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I am afraid to keep on living

Chapter 48

(Frank's pov)

“Gerard! I’m going to see Esther! I don’t know where I’m going to come back, so if you are planning on doing something, don’t wait for me!” I yelled to Gerard that was sitting on the sofa. I would like to spend the rest of the day with him and Cassie because she has just came back home, but I guess they would like to spend the rest of the day together. So I decided to go and see Esthere. I didn’t tell her I was going to her house. It would be a surprise.

I walked to her house. When I arrived there, I took the keys from her house that I had inside my pocket. This time I didn’t need to steal anything, she decided to give them to me.

I slowly opened the door and silently walked inside the house. I saw a puddle of red liquid on the floor. What is this? I saw that there was like a path made of that red liquid, like if someone had drag something covered in that liquid across the floor. I scared followed the path to the living room and saw Esther there, on the floor, covered in that red liquid that now I knew what it was… I couldn’t believe what I was seeing…

She just fell asleep painting the walls of the living room. I took a brush that was on the floor and painted her face with the red paint she had there. She jumped as she felt the brush across her face.

“Frank! What the fuck?!” She yelled angrily at me and I laughed. “You shouldn’t fall asleep when you are trying to paint the walls of your house.” I said and started laughing again. She glared at me and went to the bathroom to wash her face and hands.

“So, what are you doing here?” Esther asked as she came out of the bathroom with her face and hands already cleaned. “Cassie came back home today.” I said to her. “That’s cool. Is she feeling okay?” She asked me. “Yep. And I came here because I thought she would like to spend the rest of the day with Gerard.” I explained to her. “Aww… see that, you are a good friend after all.” She said in a stupid tone. “Ha ha, very funny.” I said and she laughed.

“So, what do you want to do?” She asked. “Maybe we can continue painting your living room together so you don’t fall asleep again.” I said laughing. “No, let’s go somewhere. I don’t want to stay at home.” She said. “Okay, whatever my little princess wants.” I said and she flushed. I know that sounded weird coming out of me, but if she likes it…

“But, before we go, can I draw something in red on the wall? You will cover it when you paint it.” I asked. “Sure…” She said confused. I took the brush and walked towards the wall, where I wrote:

I LOVE YOU ESTHER

“Aww… I love you Frank.” She said smiling. Then I drew cock next to it and she frowned. “For something cute that you do, you have to ruin it.” She said. “Esther, it’s me, I have a limit with cute things.” I said and laughed.



We were now walking down the park we had our first date. We were walking walking holding hands. There wasn’t many people in the park, so there wasn’t many noises and Esther liked that, she says silence is relaxing, in my opinion, silence makes me uncomfortable, but with her the silence was nice.

Looking around I distinguished Mikey sitting on a bench with a friend. He had short brown hair and green eyes similar to Cassie’s eyes. I never saw this Mikey’s friend before. Maybe he is a new friend, I’m glad he is making new friends, he had always problems at making new friends.

They were laughing but I couldn’t hear what they were talking about. Then the boy got closer to him and… what the fuck? He kissed Mikey and then they both stared at each other eyes smiling. Why didn’t I know Mikey was gay? Why didn’t anybody tell me? I’m his friend, I think I should knew it.

Notes

Red paint... Mikey gay... what do you guys think of it?

Comments

I JUST READ THIS WHOLE THING IN TWO DAYS AND I STARTED IT YESTERDAY AND I JUST FINISHED IT AND I'M SO SAD I LOVED IT SO MUCH :(((

Miaa Miaa
6/3/14

I JUST READ THIS WHOLE THING IN TWO DAYS AND I STARTED IT YESTERDAY AND I JUST FINISHED IT AND I'M SO SAD I LOVED IT SO MUCH :(((

Miaa Miaa
6/3/14

Omg my names Alice xxxxxxx

Mcr_is_life Mcr_is_life
2/17/14

B-b-b-but its can't be over, it can't. WHY MUST YOU END IT!

B-b-b-but its can't be over, it can't. WHY MUST YOU END IT!