"What?" I asked.

"He's dying, he has cancer." Party told me.

"Cancer? I thought that was destroyed during the early stages of war. Over 25 years ago."

"I was born 20 years before the war, I was diagnosed at 19, a year before Korse took over, the only reason I formed the killjoys and fought for freedom was because I thought I would die in war rather then let cancer win."

"You have known my whole life, and have never told me." I said more hurt then anything.

"It never came up, but it is now, it's winning. I'm afraid I don't have much time, I've been given 1 month left."

"Who gave you 1 month?" I asked already knowing the answer.

"Ghoul did, 2 days ago."

"And how long have you know?" I asked spinning around to face Party.

"I was in the room with him when Ghoul gave him a month. But I've known about the cancer a week before."

"And nether of you thought it was important to tell me that my dad is dying!" I yelled at both of them.

"Thats why I'm here, to tell him to-" Party started.

"No, you came to yell at him and call him a coward, you should have told me face to face if you knew he wouldn't, damn it Party! Were fucking married, I thought we were past secrets!" I yelled at him then turned to Dr.D "And you! Why would you tell him before me?!" I scream yelled, my vision getting blurry from tears.

"I need him to take over my place as head killjoy." He said softly.

"So you put your job over your daughter!" I yelled with hard tears falling down my face.

"Tabitha." Party said softly, trying to pull me into a hug, but I backed away.

"No," I sniffed and faced Dr.D, "I originally came here to tell you that I would not be taking the job, but now I'm taking it. I don't care how, but get my team to meet me in zone 26 in the old bar by tomorrow at sunset. That is all." I walked out of the room and headed fr Ghouls. Right now he should be with Grace and Brian.

"Tabitha wait!" Party said running to catch up to me and stopped in front of me, "I know your mad but please try to understand-"

"We were supposed to combine our views, we were supposed to try." I said in a racked voice, more tears spilling over my eyes.

"We are, we still can." He said grabbing both of my shoulders and his own tears falling.

"How?" I asked, "You knew, you fucking knew!" I said sobbing.

"I know. I'm so sorry." He said crying. I backed away from him, he looked hurt and tried to come closer to me, I just backed away from him again "Please." He begged, I shook my head which made him start to sob.

"I cant. I cant. I cant." I repeated. "You should have told me, how can I be with someone who cant tell me my own father is dying!"

"I love you, please don't do this." He begged.

"I'm sorry." I said pulling off a necklace and handing it to him. We didnt have rings when we got married so he gave me a necklace he found, it was a rusted chain with a moon crescent on it.It wasn't much but it stood for our marriage

I ran down the halls before he could do anything, I made my way straight into Grace's room. I was right, Ghoul was there with her playing with his son. She was laying on her bed watching them with a smile on her face while Ghoul was on a chair holding the boy. I was being dramatic when I slammed the door open. Both of their heads turned to me and when Ghoul saw me, his smile dropped and he put his son down and made his way over to me.

"Blue are you-"

I cut him off my slapping him across the face, hard. He looked at me in shook then understood.

"They told you."

I slapped him again, with the same amount of force.

"I'm sorry, they asked me not to say anything."

"I trusted you." Was all I said before I left.

I ran the short distance to my room where I found Mackenzie, Kid, and Bree playing around. Bree saw my tear filled face and was about to say something when I just shook my head, she shut her mouth. I opened my arms to my babies and cradled them both in my arms. I didn't know how much time I had before Party would come.

"Take them." I told Bree, handing over Kenzie.

"Take them, watch them, don't put them in the nursery, don't tell Dr.D, Party or anyone where they are."

"Why?" She asked.

"Not for long, just for a few days, I'll call you when you can tell them where they are, okay?"

"Okay, but why? What's going on?" She asked.

"I'll tell you later." I said then I hugged both of my kids and left to get guns. I don't know what the hell was up with my luck, but when I was getting stuff I ran into Kobra, like literary ran into him.

"Sorry, you okay?" He asked.

"Fine, I'll be gone for a few weeks, dont wait up." I told him and left before he could respond. I went to my motorcycle and headed for the zone where my team would be tomorrow.

Notes

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Till next we meet my killjoys