Give Me All Your Poison... Ummm No Thanks

As soon as I awoke, I hopped off the couch and rushed to Marzia's room.

For the past few weeks I've made it a routine for me to go wake her up and start her up for the day.

"Marzia," I said as I walked into her room. "Sue intenzione di essere un buon giorno oggi! Ho invitato Kalel e Anthony a fare qualcosa con noi oggi!" I sat next to her on her bed and shook her lightly.
(Translation: Today is going to be a good day! I invited Kalel and Anthony to do something with us today!)

"Okay, morning!" She says as she hops up like every morning and takes a shower.

I walk out of the room happily because Marzia had gained some of the colour in her face back.

"MORNING!" Frank scared me as I walked into the kitchen.

"MORNING!" I scream back, then look to Felix, pat his back and say "I feel bad for your neighbours, by the way, good morning."

"Good morning, and don't worry I played horror games here before, so they must be used to it." He replied with a smirk as he finished a piece of dumle.

"Hey, candy isn't a morning food!" I told him as I grabbed a piece and popped it into my mouth.

"Such a fucking hypocrite, aren't ya!" Frank said to me as he offered a cappuccino, which I great fully toke.

"So?" I Felix asked. "How'd you two love birds meet? You know mine and Marzia's story, but we don't know yours."

"We met on my first day at his high school ." I said as I walked by Frank and brushed his chest on my way to the fridge.

"Yep, thought she was beautiful and we kissed, I don't know when? The same evening?" Frank added.

"Yep!" I said as I moved past him, now with eggs in my other hand. I kissed him lightly on the lips before I put the eggs on the counter and got out a frying pan. "Anyone for pancakes?"

"Sure!" Felix said appreciatively, smiling up at me from the table.

"Me too!" Frank added as he walked out of the room to go change.

I got out everything I needed and made the pancake mix, adding chocolate chips.

"So, Felix, how have you been?" I ask as I pour the batter for the first pancake into the pan.

"Okay. YouTube has been treating us good, and I thankfully have a strong fan base that supports me." He replied as he stood up. "Would you like some help?"

"Um, I guess? Oh, by the way I'm one of those fans." I replied and turned to see a semi-surprised face as he came up beside me.

"Really? I wouldn't have guessed you would watch someone like me."

"Why wouldn't I?"

"You just don't strike me as someone who would enjoy my sexual sense of humor." He laughed.

"You know, we should hang out more when we aren't around Marzia. If we would you would see we have almost the exact same sense of humour." I said with a wink as he got out another pan and toke over the burner beside me.

"Haha, maybe we should sometime. By the way, can you pass me the mix?"

We both talked a little little about his channel on YouTube and some about life as an 'American teenager'. After we got the pancakes finished he set the table as I seemed out the syrup and orange juice.

"Marzia?!" He yelled down the hall.

"Yeah?" We heard from behind her door.

"Are you hungry?" He yelled back.

"Yeah! I'll be right out though!"

"Okay!"

"Haha, your neighbours must hate you." I told him.

"Yeah, they probably do." He laughed.

"I'm going to go check on Frank, he's been gone for like 20 minutes." I said as I headed for the hallway.

"Okay, hurry back, we're hungry!" He replied.

I walked down the hall to the guest bathroom. I knocked on the door, but didn't get an answer. I then continued to check the whole flat, closets and all, and no Frank. I went back to the bathroom and tried to open the door. It was locked. I struggled with the handle.

"Frank? I know your in there!" I yelled, banging my free hand against the door as I kept struggling with the handle.

"O-Oh, ummm..." He said. He sounded distant and spacey.

"Frank, baby, are you okay?" I asked into the door.

"Ye-yeah." He said. I was getting really worried, so I took a bobby pin I always tried to keep at the back of my hair and used it to unlock the door.

The he sight I saw, was one of horror. And one of too much familiarity.

Frank was sitting on the toilet with the razor taken out of the shaver he used for his face. He had used it to make scars up his arm. There was blood everywhere.

I screamed at the sight and quickly shut the door as I heard Felix rush down the hall asking what was wrong.

"Frank, baby, why would you do this?" I asked as I looked through the cabinet and luckily found bandages and some hydrogen peroxide.

