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I am afraid to keep on living

Chapter 34

(Gerard’s pov)

I was watching TV with Frank when someone knocked at the door and Frank stood up. Fuck, my stomach, I think I need to puke again. I stood up and ran to the bathroom. I stood in front of the toilet and let it all out, don’t know exactly what because I haven’t ate since I woke up. Fuck you Frank, I’m going to kill you, I wouldn’t be like this if you didn’t have the great idea of getting drunk.

I walked back to the living room. “Dude, I think I just puked my intestines.” I muttered. Then I realized that there was a girl with Frank, it was the girl he met at Starbucks. But, what was she doing here?

“Hey?” I said looking at her. “Hey.” She said. I looked at Frank. “Frank, I don’t care if you bring someone here, but it’s my fucking house, so ask me before, okay?” I said to him and he nodded. “Wait, his house? Isn’t this your house?” She asked to Frank. “Well… yes, this is his house, but I’m staying here because I don’t have my own house, so technically I can call this my house too.” He explained to her. “Oh, okay.” She said.

“By the way, he didn’t invite me to come here, I just asked him for the address and came here, sorry if it bothered you.” She said to me “Don’t worry, girl, it didn’t bother me. By the way, I’m Gerard.” I said to her with a smile on my face. “Nice to meet you Gerard, I’m Esther.” She said smiling too. “Nice to meet you too.” I said.

“Well, now that you guys have met each other…” Frank said and looked to me. “Gerard, you were going now to your room, weren’t you?” Frank said. I walked towards the sofa and sat down with them. “No, I weren’t. Why were you thinking that?” I said smirking and Frank glared at me.

I looked at Esther. “Well, your boyfriend glared at me, so I think that I better go to my room.” I said and stood up. “Frank is not my boyfriend.” She said. “Yet.” Frank added smirking. “How can you be that sure about it?” Esther asked him smirking too. “Because I’m Frank Iero and I always get what I want and right now what I want is you.” Frank said and Esther flushed. “Okay, guys. I’m going to my room.” I said and went outside of the living room.

I went inside my room and layed down on my bed. I wonder what Cassie is doing now. I also wonder if she is mad at me because of what happened yesterday. I wish not, I fucking love her and I would not handle she being mad at me… again.



I opened my eyes. I think I fell asleep before. I stood up and searched for my phone to look what time it was. Five in the afternoon. Cassie and Mikey should be here now. I wanted to apologize to Cassie

I went outside my room and called her name. Nothing. I opened Mikey’s room to see if she was in there with my brother but the room was empty. I looked around the house but no one was there, not even Frank and Esther. I couldn’t call Cassie because she has her phone off but I could call Mikey. Fuck. He has it off too.

Suddenly my phone started ringing. I looked at who was calling wishing it was Cassie or Mikey, but, fuck, fuck, fuck and more fuck, it was Ashley, I had totally forgotten about her.

“Hey, Ashley.” I said. “Gee! How are you sweety? It’s been almost a month since I saw my cute little boyfriend! So let’s fix that, okay? Be on the mall next to my favourite shop, you already know which is it, don’t you? The one where you bought me that cute necklace. Be there tomorrow at six, okay? See you honey!”

Notes

I just wrote this with a terrible headache, yeah, I'm so stupid that instead of lying in bed I write fanfiction.

Comments

I JUST READ THIS WHOLE THING IN TWO DAYS AND I STARTED IT YESTERDAY AND I JUST FINISHED IT AND I'M SO SAD I LOVED IT SO MUCH :(((

Miaa Miaa
6/3/14

I JUST READ THIS WHOLE THING IN TWO DAYS AND I STARTED IT YESTERDAY AND I JUST FINISHED IT AND I'M SO SAD I LOVED IT SO MUCH :(((

Miaa Miaa
6/3/14

Omg my names Alice xxxxxxx

Mcr_is_life Mcr_is_life
2/17/14

B-b-b-but its can't be over, it can't. WHY MUST YOU END IT!

B-b-b-but its can't be over, it can't. WHY MUST YOU END IT!