~Leila's POV~
I woke with a start, surrounded by Mikey, Gerard, Ray and Frankie all looking like they had almost no sleep last night. “What the fuck guys?” I muttered, rolling over so I could just see Gerard and Frank, Mikey and Ray behind me.
“We need to record, like now; we were waiting to see when you woke up so you could come with us and give your opinion of our new song.” Gerard explained, running his hands through his hair.
“Yeah, it would be great to have another person's view of it” Frank told me, crouching down and cupping my cheek with his hand, gazing at me for what felt like a century.
“Come on guys, let’s leave Leila so she can get changed.” Ray said, causing Frank to jump out of his skin.
“No, it’s ok, I’ll go to the bathroom,” I said, hoping that they would listen.
“Alright, just don’t be long Leil” Mikey said as I left with an armful of clothes.

“We all ready to go?” Gerard asked, his head poking through the front door. “I’ve got the car ready,”
“Well I’m ready, even if you guys aren’t!” I replied, pushing Gerards’ head so he fell on his ass on the path.
“Thanks for that!” He said through gritted teeth
“No problem honey.” I said as we all laughed at him and walked outside to the car.

When we approached the recording studio, I noticed that all the lights were out. “Is this normal?” I asked the guys.
“No… It’s 12:30 so they should be open” Frank replied; curious as to why the place looked closed.
“Hang on guys; there’s a note taped to the door” Mikey said as he ran up to the place.
We all ran up to him and read it together: ‘Closed until further notice’
“What the fuck are we supposed to do now?! There isn’t another recording studio for miles and we haven’t got time to sit in a vehicle for hours, trying to get there!” Gerard cursed, anger clear in his voice; he ran to the car and sat in the drivers seat. I followed him and sat in the passenger seat next to him as he sobbed started to sing ‘I’m not ok (I promise)’.
“Hey, it’s ok, you’re ok” I said soothingly whilst lifting myself over the gear shift so I could sit on his lap, wrapping my arms around his neck.
“No! Everything’s going wrong!” He shouted, sobbing on my shoulder.
“What’s going wrong?” I asked, genuine worry in my voice.
“Well, apart from the recording studio being closed… I’m in love with you Leil and I didn’t know how to say it in front of everyone or how to even say it in front of you.” He stopped sobbing and looked up at me, probably to see what my reaction would be.
Shit, Gerard’s in love with me? How can I tell him that I like him and cute little Frankie? I don’t wanna date one of them and then the other be unhappy… What the fuck am I supposed to do? “It’s ok, I love you and what you stand for; I thought everyday about how great it would be great to meet you. But now I have, it feels a lot different than how I imagined it would be. I mean, you’re still the same gorgeous guy I fell in love with but I never imagined that I would be sitting on your lap or that you would even like me if I met you somewhere like one of your concerts or even in person.” A lone tear rolled down my cheek
“You’re the most truthful girl I have ever met and you’re gorgeous but I can see you love someone else so I’m not gonna bug you about us anymore.” He sighed as he saw me staring at Frank, opened the car door and carefully slid his legs from underneath mine and got out of the car and walked towards the others, leaving me in the car, leaving me shocked by what he said. He thinks I love Frankie. I mean, I do but I’m not in love with him, not yet anyways. I could see when Frank kissed me that Mikey didn’t look happy with it but will he be happy for me if I date Gerard? I’ve always loved Gerard… I need to make it up to him; maybe that’s the way!

When we got back to their place, I pulled Gerard aside and confronted him. “Ok, you may think that I love Frank but I don’t, well, not in the way that I love you. He probably never told you this but he kissed me last night after you left and it felt good but not as good as when you kissed my head after I’d passed out. And when you called me babe, it made me feel special, like I meant something to you but I obviously don’t. I must just be another girl that you pick up and throw when you’re done with me because that’s how I feel right now.” I felt the tears spill over my eyes and run like waterfalls down my face.
“Hey, it’s ok. I love you, I really do and I know now that you feel the same way.” Gerard replied, pulling me into an embrace so I could cry into his chest. I looked up at him and he dipped his head so he could press his lips gently against mine, his tongue running over my bottom lip, begging for entrance which I granted. I pulled away after a while, needing air when I was suddenly being pulled into the hall and up the stairs and into Gerards room. He pinned me up against the door with his hips. I ran my hands down his sides, my breath getting caught in my throat as he ran his hands under my shirt, the feel of his soft hands sending shivers down my spine. I leant up and placed a desperate kiss against his lips, my heart pounding as Gerard picked me up and sat me on his dresser, my legs wrapped around his waist as he tugged my shirt over my head. “Are you sure?” He whispered, his breathing heavy. I nodded and grabbed the hem of his shirt, tugging it over his head without thinking. I placed my lips back against Gerard’s a sense of urgency being conveyed that wasn’t there before. In one move, Gerard picked me up and placed me on his bed, straddling me as his hands ran over my exposed torso. I trailed my hands down Gerards chest, my fingers shaking as I undid his belt buckle. He froze, his heart pounding as I slid the denim over his hips, my hand running lightly over his erection as I pulled my hands back up to tangle them in his hair. Gerard trailed his hands lower, sinking the tips of his fingers underneath the waistband of my pants and pulled them down, a gasp leaving me as he ran his hand all the way underneath my underwear. I held my breath as he gently pushed a finger inside, pumping it softly until he added another.
“Please.” I pleaded. “I just wanna…” Gerard smiled softly and grabbed a condom, making sure it was on properly before lining himself up at my entrance. I nodded and he pushed himself inside, his size stretching me further than felt normal. He started thrusting, slowly to begin with, speeding up when he hit the spot. I ground my fingers into his back as I moaned, ecstasy rolling over me in waves. I felt my orgasm hit, leaving me breathless as Gerard’s thrusts became sloppier, his breathing heavier as he came shortly after. He pulled out and layed next to me, his breathing heavy as he pulled me into his arms. I used my fingers to brush some hair out of his face, placing a soft kiss on the end of his nose as we snuggled, wrapped in each others arms.

Notes

Hey guys,

this is probably gonna be the only smut I have for a while as I still have to think of more things to make this a full story.

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~Chemical-Tears14~