Give Me All Your Poison... Ummm No Thanks

I was woken up by the sounds of scremjng. I wake up and look over to see Midnight thrashing around and screaming. Another bad dream.

"Midnight, Midnight, it's okay I'm here." I soothe into her ear. It had been three days since she had been released from the hospital and she has had terrifying nightmares every night she fell asleep.

"F-Frankie!" She cried out, clutching my shirt as I held her frail body in my arms.

"Sh, baby, it's alright. I've got you." I whispered in my most comfortin tone, bringing her to concoisness. She opened her eyes and stared into mine. I could see all the fear and sadness seeping from her eyes.

"Frankie.... It's so horrible." She repeats.

"What is? You can tell me anything." I replied, smithing down her hair.

"It starts with you and Gerard.... You and Gerard full on making out, then that cashier rushes over and says something and slits your throat. You thrash around before going limp. Gerard just disappears. Then.... Then he comes and takes me to the ally and he........ He pulls himself out and again makes me swallow him. He strips me down and then makes me strip him. He then continues to pound into me over and over again. Then he makes me swallow him again. When I don't swallow, he shoots me and leaves me. It's exactly what happened that night. Then Marzia appears infront of me durning brain surgery and all I hear is her heart monitor going flat." She was a sobbing mess in my arms as she relived her dream over and over again. I kept soothing her the best I could, but she never slowed her tears. "And the worse part is how realistic it all is. More really then any dream I've ever had."

"But baby, that's just it. It's just a nightmare, you always come back to me, so it's okay." I try to keep soothing her. She wasn't crying anymore, but I could tell she was tired again.

"But Frankie, that's just it. The most terrifying parts are real." She whispers. "Can I tell you something that is just sickening, and makes me regret."

"You can tell me anything. I love you." I whispered in her ear, still smithing her hair.

"I love you too.... You know I was a virgin. Before that night. And I wanted you to be my first." She was quietly crying again.

"I'm sorry." I whispered, unable to think of anything else to reply with.

"I-I love you." She said, falling asleep.

"I love you too. I will never let you go." I kept her small body in my arms as she slept.

"You really love her don't you." Felix said. I shot my head around, not noticing he was there at all.

"Yeah, I do." I said, kissing her forehead gently. "How long were you standing there? How much did you hear?"

"Anything she said after screaming." He stared at his feet which he was shuffling nervously.

I sighed. "I don't know if she wanted you hearing that...."

"I'm sorry." He said, sitting beside me on the couch me and Midnight were sleeping on tonight (since Chrysalis and Gerard took the extra mattress we were using before).

"It's okay..." I said, my eyes getting heavy with sleep.

Just before I was going to drift off into sleep I heard Felix say. "I can't let her go."

"What?" I quickly gave him a glare, thinking he wanted my girlfriend.

"Marzia. What if she doesn't make it tomorrow?" He put his head in his hands.

"If we went through life playing the 'What If' game, we wouldn't do anything without fear." I replied, looking at the blank T.V.

"Frank, how do you have so much wisdom?" He asked.

"I just see the facts of life." With that my eyes shut.

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"Frank, we are leaving for the hospital in ten." Gerard called into the kitchen where I was making waffles.

"Okay, Thanks." I called back. "Midnight, how many did you want?"

"None." She replied, staring at the paper she was gliding her pencil across.

"Babe, you have hardly eaten on the past few days, you need the nutrition to heal." I replied as my waffle popped out of the toaster.

"Maybe I don't want to heal." She mumbled so quietly I capsule hardy hear. I dropped my waffle on my plate and turned to her.

"Don't you ever say something or think something like that again." I said, I little more frightening then I intended since she looked up in complete fear.

"I-I'm sorry." She went back to drawing as I picked up my waffle and ate it.

Gerard strolled into the kitchen and got a cup and filled it with coffee. "What are you doing?"

"Drawing." Midnight replied simply.

"Oh, let me see!" He said like a little kid wanting to see what the other kids were blocking the way of seeing.

"N-No." She said, but he had already snatched it from her.

"Oh-oh my god." He said, walking over to me.

"What?" I asked. He showed the paper to me. It had a drawing of a develish man standing in front of a naked agel with blackened wings. She was on her knees and from what it looked like sucking him off.

"Midnight." I said simply looking at her with surprised an fearful eyes.

She stood up and walked over to me. She snatched the paper from my hand. As she did that, her sweaters sleeve road up and I saw bandages wrapped around her wrist.

I grabbed her arm and pulled up her sleeve. Gerard just stood there staring with fearful eyes as I unwrapped her bandages and saw the tens of fresh cuts.

"Oh my god." Gerard gasped and dropped his coffee cup. It shattered on the ground and the brown liquid spread over the floor quickly.

"Frank." She said looking into my tearing eyes that was reflecting tearing heart as the fresh cuts were also transferred onto my arms too.

"Why?" I said in the scariest voice to ever grace my lips.

"Frank.... I was scared okay? I was hurting." She looked down after jumping from the tone in my voice.

"Midnight. I've been here for you this whole time and you go back to this?!" I was so angry.

"I walked in on you doing the same thing." She replied shrilly looking up at me.

