This heart only beats for you.

During the movie, neither me or Gerard really talked. Not going to lie, it was kinda weird. I'm so used to us not being able to shut up..

As soon as the credits come up I stand up and stretch my body. "I gotta let Picket out, wanna come?"

"yeah, whatever." he yawns before he slips his converse back on. we walk out the door and night covers the sky as we run across the street back to my place. I pull my key out of my pocket, and as soon as I open the door, little Picket sits on the stairs. Wagging her long black tail.

"you gotta go outside? Huh girl?" Like I said. I love dogs.

"Hey, I'll be in your room. Let's hang here for a while." I look back at Gerard as he's already halfway up my stairs. Too late to tell him no. "C'mon Picket." I lead her outside as I sit on the concrete steps leading to my house. I can't help but smile when I watch her roll around in the grass. Soon she does what she needs to do before I take her back inside. Her collar rings as she jumps up on the couch. I walk to go join her, but remember I have a hormonal teenager in my room.

Quickly I run up my steps, hang a left and find Gerard lying on my bed, reading through some papers. "Wattcha got there?" I lean against my door way as I watch him jump up.

"Jesus fuck, dude." He runs his finger through his hair as he catches his breath. "Just looking through your school stuff."

I walk up to him and take my papers back. Placing them on my nightstand. "ALright, now let's get back to your house so we can get food." I turn to leave my room but something warm wraps around my wrist. I look down and find the pale skin, Gerard.

"No, wait." He pulls me back on my bed.

"Um, Okay?" I sit myself beside him. "What's up?" I tap a beat on my legs as I stare at the band posters on my wall.

"Remember when we were kids, we used to ask eachother random questions?" I see him smile form the corner of my eye before I turn my head his way.

"Yeah, why?" I swing my feet as they dangle over the edge.

"It's been a while since the last time we played." Again he pulls his legs up and crosses them.

"Alright, you start." I fall back on my bed as I stare at my ceiling.

"What's your favorite color?" Gee starts.

"Black.. favorite band?" I set my hands on my stomach.

"Misfits, favorite thing?"

"Music of course." I smile when I think of it. "Your's?"

"Does art count?" Gee asks.

"That counts as a question and yes." Now I think of a question, even though I know the answer, I ask it anyway. "Who's your bestfriend?" I turn my head and smile as I wait for his answer.

"You. Would you ever play strip poker?"

"Hell yeah, I'd do it right now." We both laugh. "Craziest thing you did?

"Lied to a teacher so I'd get suspended with you.. Ooo how about yours." Gerard smirks as I do some serious thinking.

I've done a lot of crazy shit.. Like today. That one time I was in a corn feild. OH I know. "I remember I tried setting fireworks off by myself once. Anything in the world that you really want?"

"Kiss me."

"Wait, what?" I jump up from my bed and sit up as I look at Gerard.

"I said kiss me." Gee doesn't take his eyes off me as I look in all directions.

"Why?" I start to stare him down as I bite my lip. I never kissed anyone to be honest.

"I want to see what if feels like." He cocks his head again. "Why? Is that weird?"

"Oh! No, it's just that.." I run my fingers through my hair once more as I desperately search for the words. "Well I never kissed anyone and I've known you for ten years. What if it feels weird?" I look through Gee's eyes as I bite down harder on my lip. I don't even know if i'm gay, straight, asexual. All I know is that this is a huge punch that just knocks the wind right out of me.

"If we known each other for ten years, then what would one kiss do?" He keeps his face serious. He's calm as hell right now while my anxiety decides to start a riot in my body.

"Dude, I don't-" Before I could even finish my words, something grabs my wrists and pushes me down on my bed before they attach their face onto mine. I open my eyes quick and see that it's Gerard. God Frank, who the fuck else would it be? Anyways Gerard doesn't stop, he keeps moving his lips against mine. After a while I get tired of it and give in and kiss him right back. Triggering him to smile. Well I guess I made him happy. Well, that was my first kiss. Gerard. My bestfriend, who would've known?

"You kissed me." I watch his cheeks turn pink as he pulls away and sits himself down on my waist. I can't help but smile too. But to tell you the truth, I kinda liked it. So what the hell, he already was my first kiss, so it makes no difference if it happens again.

