Forever Yours.

I waited in silence.

We were now at the hospital. At least I was here with Frank. The doctors and nurses rushed him into the emergency room and they all pushed me away from him. I tried fighting my way through but it only got me sitting in this blue chair in the waiting room.

I have been waiting for about and hour and a half. No one has told me anything about Frank's condition and it worries the hell out of me right now. I got up from my chair and started pacing the small white room. Every once and a while the front desk nurse kept glancing at me. My fingers running through my hair. Damn I was nervous. Well I have to be Im scared for Frank's life.

I stopped my pacing and just stood their in thought. Than I looked down at myself. Maybe I should go get myself cleaned. My hands were covered in dry blood and flesh my purple v-neck had some blood stains on it and my hair was everywhere. I bet if I looked in the mirror to my face would be jacked up with blood all over it. I walked over to the front desk to see if they might have like some sort of gift shop or store so I can by a shirt.

“Excuse me, but do you happen to have some sort of store here?”

The white thin lady looked up at me with her dark brown eyes and flashed me a smile. I looked down at her name tag 'Lindsey'. “Hm?”

“Well there is one down on the west wing on the second floor. So just take the elevator over there and hit the second floor button then walk to your left it should be right there.”

“Thanks.” I turned and started walking to the elevator. I want to make this quick just in case they decide to call me to come in to see Frank. I hit the button and waited alone in the elevator to the second floor. It dinged and I walked to my left with my hands deep in my pockets. I kept looking over at the patience rooms hoping that Frank just might be in there. Man do I hope I see him.

The store was pretty big for a hospital store but I found a grey crew neck that said 'Jersey Devils'. I paid for it and was out. I ran back down to the front desk and went towards the bathrooms. I quickly pulled off my own blood stained shirt and put on the crew neck. Finally looking at myself in a mirror to see that I dont look so bad as I thought. But I did give my face a bit of a splash with the water and made sure I cleaned my hands of the blood. I walked back to the same blue chair I have been sitting in and stared off into space.

“Excuse me sir?”

I looked up to find a young nurse with golden brown skin tone and piercing green eyes. I have to say she was gorgeous she even had a nose ring. Snap out of Gerard!

“Huh? Yeah.”

“Did you come in with the young man that had been stabbed?”

“Yes I did! Is Frank okay!!??” I sprang up from my seat with a panic looked on my face.

“He did have to under go some surgery. But is it okay if I asked you some questions?”

“Yes go ahead.”

We headed back to the seats and talked about what was going on with Frankie.

“Well Mr. Way, Im afraid to tell you this. But he did have some pretty bad injuries in the chest region-” I know this is wrong to do but I had to cut her off.

“Im sorry but could you get to the point a bit faster?” I know im being sassy but I want to know if he is okay. I would rip my heart out to hear if he was dead...

“Alrighty then. Well he is fine now he is just a bit out of it from the drugs we gave him. He might be sleeping when you go and see him-”

“I CAN SEE HIM NOW!!!!?” I was jumping for joy knowing that one my Frankie is okay now and two I get to finally see him..

“Yes Mr. Way! Just calm down and let me finish please......Okay what we did find is that he might be a self harmer since some the cuts on his left hip opened up and they were pretty deep but we did stitch them all back up.” She took a pause to let it all sink in to my head. How could I forget Frank used to cut? I looked down at my lap than back at her. Than she continued. “Other than that just try to keep him eating more. He is on the verge of having anorexia. But you may come and see him now just remember visiting hours end at 11pm. Its now 2:48pm. So you have time.”

I took in a deep breathe and smiled. “Okay so..what room is he in?”

The nurse gave me a big smile and just walked me there. I kept on fixing my red hair as we were walking down the halls. She stopped in front of a door that said '116' on it. She turned the handle and let me in and left closing the door behind her. The room was pretty big it had a big glass window next to the bed with a flat screen, a sofa, four chairs, a bathroom, and a little table. I walked in further and saw Frank, laying down a sleep on a bed thats near the window.

I walked over quietly to his side. Looking over his face that had a few cuts and bruises. His hair was over part of his face. He looked so beautiful. I gently moved his hair out of his face brushing my fingers lightly against his cheek. A little smile crept on to my face. I reached for his hand and held it in mine, intertwining our fingers together. I sat down in the chair next to his bed. I felt a tear run down my face.

“Im sorry Frankie. Im sorry for everything. Im sorry for I have done to you. If only I had told you liked you from the beginning you wouldn't be like this. Im just so so sorry. I love you Frank. I dont ever want to lose you. If you died I dont know what I would be. I probably would have jumped off the bridge and killed myself to be with you. I just....love you...so..fucking much.”

Now there were full on tears falling from my face. I kneeled my head against his side softly as I sobbed. I then felt a hand on my face. I looked up with tears still in my eyes to see Frank was awake. His eyes were glassy as if he was going to start to cry.

“FRANKIE!!!” I jumped up screaming. He let of a smile at me and I leaned down and kissed him hard. I missed him its what we both need right now. I pulled away so I can just look at him again.

His eyes were lite up and his lips were swollen from the kiss we just shared.

“Gerard...Im sorry for all of this. If it wasnt for then you wouldnt be in this mess.”

“Shut up. I love this, I love you. Dont be sorry I should be the one to say sorry.” I gave him a little peck on the lips. He smiled at me and he scooted over to make room for me in his bed. He patted the spot next to him and I climbed on the bed and cuddled with Frank.

“After this Gee. Could we get ice cream?” Wow. He seriously wants some fucking ice cream. Whatever its what Frank wants.

“Sure babe. But you need to stay here over night.”

I wrapped my arms around Frank but not to tight I dont want to break him. I kissed him once more. This time he deepened the kiss and pulled at the collar of my shirt which made me moan a bit. He slid his tongue against my bottom lip and I let him in. Our tongues messaging each other gently and I tugged a bit at his lip ring which made him make that sexy moan of his.

Damn I loved this.

Every minute with Frank makes me want him more.

I dont ever want to leave him.

“Mr. Iero your awake-” A nurse called as she fucking interrupted. Wait its that same lady who walked me here. She might have been surprised at us having a hot make out session.

I pulled away to look at her. Frank started pouting a bit which was sexy as hell.

“Sorry. But Mr. Iero you need to take your medicine.”

“Hand it over.”

The lady gave him three pills and glass of water. He took it all one time and she left with the cup. He turned back to me giving me one of those sexy smirks. He leaned in and started kissing me once more.

Oh god if your there.

Thank you for blessing me with Frank.

I thank you for letting him be alive.

Notes

YESS!! I saved FRANK!!! I feel good. I know that you guys thought that I was going to kill him. There is no way in hell that I would have the GUTS to kill FRANK IERO! But what about that one nurse Gerard was eyeing. Like what the fuck? Gerard you are in love with Frank you fucking REMEMBER THAT!


Oh! If any of you guys read my other story its called 'Living in the Light.' I have actually gotten writers block for that. So if you have any ideas what should happen in this fertile/dom thriller just message me or leave it in the comments for that story. THANKS!


Title Credit: Blink 182 'All of This'.