Catch me if I fall
Casual Affair (Panic! At The Disco)
After I was done crying a river, I went back downstairs where I saw my dad on the couch,drinking. Of course.
"'Ummm... is it okay if i go to the library to study for a bit?" I asked him as sweetly as I could.
"Fine. ONE hour and you don’t go anywhere else okay? Don’t go to the shop, don’t go to the friends you don’t have's house, you come right back.” He said sharply
" Yes father."
"Good. now get out of my sight.You disgust me."
I carefully walk back upstairs,my torso still kinda hurt,to get get my backpack. I find it and fish around my closet to look for my clean Ramones hoodie. Gathering all of my items, I walk downstairs and don't bother saying bye because I know he doesn't care. I walk down the sidewalk thinking of how stupid I am for walking alone in the night.Wait... I should go back. What if I get mugged? As I turn back i see a piece of paper attached to a post near my house. It read:
ATTENTION ALL BLINK-182 FANS:
BLINK-182 WILL BE PLAYING FRIDAY AT 3:00 P.M AT BELLEVILLE PARK FOR SOS CHILDRENS VILLAGE. FOR EVERY SHOW BLINK-182 PLAYS, THEY WILL DONATE MONEY TO THIS CHILDRENS CHARITY.
Time: 3:00 P.M sharp
Cost: Free (donations will be accepted)
Location: Belleville Park
HELP BLINK-182 ASSIST THIS WONDERFUL CHARITY TO GIVE CHILDREN A BETTER HOME!
Shit son! This is a once in a life time opportunity! Fuck,I'm still at school by 3..... Damn.I could stay half the day and leave after 4th block.....Hmmm... Yea. I'll do it.Blink is so worth it.Besides,It's not like my dad will notice i'm not at school. It's not the first time I've ditched. Well I should be headed home now.
As I open the door, I see my father passed out on the ground. Awesome. This is the perfect time to play my guitar. I never play it with my dad conscious because for some reason he hates music and he doesn't know I have a guitar. I take out my black and blue electric guitar and begin to play the song ‘Brain Stew” by Green Day when my mind decides to wander back to that kid I saw earlier. One question still remains unanswered. Does that kid go to my school? I've never seen him until today. It is fall break, and a few more houses were just built around my house, so he may have just moved here. Well, I’ll just have to wait until break is over and I have to go back to school. Wow. Something to kinda look forward to. Funny…I never look forward to school. I’m not the kinda girl jumping out of her seat to go to school and get beat up even more and called names. I carefully put up my guitar and slide it under my bed. It's only 8:30.Guess i'll take a shower. I stink, and the only think keeping my from smelling like legit shit,is axe. And it's starting to wear off. I hop into the shower and start scrubbing while my mind thinks about how much of a fat, worthless whore I am and that no one will ever love me for being a fuck up. When I finish,
I step out and blow dry my hair. Once I have changed into a big band t shirt and fleece pajama pants, I lock my door, seeing as how my dad gets a little touchy when he's drunk. When I feel the slightest bit comfortable, I fall into a deep sleep.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LATE NIGHT; 1:30 A.M~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I woke up to the sound of my door being banged on. What the hell? Oh,no! Did someone break in? My question is answer as my dad busts down the entire door. And completely drunk What a surprise?
"What the hell old man?!" I yell at him.
"Psssst... Karamel, I need to tell you a secret. Come here."
He grabs my head and puts it next to his disgusting mouth and whispers, " Tell ya boy asshat that the whistle goes whoo whoo." He then proceeds to giggle like a middle school girl. Okay this is not normal. When he drinks, he only gets mad. Not giggly and yippie.
"What the hell is on your nose?" I ask him as I run my finger under his nose.
"Adult baby powder." He says
"ADULT baby powder?" I respond
"Ye*hiccup*ah"
I walk downstairs and walk into the kitchen and as I walk through the living room, I stop and look at the coffee table.
Well shit.
"'Ummm... is it okay if i go to the library to study for a bit?" I asked him as sweetly as I could.
"Fine. ONE hour and you don’t go anywhere else okay? Don’t go to the shop, don’t go to the friends you don’t have's house, you come right back.” He said sharply
" Yes father."
"Good. now get out of my sight.You disgust me."
I carefully walk back upstairs,my torso still kinda hurt,to get get my backpack. I find it and fish around my closet to look for my clean Ramones hoodie. Gathering all of my items, I walk downstairs and don't bother saying bye because I know he doesn't care. I walk down the sidewalk thinking of how stupid I am for walking alone in the night.Wait... I should go back. What if I get mugged? As I turn back i see a piece of paper attached to a post near my house. It read:
ATTENTION ALL BLINK-182 FANS:
BLINK-182 WILL BE PLAYING FRIDAY AT 3:00 P.M AT BELLEVILLE PARK FOR SOS CHILDRENS VILLAGE. FOR EVERY SHOW BLINK-182 PLAYS, THEY WILL DONATE MONEY TO THIS CHILDRENS CHARITY.
Time: 3:00 P.M sharp
Cost: Free (donations will be accepted)
Location: Belleville Park
HELP BLINK-182 ASSIST THIS WONDERFUL CHARITY TO GIVE CHILDREN A BETTER HOME!
Shit son! This is a once in a life time opportunity! Fuck,I'm still at school by 3..... Damn.I could stay half the day and leave after 4th block.....Hmmm... Yea. I'll do it.Blink is so worth it.Besides,It's not like my dad will notice i'm not at school. It's not the first time I've ditched. Well I should be headed home now.
As I open the door, I see my father passed out on the ground. Awesome. This is the perfect time to play my guitar. I never play it with my dad conscious because for some reason he hates music and he doesn't know I have a guitar. I take out my black and blue electric guitar and begin to play the song ‘Brain Stew” by Green Day when my mind decides to wander back to that kid I saw earlier. One question still remains unanswered. Does that kid go to my school? I've never seen him until today. It is fall break, and a few more houses were just built around my house, so he may have just moved here. Well, I’ll just have to wait until break is over and I have to go back to school. Wow. Something to kinda look forward to. Funny…I never look forward to school. I’m not the kinda girl jumping out of her seat to go to school and get beat up even more and called names. I carefully put up my guitar and slide it under my bed. It's only 8:30.Guess i'll take a shower. I stink, and the only think keeping my from smelling like legit shit,is axe. And it's starting to wear off. I hop into the shower and start scrubbing while my mind thinks about how much of a fat, worthless whore I am and that no one will ever love me for being a fuck up. When I finish,
I step out and blow dry my hair. Once I have changed into a big band t shirt and fleece pajama pants, I lock my door, seeing as how my dad gets a little touchy when he's drunk. When I feel the slightest bit comfortable, I fall into a deep sleep.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LATE NIGHT; 1:30 A.M~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I woke up to the sound of my door being banged on. What the hell? Oh,no! Did someone break in? My question is answer as my dad busts down the entire door. And completely drunk What a surprise?
"What the hell old man?!" I yell at him.
"Psssst... Karamel, I need to tell you a secret. Come here."
He grabs my head and puts it next to his disgusting mouth and whispers, " Tell ya boy asshat that the whistle goes whoo whoo." He then proceeds to giggle like a middle school girl. Okay this is not normal. When he drinks, he only gets mad. Not giggly and yippie.
"What the hell is on your nose?" I ask him as I run my finger under his nose.
"Adult baby powder." He says
"ADULT baby powder?" I respond
"Ye*hiccup*ah"
I walk downstairs and walk into the kitchen and as I walk through the living room, I stop and look at the coffee table.
Well shit.
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12/21/14