"I... I was addicted when I first started when my mom first got into drugs." He replied. I never questioned why he always wore long sleeves because it was always cold.... and he never questioned me.

"Baby, why didn't you tell me?" I asked as I cleaned out the fresh cuts with the peroxide and as watched the countless other scars appear as I washed it off.

"I... I didn't want you to... To be ashamed of me." He said, pausing and visibly holding back his tears with everything he had.

I lifted off my shirt and showed my arms in reply. Then proceeded to pull off my pants. I watched as he surveyed my body, looking at the countless scars all over my arms and thighs. They were my bad memories. They were my mistakes.

"Why?" He asked, looking up at me with his sad puppy dog eyes. They were watered with the thousands of tears asking to spill.

"I used to think I wasn't with it. I was convinced by my bullies that I was a fat, worthless, piece of shit unworthy if the life I was waisting." I replied as I crouched down again and began to kiss every single scar on both his arms, then bandage them. That's when I heard the banging on the door for the first time.

"He's breaking down the door!" Frank said in shock. We both must have been in our own worlds as we ruminated in our sad pasts.

"FELIX!" I screamed over the banging. "I'LL OPEN THE DOOR, PLEASE JUST STOP!"

The banging stopped and I unlocked the door.

I stood there in my bra and panties and Frank sat innocently on the toilet with bandaged.

Felix was very, very confused at first, then he looked over my body and noticed the thousands of scars that covered me. His intimacy was to engulf me in a huge hug.

"I'm sorry." He said as he pulled back and looked into the windows to my soul. His were genuinely sad, which let me know he gave me a hug apologetically instead of just wanting my breasts against him or some shut like that.

"Thank you." I said with a small, sad smile.

He kissed me, then retreated quietly back into the kitchen.

I looked back with Frank who must have been looking at his feet the whole time.

Marzia then ran out of her room, asking what was wrong.

She he ran down the hall and into where I was. She came in as I was crouching down and picking up my clothes and Frank was standing up. He shifted a little awkwardly on his toes as I stood up, then kissed me.

We kissed for a good five minutes and as we broke he put his forehead against mine and laughed.

"What?" I asked in almost a. Whisper.

"You taste like syrup and coffee." He replied. I looked down in embarrassment, but of course he wouldn't know why she tasted like that, right?

"Uh..." Marzia said from behind us.

"Oh, sorry." I said looking up but keeping close to Frank with my arms still around his neck.

"No reason to apologize. But could I ask why your almost naked Midnight?"

"Scars" was all I needed to say before she nodded almost apologetically and walked back to the kitchen.

I pulled my shirt down over myself and walked into the dinning area and took my seat between Felix and Frank. who cares if I'm just in a rather short Anthrax shirt and black lacy boyshort underwear? If anyone was concerned, no one showed it.

"I'm sorry I was so pushy and practically forced you to unlock the door, I should have given you both privacy." Felix apologized, not saying sorry for the kiss because he was obviously not sorry for it.

"There's no need for apology... You didn't know what was wrong and had the right to know what was wrong when someone screams in your home." Frank replied to him.

We all finished our pancakes and sat for a few minutes.

"I'll do the dishes." I volunteered, standing up and taking everyone's plates, cups, and utensils.

I felt the stares probably coming from the guys because Marzia had already stood up and turned on the T.V.

I turned around abruptly with a smile and saw the boys quickly look at their hands from their previous view on my butt.

"So?" I asked. Felix looked up guiltily at me , knowing he was caught looking at my butt.

"Yeah?" Frank said, obviously not ashamed since I was his girlfriend and he was allowed to stare.

"When are Anthony and Kalel going to be here?" I asked.

"They said-" Felix started before abruptly being interrupted by Anthony bursting through the door.

"Hey, in here Anthony!" Felix called.

"Here stay in here with me." I heard Marzia say to Kalel.

I turned back and continued doing my duty at the sink.

I heard Anthony walk in and abruptly stop, probably from seeing a half naked girl doing the dishes. then I heard him take a seat.

"So Felix..." I heard Anthony say, probably motioning or looking at me. It took my everything to keep in the giggles from making he guys stare at my butt... Wait, is that not good? Well, whatever!

"Yeah?" He asked.

"I thought you were housing guests! Not a maid! Jeez, at least help her!" Anthony replied. Someone stood up and came behind me.

