I am afraid to keep on living

(Cassie’s pov)

“So, would you give him another chance?” I asked Esther. She nodded. “I will call him tomorrow.” She said. “Okay, thanks a lot.” She smiled a little. “Well, I think I’m going back to work. Bye.” She said. “Okay, bye.”

I walked outside Starbucks. Esther told me that Frank was acting like a little kid, thing that didn’t surprise me, that he was only doing jokes and seemed that he wasn’t taking seriously that date, if she can call it a date. Well, that Frank said I don’t know why, she didn’t want to tell me what, that was offensive for her and that’s why she slapped him.

I told her to give him another chance because he wouldn’t repeat that. Well, I’m not sure about that… I will try to talk to Frank trying that he don’t get mad at me because of going to talk with her.

I arrived at Gerard’s house and knocked at the door. Some minutes later Gerard opened the door with a huge smile on his face and tousled hair. “Cassie! Cassie! You are back!” He said jumping and then he fell down. “Gerard? Are you okay?” I asked worried. “Yep, I’m alright because you are back.” He said smiling and then he kissed me. He tasted like alcohol. “Gerard, have you been drinking?” I asked him.

At that moment Frank came laughing from the living room. “And the motherfucker wun… wen...won! He won!” Remind me not to leave this two guys alone. “What did he win?” I asked. Gerard giggled and Frank took Gerard by the hand, then they ran to the living room.

“Guys?” I said as I walked into the living room. Frank walked towards me with a glass on his hand and showed to me. “A glass.” He said. “Yeah, Frank… it is a glass.” I said. “It’s my glass… wait, or is it Gerard’s glass?” He said looking worried. “Frank, all the glasses in this house are equal.” I explained to him. “Oh… you’re right…” He muttered.

“Casssssssssie!” Gerard called me exaggerating the ‘s’. “Hm?” I said. “I won. I’m the best.” He said. “What did you win?” I asked. “The drinking contest!” Frank yelled. “I couldn’t drink more but Gee could…” Frank explained. “Wait, Gee?” I asked confused. Did Frank called Gerard ‘Gee’? Frank nodded. Mm… I like that, I think I’m going to start calling him ‘Gee’.

“Cassie… come here…” Gerard said. He was sitting on the floor and I sat in front of him. “I need price.” He said staring at my eyes. “What price do you want?” He smirked and jumped on me causing me to fall down. He was now sitting on me. “Gerard! Gerard! Gerard!” Frank sang. He kissed me on the lips and then started kissing my neck. Then he moved his hands to my butt and licked my neck. This was bad, I couldn’t see Gerard, I was seeing Dean.

“Gerard! Stop!” I said while pushing him away. Wait, where’s Mikey? How could let this two get drunk? I ran towards his room letting Gerard confused in the living room. I opened the door of Mikey’s room and saw him peacefully playing video games. “Mikey!” I yelled making him jump. “Nooo! I lost! And it’s your fault!” He said pretending to be angry. “Well, this two guys, Frank and Gerard are in the living room drunk and it’s your fault because you didn’t stop them.” I said. “Are they drunk?” He asked. I nodded. “Fuck… I knew they were drinking but I thought they weren’t thinking on getting drunk… what am I saying? It’s Frank, I should have knew it.” Mikey said and stood up. Then he walked to the living room and I followed him. There we saw that Gerard and Frank had fallen asleep on the floor.

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