Struggling with more Ways than one

~Gerard's POV~
~ 1 Week later~
I sit in my hospital bed, gently caressing my swollen jaw. I had to be re-admitted to the hospital because my jaw wasn't responding well to treatment. The doctors performed another surgery but it affected my ability to speak, I can speak perfectly clear but I speak with one corner of my mouth.
I stare across the room at my gaunt figure, I've lost at least 15 pounds at least. I can't chew anything so I have to eat through a tube, its very degrading. I feel like I've lost the ability and will to function not to mention my sanity. She's been missing for half a month now, I feel like I've lost hope but I can't. We'll carry on.
"Hello." Doctor Reid greets me. I would smile but I can't.
Can't.
Really starting to hate that word because it's starting to define me. The doctor takes my head wrap off and we begin my muscle rehabilitation. Today we're working on smiling and frowning.
I do the exercises and brace through the pain, I want to be able to smile at Fletcher when I see her again. The doctor invites me to dinner, and I can gum things since he said that we've come that far in my therapy.
We walk down to the lobby and eat at one of restaurant located in the hospital.
"Do you have anyone special?" Dr. Reid asks. I stare at him for a moment, a bit surprised he's asking me such a personal question.
"What do you mean?" I ask.
"Well when you were here last time, you screamed out I just want her."
I frown, not really feeling like explaining about Fletcher.
"Fletcher." I mutter.
"Who is she?"
"Someone special." I smile
"Are you in a band?" he asks pointing to my home made MCR bracelet.
"Yea, I'm the vocalist." I perj up.
"You guys famous yet?"
"We're about to release another album and we might go on tour for it so yea, I guess." I sip my coffee.
"What kind of music do you sing?"
"Punk."
"What's the band name."
"My Chemical Romance."
"Nice."
Damn this guy hasnt even touched his food, all he's been doing is talking.
"I gotta go." He says quickly and runs to the main entrance of the hallway. I sit for a moment and turn around when I see out of the corner of my eye a head full of pastel hair.
It cant be.
I frantically run down the hallway after the hoard of doctors and try to catch a glimpse of the person theyre surrounding.
"Any identification?" One doctor asks.
"Yea, Fletcher Bores."
"Fletcher!" I cry and hop into the manpile. I'm instanly thrown to the ground.
"What the hell do you think youre doing here?!" One doctor exclaims.
"He's with me." Doctor reid announces.
The doctors clear and I jump onto fletcher. Her eyes light up but she isnt talking. I smuther her in kisses untilthe doctors peel me off of her. I hold her hand, it is then I notice she has lost a vast amount of weight. She looks like the children fro the Holocaust.
My heart breaks and before I can ask her what happened sshe is whisked away from me once more.
I sit on the floor and do something Ive been doing for the past few weeks.
I cry.

Notes

short chapter and sorry for a shitty reunion, sorreh :c
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