"Yeah, now come here." I raise my head and grab the sucker by his shirt collar. Pulling him down on me as I move my lips against his. Again he smiles though our kiss before his hands crawl under my head, grabbing locks of my brown hair and tugging on it. I breathe hard through our kiss as I find that it really is a turn on when someone pulls your hair. In return, I place my hands under his jaw bone as I peck his face with kisses. Soon I run my hands down his neck and on his collar bones as our lips begin to lock.

Yo, waddup. Making out with my bestfriend. No big deal. Still, I move my hands farther down his body. Studying all the curves in his body with my hands as his hands find way to my waist. Soon after we break for air, as he leans his forehead on mine. "After all these years I finally got to find out what kissing you feels like." My eyes catch him grin as his fingers sneak up my shirt. Stopping at my waist. The feeling of him touching me sends butterflies to riot in my stomach. Out of plain reaction to all this I make the weirdest face possible. Which is my just crossing my eyes and leaving my tongue hang out of my mouth.

But what really catches me off guard is when he decides to slide his tongue against mine before shoving the whole thing in my mouth. To be honest, it felt really weird to have someone else's tongue in my mouth.. but I was forced to get used to it cause Gerard refuses to pull his out.

His grip on my waist grows tighter as he sinks his body on me. I feel his waist lean against mine, I feel his heat.. and his.. boner. Yeah my bestfriend's straddling me. thug life yo. I accidentally bite his tongue when out of know where he decides to throw his waist against mine. I didn't bite him hard.. just a little. But what is hard, is is boner. I didn't expect it to be that bad. Like I can really feel it cause the fact that I'm still soft. But you know what really hurts? His fucking hip bones digging in my skin. Stabbing me, I groan out in pain, but I guess Gerard thought I was moaning cause his hands slid half way up my shirt. Still, the pain doesn't stop so I continue to cry out.

This isn't a god damn moan, Gerard what are you doing? I couldn't even kiss him back anymore, so eventually he pulled away. Right after I felt something warm and wet moving around my neck. but it felt really fucking good. "Okay, Gerard. Whatever you're doing. Please don't stop." I tell him as my breathing get a little heavy. My eyes look around my room as I lock my fingers in his hair. I pull and tug on his raven locks. Now I really start to feel his tongue swirl around. Okay let me tell you this. This is the best feeling ever. I strongly recommend it. Electricity bolted through my body . It was like nothing before.

I couldn't help but get hard myself for all this. Gerard was still grinding on my the whole time but when I actually had a boner, I understood why he kept doing it. As I started to grind back on him, he pulled his head off my neck and his hot breath landing on the wet spot there. I arched my waist as much as I could to get closer to him.

Soon enough I ran my hands even farther down him body. Farther and farther every time he pushed his waist onto mine. I felt him nip at my neck, again. Another turn onn. I couldn't help myself but snake my arms to the back of his thighs Wrapping my arms around them before I pushed him on me as hard as I could. "Fuck!" Gee yelled though a heavy moan. I couldn't help myself but laugh.

"Well that was loud." I lay my body back down as Gee sits up on me.

"Don't even try to say you didn't like it cause I can tell if you're lying." I feel his hand brush against my crotch. I start to moan but then I remember how fucking hungry I am.

"Let's get back to your place before we wake the neighbors." I wink at him. He just giggles as he hops off me.

"Or we could stay here.." I look over to Gerard as he stands at the foot of his bed. His arms reach behind him as he pulls his shirt off.Throwing it on my lap. Wow.. how far does this kid want to go?

"You're really sassy, you know that?" I look at him as I throw his shirt back on my floor.

"How about we both get a little sassy." He winks at me, ugh I'm really hungry but my boner is too big to go down right now. So I guess I can just go with it.

"God damn, come here." I wave my hands in my direction as I sit up against my head board. Geard making way to my lap once more. I feel his warm hands sneak up my shirt before grabbing it. Pulling it off seconds later. His warm naked chest lays on mine as he pulls my arms up. Slamming his face on mine. Wow, he thinks he's in control. Pfft.. Okay then.

I just bite on his lip as I try to set my hands free. Finally he let's my hands go.

Notes

CLIFF HANGER AND OMG MY DAD READ SOME OF THIS LOL YOLO