Fifty Shades of Way

***Ivy's POV***

I shakily made my way to his classroom. I know exactly what he wanted to talk about, and I wasn't going to pass up my opportunity to hear it. I ran down the hallways, catching suspicious stares from teachers, and students. Fuck them. I found myself outside his door, and quickly opened it. I slowly walked in, trying to make as little sound as possible. To my surprise, he wasn't in there. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. He's always in his room... I shrugged it off, took a seat towards the front, and waited for him to get back.

A little more than five minutes later, I saw his messy black hair in the doorway. I quickly straightened myself up, and took my feet off the desk in front of me.

"Hello, Ivy." he smiled, walking into the room. "I figured you didn't have lunch today, so I bought you this." he placed a sandwich from Subway, and potato chips on my desk.

"Oh, you didn't have to do that." I sighed.

"It's fine, just eat it. I'm sure you haven't eaten all day." he flashed me a warm smile, that made my insides flutter. I took a bite of the sandwich, and he walked over to his desk.

"I just have to grade these." he mumbled, placing a pile of tests on the desk next to mine, and sitting down.

"How much was the sandwich? I'll pay you back." I whispered.

"No, Ivy. It's on me."

"A-Are you sure?"

"Yes, now finish up. We need to talk." his voice grew serious. I nodded, and took another bite.
I looked over at him, and saw that he was already more than half way done with the papers. I sighed, and finished up a majority of the sandwich, leaving the chips.

"Do you want them?" I tapped him on the shoulder with the chips.

"You don't?" I shook my head. "Alright. I haven't had lunch either, so I'm starved. Thanks." he smiled, taking the bag from me. I felt bad that I had kept him from having lunch. But then again, I didn't ask him to waste his time trying to help me.

"Alright, Ivy. First of all, before we even talk about the other night, I need you to tell me what happened to you at lunch." he had a desperate look in his eyes. I looked at him, and then looked back down.

"I was in English, which is my last period before lunch. I have already been having a shitty day, but this topped it off.

****Flash back****

Once the bell rang for lunch, I immediately got up, and headed towards the bathroom.

"Hey! You're the new girl, right?" a jock, and two girls came up behind me. I slowly nodded my head, and turned around.

"Wait. Where are you going?" one of the girls said. I couldn't have them knowing I ate in the bathroom, so I lied.

"Uh, lunch.. With-with my f-friends."

"What friends?" the other girl asked.

"M-My friends."

"Oh, well, last time I checked, you were the loser that ate in the bathroom." the same girl laughed.

"Do you eat in the bathroom with your 'friends'"? the girl put air quotes and 'friends'.

"P-Please just leave me alone." I begged.

"Awe, isn't that cute? She's begging like the fucking dog she is!" the guy laughed. I felt a stray tear fall down my cheek, and quickly wiped it away, praying they didn't see that. Nope. They saw it."

"Awe, guys, look. Now she's crying!" one of the girls laughed, using a baby voice.

"I-I'm not crying." I lied, holding back tears.

"We don't care what you're doing. You're not welcome here. You have no friends, and no one likes you. This school will never accept you. All you're doing is taking up space. So why don't you do us all a favor, and just leave." the jock and the girls shoved passed me, each one hitting my shoulder hard, causing me to fall. I sat on my knees until I noticed they were all gone. I then gathered up my books, and ran to the bathroom with tears in my eyes. I locked myself into a stall, and remembered the small blade I always carried with me. I haven't used that blade in years. I took it out, and drew the blade across my wrist, bursting into tears. They were right. I'm nothing but a waste of space. I cut myself some more, until I heard footsteps, and an all too familiar voice.

****End of flashback****

By this time, I was crying into Gerard's shoulder. He held me in his arms, rubbed my back, and whispered comforting things in my ear.

"Shh. Everything is going to be okay, Ivy. I promise." he whispered. I let out a few more sobs before composing myself. "Who did this to you?" his voice was stern.

"I-I don't know."

"Can you describe them?"

"The guy had short brown hair, pretty thin, but muscular, and tall. I'm pretty sure he was a jock. One of the girls had black hair with pink tips, a blue sweater, and black leggings. The other girl had a mix between brown and blonde hair. she was wearing black leggings, with a Victoria's Secret pink sweater." he stared at the ground and nodded.

"Danny, Jaclyn, and Victoria." he whispered. "They're in my other honors class." my eyes widened. "Is there any specific punishment you want me to give them?" he smiled. I giggled, and nodded my head.

"Make them all eat in separate bathrooms at lunch." I giggled. I wasn't really serious though.

"Sounds like a plan." he high fived me. I giggled, and pulled him into a hug. He seems surprised by this, but hugged me back.

"Thank you for everything, Gerard." I whispered.

"I'd do anything for you, Ivy."

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