Give me a reason to believe

Frank's P.O.V

It was all dark, I could still hear everything going on. My mom & dad crying, Mikey crying, the doctor trying to keep the life support going. There's one question going through my head:

Am I Dead Yet? Am I Dead Yet? Am I Dead Yet? Am I Dead Yet? Am I Dead Yet?

I always said I wasn't good enough, I wanted to die to end everyone's pain. But I never wanted to go, Hearing everyone's mourning I wanted to go silently. No crying. No screaming at god. Also I at least wanted to a couple things before I went like, Punch Gerard back for being a prick, right letters to people like Mikey, And my parents, Get drunk, or high, those sorta things. But I guess none of those are gonna happen. I feel like a prick now, making my parents, and Mikey cry. I now realize how much I mean to them. And I swear if I get out off this I'm going to be so happy, for once since i've been getting bullied. I'm also gonna punch Gerard where the moon doesn't shine. Other known as his tiny penis. God it feels good to say things about him out loud... Or in my head, Well for me it's out loud. Me and that girl Jamia we're starting to become friends again. I think she likes me I was the only guy who she gave something to for valentines for this year. And last year, And the year before that. Which she's not ugly, It's just that i've known her for a long time. I feel like it would be awkward. I was having a dream about what would happen if dinosaurs were still alive. Then Mikey riding a robot unicorn attacked every single dinosaur. Then I woke up. Wait I woke up. I can see my hands and arms with the I.Vs in them. Then I saw the Doctor freak the literal fuck out. He told the receptionist to call my parents and he called other doctors in here. They started asking me questions like: Am I dizzy? and What did I see? Could I hear anything. I simply replied with the answers as my parents came in with Mikey. I couldn't be more happy. The three main people I care about here with me, I wanted to cry. They were gonna hug me until doctors got in the way. Once they got to hug me, I started crying, I was so happy that I had warm tears going down my cheeks.

Notes

YOU LOVELY FUCKERS SHOULDA KNOWN, THAT I WASN'T GONNA KILL OFF FRANK YOU LOVELY FUCKERS! Also have a good day, I hope I made you cry but for a different reason not because you're sad though. Bye Lovelys

-PANTY POISON (BITCH, I LIKE CAPS)