"Wait-what? Frank? Wha-"

"stop!"I screamed grabbing the sides of my head. I didn't want to deal with this right now I just wanted to be alone. Two days and I'd be with my dad and this whole situation is just freaking me out even more about spending the day with him.

"frank calm down and tell me what happened!" He fought back and sounded pissed off. He had no right to be mad at me. At. All.

"why don't you tell me why you avoided me all damn day! Then you can be pissed at me!"

"frank I wasn't...I didn't avoid you-"

"yes you did."

"frank I didn't mean to upset you-"

"well that's what happened, so unless you have some god damn flawless excuse then you can kiss my ass!"

He sighed and ran his Han through his hair. "Frank I didn't mean to hurt you. I just...I told my family I was gay, and they weren't exactly accepting of it.....mikey was but not my parents...frank I'm just worried about what kids at school will say about me once they know I'm gay."


"that's your excuse?"

"well yeah...." He said looking confused as to why I didn't just accept his excuse.

"Gerard I've switched schools there times because of kids! Iyour parents weren't excepting? Well at least yours aren't fucking rapists! As soon as my dad found out I was gay he used it against me in the worst way possible and you want me to throw you a pity party?"

"I thought you only switched schools once..." He said avoiding the subject conpletley.


"Three times each for different reasons bullying, suicide attempt at school, and another suicide attempt at school."

I wasnt expecting him to hug me but that's what he did. "I'm so sorry I shouldn't have avoided you I'm a horrible boyfriend. Shit I shouldn't even be called your boyfriend after what a douche I've been. I didn't know I'd make you this upset. I'm sorry." He said giving me a kiss on the head.

"But explain to me why you threw up." He said his voice going back to a protective tone.

"Gee I don't want to-"

"why did you throw up. Please tell me you didn't make yourself throw-"

"no.. I just don't wanna say what ha-happened." I said tears forming in my eyes.

"Hey, shhh, baby don't cry, tell me what happened. Wait frank it didn't involve your dad did it?!"

I wiped my eyes and grabbed Gerard's hands. I led him into my room and sat him on the bed with me. I pulled him down so he was laying and I snuggled up to him. He wrapped his arms around my waist hesitantly, not understanding what was going on.

"it didn't involve my dad." Was all I said and just snuggled closer to him wanting the memory of what happened between me and the nameless jock to go away.

"Then who'd it involve?"

"I uhh don't know his name...."

"frank your freaking me out...what random person would want to hurt you?"

"he didn't want to hurt me....he just wanted a blowjob." I mumbled feeling sick again.

"WHAT!"

i actually flinched at his sudden outburst. "Gee?"

"someone made you blow them?! Frank that's fucking rape! We have to do something! First are you ok? Like did he hurt you besides...you know what I mean?"

"Gerard we aren't going to do anything." I said sitting up.

"but-"

"no buts. Two days and I have to see my dad. If some situation with rape involving me comes up the date will be changed and I'll be dragged into court to make sure it wasn't my dad and useless shit. I'd rather just forget about it and get the day with my dad from hell over with."

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