"I only did one a week because I was a addict and didn't want to hurt myself, but had to." I replied, hurt but more angry.

"Frank. I said I was sorry." She said in my face. "It's not even that big of a deal."

"Midnight." I said, backed up by Gerard, who said "There is nothing in this world worth hurting yourself over."

"Whatever." She said, trying to get out of my grip, causin me to just tighten it.

"Are there more?!" I had my most frustrated, angry voice I could must.

"Y- ... Y-Yes." She looked down at her feet.

"Show me them. Now." I said sternly.

"Frank." She looked up.

"Niw!" I yelled. I saw everyone lookup from the tv and into the kitchen from my yelling. They all silently stood up. "I said now!"

"Fine!" She said. Everyone was now standing behind the scene except for Gerard who was standing behind me. Marzia had a hand over her mouth and the others just looked at me in fear.

She he pulled off her sweater and undershirt, leaving her in her bra. She was bandaged all over her torso and on both her upper arms. She un wrapped it all off and I saw the now hundreds of fresh cuts that were on her arms and near her ribs. She then continued to take off her pants and unwrapped this bandages too. She had an additional 30 fresh cuts on each leg. As I stared at the hundreds of cuts, my hand made it to my mouth in astonishment.

"Dude, what the fuck?! Why are you making her st-" Anthiny started, taking Midnight's shoulder and pulling her towards him, causing her and her scars to face him. His eyes opened wide and he gasped, making his hand fly up to his mouth.

"Oh my God..." Marzia said, turning from the sight of her best friends misery with Kalel fallowing close behind. Felix gasped in astonishment too, but instead of just standing there in astonishment like the rest of us he pulled her into a hug.

"Get the fuck off." She pushed him off and ran down the hallway, tears streaming down her face as she reached the bathroom and locked the door behind her.

"Fuck." Gerard said, sitting in the closest chair to him and putting his head in his hands.

"Midnight." I yelled, running towards the door. I banged my fists on the door so hard I thought the door might break.

"Pl-please f-Frank, just g-go." She sobbed through the door. No fucking way was I going to let her stay in ther and for all I know cute herself more.

I ran into the living room and rudely pulled a bobby pin out of Kalel's hair. "Sorry!" I called as I ran back to the bathroom. I pushed the bobby pin into the lock and jiggled it around until I found the right spot and turned.

I flung the the door open and found a sobbing mess of Midnight slumped in the ground. I ran to her and engulfed her into the biggest hug.

"I'm sorry." I whispered through her hair.

She sobbed louder. Chrysalis walked into the doorway and announced "We have to bring Marzia to the hospital for her operation."

"Okay. We'll call a cab later." I said through Midnight's hair.

"Okay." She walked away.

I heard all of them in silence and the two cars pull away.

"Are you feeling better?" I asked Midnight, who had slowed her tears.

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay. Just next time you want to cut come to me. I'll give you something else instead."

"Like what?" She asked, now calm.

"Anything you want."

"Can I have something right now?" She asked.

"Anything."

"I want you." She looked up into my eyes.

I put my hands on her waiste and pulled her closer to me and crashed our lips together. She intwined her fingers into my hair and added pressure, making the kiss hotter. She quickly snuck her tongue into my mouth and explored my mouth as I did hers.

"Are you sure?" I asked when we broke the kiss to breath.

"Well.... I don't know." she looked down.

"Why don't we watch a movie and after it you can tell me." I suggested.

"Okay." I picked her up bridal style and plopped us down on the couch. I put on The Never Ending Story.

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"I love that movie." I say as the credits roll.

"I think I have an answer now." She whispers.

"What is it?" I ask.

"I still want you."

I started red to kiss her again, this time more aggressively. She kissed back with the same passion and lust. She crawls over to me and pushes me down into the couch. As our tongues danced together, she pulled off my shirt only disconnecting our kiss before roughly connecting our lips back together. she undid my belt buckle and began to pull my pants down. She swiped them off in one quick move. I moved my hands to her bra and unhooked it, letting it slide down her arms before she threw it across the room. She slid off her panties and then took it upon herself to take off my boxers, then dropping them on the ground.

"Midnight.... Are you sure?" I asked looking into her love filled eyes.

"Frank, yes." She said, reaching her Ahmed down and feeling me. She started to slowly started to rub up and down me.

I flipped us over, so I would be in control.

As as I was about to enter her my cell phone rang.

"Shit!" She yelled.

"It might be about Marzia." I said, she sat up and handed me my phone.

"It's Felix." She told me.

"Hello?" I asked into the phone.

"Marzia isn't going to make it." He sobbed into the phone.

"What?! What happened?!" I yelled into the phone.

"They thought they could remove the whole tumour, but ended up taking a part of the medulla that stopped her heart from beating." He said, I heard additional sobbing in the background

"Get dressed." I told Midnight."We'll be there as soon as possible."

"Th-Thank you." Felix sobbed again before hanging up.

Midnight was dressed and had her wallet and phone ready. I rushed around and got all my phone in hand before rushin out to our rental car.

Notes

Day. Um.

Thanks for reading my honeys.

~Anonymous, xoxo