Make way for Way

"Fuck, you are beautiful," Frank muttered, just before our lips met in a love-filled kiss.

I felt my heart flutter. No one has-or ever will- call me beautiful. And here Frank is, sitting one foot away from me, telling me the words I've longed to hear. If anything, he's the beautiful one. His chocolate brown hair was silky to the touch, his gleaming henna eyes were a special kind of pretty. He's sweet like candy, and he always stays faithful. I couldn't possible ask for more. But there's still the possibility that he could.

Frank parted his lips, letting my tongue slip into his mouth, while I earned a moan from him by doing so. He grabbed my hair, twisting some up in his fist before letting it go. I let out a muffled, "God, I love you," when he took a break from embracing me so hardly.

Unaware, I didn't hear the door open when Frank and I were 'busy'. Inside, I panicked when I heard footsteps. "Frank!" I said way to loudly, and I pulled away to reveal a confused, hurt looking Frank. I quickly looked toward the door, and who else but Mikey and Ray were existing there with a "Should we leave while you two passionately make out?" look on their faces.

I looked down at Frank and I. His lips were a damp, dark red, and my hair was mussed. We were both hyperventilating, catching our breath- this undoubtedly looked bad. And it was extremely plausible they walked in on the last few seconds of us. My cheeks turned ablaze as I tried to explain.

"I- We just...," I couldn't finish my sentence, and immediately realized that they knew exactly what we were doing with each other. It wouldn't be any help to explain, they weren't oblivious. Tears dwelled in my vision, I felt like a child. Frank was motionless and scared.

What would they think of us? Are they homophobic? I hoped not.

"I'm sorry, we can leav-" Ray got cut off by Frank. "No, it's... fine. Sit down."

Our other two bandmates made their way to the table, pulling out a chair and settling down. "Anything you want to tell us?" Mikey was calm now, not sniggering or making fun. Under the table, Frank put his hand on top of mine to tell me that I would be okay. I had always been bi, I knew it since the age of 9. I was scared- I didn't want to come out to them. And I'm sure Frank didn't, either. He was the first to speak up.

"...We love each other," Frank spoke, trying to hide his tear-stained face with his shirt. Hearing another person say it, it felt silly to call our little infatuation 'love'. I had only known Frank for less than 10 days, what the hell? But I couldn't deny that I did, indeed, love Frank. I cared about him and wanted to be there for him on his darkest nights. I would take all of the years I had left and spend them hearing Frank talk about his life to me. He's that type of person that at first glance, you want to know everything about him.

I started to bawl, I was acting like a toddler. Ray gave me a sympathetic look- I hated getting other peoples' sympathy. It made me feel less than a human being. I would rather feel alone than have others worry about me.

"Look, Gerard. It's okay. We won't judge you two, as long as you're happy," Mikey joined in. It made me feel a little bit better, but I couldn't help but break under all the pressure. I sniffed, wiping my nose with my jacket one last time. Frank was embracing me, his arms around my waist and hand on my knee. It made me feel loved and cared for when I felt human touch, especially Franks'.

"I'll get the guitars by the doorway," Ray put in his side of the conversation. He didn't say much about Frank and I, but you could tell he supported us. He got on foot, and strode over to the door way. 10 seconds later, he reappeared and handed me the acoustic. "This is for the Interlude," He told me, sitting. Mikey handed me the tabs, nodding his head at us.

"You'll do great," Frank muttered into my ear, just loud enough so I could hear.

Notes

have some frerard feels! I wanted to make this chapter a little bit more serious. Hope it doesn't suck /.\ and if im innacurate with anything, please let me know :) oh and please comment I have a craving for human interaction /.\