Struggling with more Ways than one

~Franks POV~
The way he looked at her. The way he held her. The way he fed her. It took me to my breaking point; as a result I threw the cake at Gerard.
Something in me arose inside myself the day I met him, it turned sour when I realized he was taken and his love could never be transferred over to me because he was straight and had a girlfriend. The day he was drunk... the look in his eyes, the lust I too gaze at him with, it was there. And from that moment on, I knew I had one speck of a chance with Mikey's brother.

When Gerard got married that shred of hope was torn to pieces, but tonight, when he teased me the flame in my heart was reignited, but so was my jealousy.

I can't put the feeling I have coursing through my veins whenever I'm near Gerard into words, its just inexplicable. Its lust if anything. I just want to see how it feels to be with him, I want a different feeling than when I'm with Mikey. I'm up for change, but apparently everyone else is not.

"What the hell?" He asks, turning to me infuriated.
"Sorry hand slipped." I mumble a lie.
"C'mon lets get you cleaned up." Fletcher coos, glaring at me as she leads her husband into the kitchen. I slump in my seat when I feel a hand on my shoulder, it's Mikey.
"Can we talk?" He whispers.
I nod.
"Upstairs?" He says looking to the staircase. I nod once more and follow Mikey to a spare bedroom and lay down next to him.
"Is everything okay?" He asks lacing our hands together.
"No." I mutter venomously, thinking back to the fact of how Gerard's emotions played with mine.
"Want to talk about it?"
"No." I say flatly.
"Frank-"
"I said I don't want to-"
"I see the way you look at him, Gerard, all that I wish is that one day you look me in the eyes with the same level of compassion." He chokes out, I turn back to him. Tears are streaming down his cheeks.
I-I don't look at him the same way? But I-i love Mikey. I'd do anything for him.
But with Gerard.
Gerard is my play toy, my experiment. I feel lust towards him but love and compassion with Mikey, does he not see that? Am I confused?
"Babe?" He sobs.
I silence him with a kiss. He runs his lanky fingers through my flipped hair and I stroke his neck. I break the kiss, and look Mikey in the eyes.
"I love you, don't let anyone make you forget that."
"You're not going to forget it either Frank." He smiles seductively and before I even have time to reply I find myself pinned to the mattress; my lips pressed onto his. He deepens the kiss by biting my bottom lip, causing me to moan and the opportunity for him to slip his tongue in; which he does. Our tongues battle for dominance, Mikey's winning in the end.
"Is this what you want?" He asks breathily, peeling himself off of me.
I nod and moan,
"Just give me a hand job."
"I'm not very good at them." He blushes.
"I've seen the way your brother blows the mike on stage, you have to of gotten some of those genes."
"I guess." He shrugs and starts taking off my pants. He takes them off and stares at my boxers for a moment before stating,
"You're limp."
"Fix that then." I scoff.
Mikey smirks and starts a trail of hard kisses up my neck
, making me moan when he finds my sweet spot. He nibbles my ear and that turns me on. He places his hand on my dick as he licks my earlobe.
"That seemed to work." I choke out, my voice cracking.
"I know," Mikey whispers the grin on his face ever growing.
He takes of my underwear and grasps my member. He starts slow but I beg him to move faster. He doesn't budge and slowly tortures me.
"Mikey..." I moan.
"Keep saying it." He laughs.
I stifle a laugh and pout at him.
"Alright fine."
He moves quicker and quicker until he feels me harden, alerting me.
"I-i know." I breathe hard.
"Come for me."
"n-no."
"I said come."
"i--" I release in his hands and I expect him to look disgusted but he looks rather pleased. Meh.
The door slides open and bob and Kat are at the door.
"We were coming in here to do the same thing...." Bob mutters.
"To the next room.." Kat says.
I love how they're always so nonchalant about everything.
"Well that was fun." I sigh, sweaty and out of breath.
"Yea but you owe me next time!." Mikey says tackling my half naked body.
"I love you." He says sweetly, placing a kiss on my cheek.
"I-I love you too." I stutter and blush, wrapping him in a hug, letting him curl up on my chest, falling asleep to his shaky breathing.

Notes

Sorry if this chapter seems well a little fucked up and the last one was too, Ill elaborate more on this idea or reject it as a whole altogether but I need your guys input. The story is going to end soon but dont worry I already have a sequel base in the works. love you guys. :)

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