As I watched Frank leave, I couldn't help but to feel his fingers lingering on my skin. The feel of him still on me. Hugging me... Telling me I am important. Telling me to hold on. To keep living. If not for me then for him. I couldn't help but feel butterflies in my stomach. I want to touch him again, I want to kiss him... wait? KISS HIM!? I'm not gay! I'm not in love with my BEST MALE FRIEND! I'm not gay!! I can't be! I don't need another thing for them to pick on me for... No... I can't be... I sit there silently agrueing with myself. I'm not gay. I've never been attracted to another man. Only females. Then why do I want to touch him and kiss him and call him mine? Am I bi if not gay? Could be... I mean... I am totally into chick, and I guess some guys at school are attractive and all but... Me? I'm not attractive. At all. Frank... Frank is. He's handsome... Beautiful, wonderful, amazing, awesome, the best friend one could ever have, cocky at times, smug, mischievous and... wait, wait,wait! No! I can't start falling for my best friend! This is the alcohol I bet.. Yeah. I ponder the idea for a bit. Then I realize. I've always felt like this. I've always had these... feelings for Frank I could never describe. He's just... like a guardian angel. Just what I need. Oh no... I think I've fallen in love with my best friend... I think i'm gay... or at least just bi... Crap... I need to sober up before my parents get home.

"Frrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnkkkkkkkkkkkk..." I hollered while waiting him to come to my room I clean up a bit throwing away the pills and vodka for Frank's sake, more than mine, "Frankie!!! Frankie, Frank, Frankkkkkkkk!!!!! Get In here!!!" I slurred my words a bit from being drunk, and stumbled to my bed and fell into the the comfort of it. "FRANK!"

Notes

Hello again! As you all already know, imakilljoywannabe and I are co-authors in this story, and I think y'all should know how that happened. Well I thought that having both Frank and Gerards P.O.V was very important to the story to understand it a bit more... And I could exactly do both with school and what not, I know you're probably thinking 'well you've been doing a good job updating almost everyday this week' but I can't realy do Frank's P.O.V without acidentally getting Gerards point of view in there so I thought I have my bestest friend help me. Oh, and sorry if this chapters short... I had to post a chapter about Gerard finding out his sexuality and that was stuck on my mind but I really couldn't expand on the subject any furthur than what I wrote so I'll maybe add more to it later... Sorry for this long authors note... X)

~~ForEverAFan~~