Gerard eventually had to leave die his parents wondering where he was and what he was doing. He told me he planned to tell his parents he was gay when he went home and I was fucking ecstatic.

I mean he basically became gay because of me. I sat In my room and listened to music until I feel asleep happy that I wasn't going to be alone in school or ignored because now I had gee.

The next day I got up and decided that since I had some nice hair now I was going I dress nice ( hot ) for gee. I picked my tightest black skinnies that were so tight I can't wear underwear with them. A white tight v neck shirt that you could see my tattoos along my chest through and my nicest misfits hoodie.

I gelled my Mohawk a little and started my walk to school. Gee had texted me and said he had to go in early and that he didn't want to wake me up so he had already left.

i walked ito into school and got a couple wolf whistles on my way to my locker. They ignore me until I look somewhat slutty but too bad for them because I'm taken.

I got out the books I needed for the morning and made my way to my first class which happened to be English and I had it with gerard.

I walked into the room and he was already there but he wasn't at his normal table next to mine he was sat all the way on the other side of the room.

I walked over to talk to him and say good morning but he was on the phone. I think he was talking to mikey. He smiled at me and gave me a little wave but his smile seemed stressed.

I ignored it and went to my seat since the bell rung.

The next two classes I had weren't with gerard but at lunch when I couldn't find him I got kind of worried. I didn't feel like eating so I went to go look for him. As I was walking down a hallway I felt someone grab my arm. I turned to see a jock smirking at me.

"Hey hot stuff." He smirked.

"Let go of me perv." I said trying to sound mean but I was fucking terrified of almost every jock in this school and this kid was huge compared to me.

"don't call me a perv, or at least until you have proof."

"Wha-"

he picked me up and covered my mouth and dragged me into an empty closet down the hall.
he threw me down harshly and grabbed my shoulders keeping me on my knees.

I realized what was about to happen and began pleading.
"no please don't I swear to god I won't tell anyone! Ill do homework or whatever just please not this!" I begged.

"Shut up. It's your fault for dressing like that."

"What-no that's not-"

"shut up and suck on this." He said forcing me forward to his now exposed member. Which was monster but I was terrified. He was going to force me on him. No one was around to save me and gee had been avoiding me I'm sure of it. The phone call to Mikey that lasted and hour and then not showing up at lunch.

i was alone again.


"N-no please d-don't-"
my words were cut short when he shoved himself in my mouth and grabbed my neck forcing me to deep throat him.

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As soon as he left and let me go I ran. I ran all the way home without anything except my phone. I left all my work in that closet.

As I ran up my pathway I heard Gerard call to me from his porch. I looked at him for a second and saw him waving at me. I sobbed knowing he had avoided me and that if he had just shown up to lunch that what just occurred wouldn't have happened.

I ran ran inside and he chased after me. I shut my bathroom door but before I could lock it I began throwing up. I felt so sick since he had made me swallow. I didn't even know the kids fucking name and he did that to me.

Gerard burst through the door to my bathroom and instantly freaked out. "Oh my god what happened!?"
i could actually hear the guilt in his voice for ditching me earlier.

It took all to he strength in me but I stood up and turned to face him. I pushed my finger into his chest.

"Fuck you."