Struggling with more Ways than one

~ 1 month later ~
~ Fletcher's POV~
The light pitter patter of rain on the roof of the church calms my anxious nerves. The rain made Gerard a little unsettled at first but I think it's a perfect natural addition to the video.
"Hey," Gerard says from behind. I turn around and smile, he looks like a little boy. He's mine, all mine.
"You look great." I say walking into his embrace.
"So do you." He smiles.
I laugh looking down at myself, I'm in a ripped pair of faded jeans, converse, and an old Nirvana shirt.
"You always look beautiful." He kisses my lips before he has to leave to film. I kiss him goodbye and sit backstage with Kat and play flappy bird.
"Fuck fuck fuck!" I scream as I near the dreaded green pipes.
"Go you little shit!" Kay yells.
"Bastard!" I say when I die.
"Hah!"
*pewwww*
"FUCK!" kat yells and glares at me. "You made me die."
"She made me die when I fell for her." Gerard says as he strolls in after shooting what they needed to for today.
"Oh be quiet you." I blush as I wave him off.
He sits on my lap like a child on Santa's.
"You wanna get your dress on?" He asks excitedly, and pokes my cheek. I smile and nod.
He hops off my lap and I head to the dressing room where my outfit awaits.
*
My hands shake as I walk down the isle, even though there's no one around me but my closest friends, I feel like I'm on the brink of a panic attack.
Calm down.
Breathe.
Walk.
I make it up the stairs and wait for Gerard to appear.
When he does he gasps and blushes. He takes my hands in his warm ones and rests his head on my shoulder.
"I wish you could see yourself through my eyes right now." I feel him smile against my neck. He's still dressed in his makeup and suit from the Helena video, he still looks dashing.
Gerard takes his head off of me when the priest arrives. we link hands again and say our vows.
"Gerard do you take Fletcher to be your wife?"
Gerard's eyes are filled with glee, he looks like a child that just got a puppy.
"Y-yes." He stutters and blushes. I giggle. The priest turns to me and asks me if I take Gerard as my husband.
"Of course." I smile.
"You may kiss the bride."
Gerard doesn't hesitate and kisses me, hard, soon enough we're making out and probably everyone there is wondering when it will end. Gerard weaves his fingers through my hair and I wrap my hands around his neck.
Someone does a cat call and I look back to Frank pointing at Kat.
"What? It's in my name." I smile at my best friend.
"I want cake." Frank grumbles and crosses his arms.
"CAKE AT MY HOUSSSSE!" Bob yells, Frankie and Mikey chasing after him. I lock hands with Gerard and we walk out to the rain soaked parking lot.
"Put this on there." He says reaching in his pocket, opening up his palm to reveal a magnetic bumper sticker that says 'Just MCR-Married.'
"Wow." I laugh. Gerard blushes and hands the sticker to me. I put it on the car and Gerard and I climb inside. Kissing once before we sped off to our party.
*
"CAKE TIME!" Bob yells, bringing out the red velvet and vanilla frosted masterpiece.
"CAKE!" Frank yells jumping over the table.
"MIKEY CONTROL YOUR BOYFRIEND!" I yell.
"Sorry." Mikey blushes and grabs frank by the belt loop.
'Hey." He yells.
"Oh be patient." Gerard snaps.
I shift my weight on his lap and he hisses.
"That was my dick." He mutters in a high pitched tone.
"Sorry baby." I say taking my husbands face in mine.
"Its okay." He mumbles. I kiss his cheek.
"So If I sat on your dick it wouldn't be okay?" Frank asks with a wry grin.
"Maybe." Gerard mumbles.
I glare at him.
"Okay no."
"Damn you Fletcher, you cock-blocker." He pouts. I frown at frank.
"Mikey control your Horny boyfriend." I say.
"I'm trying to!" Mikey whines.
Bob puts the cake on the table and allots it out to everyone. All the couples baby feeding one another. And then there was ray. Oh ray.
"Open the tunnel!" Mikey says sweetly to frank.
"Choo Choo." Frank says opening his mouth and Mikey putting the cake in.
"You want some cake?" Kat asks bob.
"Hit me." bob says sitting there, his face unchanged as he opens his mouth and Kat puts the cake in.
Gerard and I sit there giggle and smiling at each other as we each take turns feeding one another cake.
All of a sudden Cake hits Gerard face from Frankies direction and Gerard puases before turning his head.
"What the hell?" He asks angrily.
"Hand slipped." Frankie mumbles.
"C'mon lets get you cleaned up." I say taking gerard by the hand and leading him to the kitchen sink where I dab his face clean with a damp wascloth.
"There." I smile at him.
"Thanks." He kisses my cheek.
"Are you tierd?" I ask caressing the dark circles under his eyes.
"Probably." He smiles weakly.
"C'mon." I take his hand and lead him upstairs to one of bobs spare bedrooms. Gerard takes a warm shower and I sit in bed alone, awaiting his arrivial and sinking in the feeling of being married.
I rub my hand over my abdomen, and think about being a mother.
I smile, knowing I wouldnt want to be carrying anyone elses child other than Gerards.
I kind of want it to be a boy so that we can have a little Gerard running around the house. I smile at the thought of a miniscule pair of hazel eyes and unkempt dark hair, basically a little bundle of Gerard. I chuckle at myself.
"Whatcha' laughin about sugar?" Gerard asks, plopping down next to me and laying his wet head on my chest.
"Babies." I giggle.
"Me too." He smiles taking my hand.
"What do you want it to be?" I ask.
"A little girl." He blushes.
"I want a little boy."
"Well maybe you'll have twins." He says kissing my stomach. I giggle.
"I want the boy to be name Panik, or just Nik for short."
"Interesting."
"Have you thought of a name for a girl yet?" I ask.
"Bandit."
"Also interesting." I laugh.
"We're quite the interesting team." Gerard says.
"We're also the perfect match."

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