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Fifty Shades of Way

I Don't Want To Be Your Secret

****Next day****

***Ivy's POV***

I sat in geometry practically counting down the seconds until lunch starts. This hectic day seems to have no end. Gerard and I got into a fight this morning, and still haven't come to terms. He's being unreasonable. I'm eighteen now, I can legally date whomever I want. But apparently he doesn't agree.

****Flashback****

"Why do we have to keep 'us' a secret?" I screamed. "I'm eighteen, an adult. I can legally date whoever, it doesn't matter!"

"Ivy, do you not understand what I'm telling you? Yes, you're eighteen, I understand that, but under no circumstances does that make it legal for a teacher to date their student."

“I don’t want to be a secret anymore, Gerard! I want your parents to know we’re dating, and I’m not just some friend! I wanna be able to go with you when you visit your fucking relatives. I want us to be a normal couple!”

“Why don’t you stop yelling, and just listen for once. Ivy, we discussed this even before we started dating. Unless you wanna see me lose my job, and have me thrown in jail, accused of being a pedophile, I would suggest you stop thinking about yourself, and listen to what I’m telling you! Do you actually think I’ll be able to tell me parents that I’m dating one of my students? Do you know how much shit they’ll give me? They’ll never accept you. Not if they know the truth.”

“Then why did you ask me to be your girlfriend in the first place? You got yourself into this mess, not me!”

“Because I love you, you idiot!”

“I’m not an idiot, you fucking asshole!” I screamed. A wave of disappointment, and sadness swept over his face before he grabbed his bag, and left the house.

****End of flashback****

The bell rang, puling me away from my thoughts. Since Gerard and I aren’t on good terms yet, I guess I’ll be eating in the bathroom. I walked through the crowded hallway, and headed towards the bathroom I have grown to know all too well. I walked into my usual stall at the end of the row, and once the door was locked, I allowed a stray tear to come rolling down my cheek. I didn’t mean it when I called Gerard an asshole, and I’m sure he knew that, but I can also tell it hurt him. What if my constant demands are too much for him, and he wants to break up? Although that doesn’t sound like something Gee would do, the thought of it still petrifies me. I sighed, and laid my head in my hands, trying to hold back tears. I need to talk to him. I took a deep breath, got up, and headed to the faculty room.

I stood in the doorway, and saw Gerard, and a bunch of other teachers eating their lunch. No one even looked up to notice me standing there. I cleared my throat, and lightly knocked on the door, catching their attention.

“Uh, Gerard? M-May I talk to you for a moment?” I said, barley over a whisper. He gave me a confused look, before getting up, and heading towards me.

“Excuse me, young lady that is your teacher you’re talking to. You refer to him as Mr. Way, not Gerard. He is not one of your peers that you hang out with after school. You treat him with respect.” My English teacher, Mrs. Noris reprimanded. I stared blankly at her before nodding my head, and walking into the hallway with ‘Mr. Way’.

“Sorry about that, she’s rough.” He sighed, running a hand through his hair. “Look, if this is about this morning, let’s just put it past us, okay? I’m just doing what’s best for this relationship. It would kill me if someone forced us apart because they found out.”

“I get it. I’m sorry for being so neglectful of your feelings.” I mumbled.

“No, it’s okay honey, I understand it can be tough. Believe me, I would love to be able to tell the whole goddamn world that Ivy Wilde, the most beautiful girl alive, is my girlfriend.” He smiled widely. I blushed, and giggled at his comment, before leaning on for a kiss. He quickly pulled away, and I gave him a confused look. I then put my hand over my mouth, and exhaled into it, giving myself the breath test.

“No, no your breath is lovely.” He chuckled. "It’s just that all the teachers in the faculty room are probably watching us, and wondering what the hell is going on. I don’t wanna chance them seeing anything, okay? But I’ll let you kiss me all you want when we get home.” He winked

“And what makes you think I’m gonna want to kiss you then?” I smirked

“You know you can’t resist me.”

“Well, I guess you’re right.”

“I’m always right, baby. Anyway, I gotta get going. I have a class in five minutes, but I have a couple of papers to grade after school, so do you wanna just meet me in my room after last period so you can keep me company?” I nodded, and blew him a kiss, which he discreetly returned. ‘Love you’. He mouthed.

‘Love you, too.’ I mouthed back. I watched him as he quickly waved goodbye to all his colleagues, and hurried off to the chem lab.


Notes

So sorry if that was that shittiest chapter ever D: I accidentally deleted the original, and then rewrote it, and then accidentally deleted that one too. This just isn't my day :( but anyway, RATE, COMMENT, SUPERSCRIBEEE XOX<3

Comments

I NEED ANOTHER CHAPTER MAN!!! Love this bloody story

Lucalily Lucalily
1/5/17

Update!!! <3
I love this story so much
Got to know it from an article of must-read fanfics in fuse's website
Cheers from Brazil

Maila Yasmin Maila Yasmin
11/18/16

This story was featured on fuse's must read fanfic page!!!! You need to update now!

HarlowKittie HarlowKittie
10/24/16

This seriously needs an update now!!!!!!

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7/9/16

Please dont tell me this is the end!!!!!!! It's 2am i have been reading this all night!! Please update