"Guess who!" Felix said from farther behind me as someone covered my eyes.

"Hmm..." I replied, pretending to think as I felt the brush of jeans against my butt. Rather awkward since I know Frank... My boyfriend ... Is wearing his boxers and do if Felix.... "Anthony?"

"How'd you know?!" He asked, almost genuinely Suprised as he resided bedside me and helped with the dishes.

I motioned for for him to bend down so I could whisper into his ear. when he did I whispered "The bulge on your pants brushed against me." In to his ear with a wink.

He pulled led back up to his height and blushed for a good five minutes, avoiding eye contact, probably of shear embarrassment before he said "Sorry."

We we finished fairly quickly and I went and sat on his lap. Even though he was Dailey shot and small, I was smaller and skinner and for easily on his lap.

"You guys are all pathetic!" I said after a minute of awkward silence.

"How?" Felix asked.

"I know you were all staring at my butt for at least a minute!" I said pointing my fingers at each them. They all got a light blush on there face... Well except for Frank who smiled and said "It's okay for me right! I mean, I'm your boyfriend."

"Yeah. But if they are anything like you, they might have been a little turned on by that." I said and stood up off his lap which had a bulge on it since I first sat down.

"Hey!" I said with a smile directed towards Kalel and Marzia, but ended up also going to Matt who sat next to Marzia.

"Hi!" Kalel spoke back and went back to watching Vampire Dears with Marzia.

"Um?" Matt spoke up looking down at me in my boy shorts and an Anthrax shirt. he was to far to see my scars.

I motioned for him to fallow me as I went into the bathroom. He did and I shut the door behind us.

"I've had a long morning. It's had it's up and downs." I said to explain my nude mess. He smiled a sympathetic smile as he noticed all my scars and got up and hugged me, I was surprised to feel his cold skin against mine as we embraced.

"I'm sorry." He said through my hair. Why did they always apologize?

"It's okay." I said as we pulled back and I could see into his icy blue, beautiful eyes. "You know I should be whispering."

"Why?" He asked.

"Well, even though Kalel and Anthony might think I'm just a crazy fuck, Marzia, Felix and most importantly Frank know about you and might think that I'm cheating with you."

"But you couldn't... Do anything worse then kiss the air." he replied. "I mean, you can't feel my skin, can you?"

"Yeah, duh. Why?"

"I didn't know the living could...."

"Well now you do." I said before I flushed the toilet then washed my hands.

"Why'd you do that?" He asked as I was drying my hands.

"Because if I don't they'll think I didn't just come in here and do nothing. That would make them suspicious." I replied before I leaned in and hugged Matt saying "Could you disappear for a bit? It's hard enough with three guys staring at my ass."

"Sure, but can I watch you walk down the hall first?" he joked with a wink.

"Sure." I said as I opened the door and walked into the kitchen with the guys since Vampire Dears wasn't my thing.

"I'm sorry Frank! I couldn't help it, your girlfriend has a nice ass without just the boy shorts on! I couldn-" Anthony said before abruptly stopping because I was walking in the room.

"Thanks." I said with a smirk before I took a seat across from him. "But even if you were just kidding, your lucky Kalel can't here you over her Vampire show."

"Sorry" he said with a blush.

"It's okay. I'd say you and Felix showed a lot of self control today. Felix here hugged me when I was just in a bra and panties!" I joked.

"High five for that!" Frank said. "No hard-on for that does deserve a high five... I don't care if he is my girlfriend. She is hot an it toke some self control not to look at her boobs."

"Guys!" I exclaimed with my eyes rolling. "I'm standing up and if I catch anyone but Frank starrin' I'll bitch slap 'ya both!"

I stood up and got a coke from the fridge, making it hard for Felix not to stare. then I turned abruptly and they were all staring at each other and talking. I walked past them and hoped Anthony wasn't staring as I walked out.

"Hey, we should go to a fancy restaurant. I'll pay!" I asked Marzia and Kalel.

"I feel the best I've since I got sick! Let's get dressed up and do it!" Marzia exclaimed as she shot from the couch.

"Sounds like fun! Can I borrow an outfit though?" Kalel asked.

"Of course! Let's go!!!!" Marzia said.

Notes

Weird chapter here....

Thanks for reading though!!!!!!

~Anonymous, xoxo