
I am afraid to keep on living
Chapter 29
(Cassie’s pov)
“Cassie! Wake up!” I heard Mikey yelling. I jumped out of the bed. What the fuck does he want? Oh, wait, school, fuck. Gerard have already left to school, as usual. “”Come on, we are going to be late.” Mikey said. “I want breakfast.” I said with puppy eyes, but it didn’t work. “No time, let’s go to school.” Mikey said. I dressed up and went where Mikey was. “Wait a moment.” He said and then he yelled: “FRANK! WE’RE LIVING! BYE!” Then I heard Frank’s voice. “I’M GOING TO KILL YOU MOTHERFUCKER! I WAS SLEEPING!” Mikey laughed and said: “I ALREADY KNEW IT!” “FUCK YOU!” Frank yelled. Seriously, since Frank is here, everybody is acting like little kids.
We were now walking to school. “Cassie.” Mikey said. “Yeah?” I asked. “Do you remember that girl that Frank met yesterday?” He asked me. “Yep, it’s cool that everything went good.” “Yeah… well… Frank lied.” He said. “Why?” I asked confused. “He told me that the girl slapped him and ran away.” “Oh…” I said because I didn’t know what to say. “I was wondering, you saw that girl, don’t you?” I nodded. “So, you would recognize her if you see her.” I nodded again. “Well, can you go to Starbucks after school and talk to her?” He asked me. “Mm… okay. But why did she slap him?” “I don’t know, he didn’t tell me.”
We went to the school, we had art class first… yay! It is the first year of all my life that I like art class. We came into the classroom and Gerard was already there. “Hey.” Mikey and I said as we walked in. Gerard looked at us and smiled. “Hey.”
We sat on our seats and the rest of our classmates started to walk inside. When all of the students were already on their places, Gerard stood up. “good morning, guys. Today I want you to think on what are you planning to do today and draw and object representing it.” All of my classmates nodded and started drawing.
I looked at what Mikey was drawing… a playstation. “I see you are going to have an interesting day.” i said to him giggling. “At least more interesting than yours…” He said looking at my empty paper. “I don’t know what to draw.” I explained to him. “You are going to Starbucks, draw a Starbucks cup.” He said. “Great idea!” I said and started drawing. For you to make an idea of my drawing just imagine the worst drawing ever of a Starbucks cup. Gerard didn’t ask for the drawings at the end of the class, so I threw it away.
“Guys, I’m going outside! Bye!” I said as I walked towards the door. “Where are you going?” Gerard asked me. I saw Frank was there, maybe I shouldn’t mention I was going to Starbucks. “I don’t care if you are my boyfriend stop controlling me.” I said and laughed.
I came inside Starbucks and saw her. I walked towards her and said: “Hey, I’m Cassie. I would like to talk to you… Do you think you can have a break?” I asked her. She looked at me confused, probably she didn’t remember I came with Frank yesterday. “What do you want to talk about?” She asked me. “Things. Can you take a break?” I thought it would be better if I don’t tell her what we are going to talk about. “What things?” She asked. “Please, It’s important.” “Okay…” She muttered.
Notes
Merry Christmas lovely killjoys! <3
I JUST READ THIS WHOLE THING IN TWO DAYS AND I STARTED IT YESTERDAY AND I JUST FINISHED IT AND I'M SO SAD I LOVED IT SO MUCH :(((
6/3/14