelys!!
-Panty Poison <3
please update agian soon
1/27/15