Love and Other Stupid Things
Love Gimme Love Gimme Love
WARNING! MAY BE TOO HOT FOR YOUR OWN GOOD. :)
Frank’s POV
What was I doing? I was being a complete and utter idiot. I shouldn’t be this close the Gerard. I should just drink my coffee and go back downstairs.
“Something on your mind?” He asked breaking my chain of thought. I looked away carefully contemplating what I’m about to do.
“I um, should tell you something…” I managed to bite out. The way I said it almost sounded painful. Gerard’s face went a little pale and I got worried. Oh god, what was he thinking?
“Okay,” He replied. I was trying to organize the jumbled thoughts in my head to form a coherent sentence. How am I supposed to explain to the person I love, that I love them and then tell them I know I can’t love them?
“What do you need to say Frankie? Spit it out before—” I didn’t give him a chance to finish his sentence. I pulled his hair and leaned forward. I barely brushed my lips against his and whispered his name, giving him the chance to stop me. I was about to finish what I started, until the front door opened. Gerard immediately spun around and held up the coffee mug to his mouth, his hand slightly shaking. The look on his face was so animated it made me want to laugh.
“Geebear, Mikeywikey! We’re home!” I heard Gerard’s mom yell throughout the house. He blushed and almost sprinted out of the kitchen. Pretty soon, his mom and dad came through the door.
“Hey there FrankidyFrank!” Gerard’s mom appeared to be a little tipsy.
“Mom stop with the embarrassing nicknames,” Gerard said.
“Hi Mrs. Way,” I said shyly. Not really sure what to do I just grabbed my cup and headed down the stairs. Just as I entered Gee’s room I saw Ray getting up and stretching and Mikey seemed to be passed out on the recliner.
“Come on dude. Let’s go home,” Ray said while yawning. It really sounded more like ‘co-dude..s’co omm’.
“Naw, I’m staying the night,” I then remembered I didn’t bring any clothes with me. Crap. I really didn’t want to face Gerard either after the almost-kiss.
“Whatever. Have fun,” He replied as he walked up the stairs. I started cleaning up Gerard’s room. I picked up the pizza boxes, put Guitar Hero away, and turned off Nightmare Before Christmas. Gerard came down, noticed the room, and mumbled a thanks before going over and dragging Mikey off the chair and practically pushing him up the stairs. I decided to go raid Gerard’s drawers. I snickered when I saw his batman boxers. I pulled them and a thin v-neck tee out. As I started changing, I caught Gee staring. I never really felt self conscious before but it felt like his gaze was burning into my skin. I should have just gone home.
“Would you like to continue where we left off?” I heard Gerard whisper into my ear as his hands snaked around my waist. I couldn’t believe this was happening. Did this mean that he liked me back? I leaned against him and relaxed. He started swaying us back and forth slightly as he kissed my shoulder and my neck. I felt his hands trail up and down my sides like butterflies and seriously felt like I could have melted into a little puddle of happiness right there.
“Gee? I’m sorry,” I began. He stopped and turned me around so I could see him. He looked slightly hurt which was not a look I wanted to see on him.
“Sorry for what?” He asked me confused. He still had his hands on my hips, and the look in his eyes made me want to forget what I was going to say and attack his beautiful lips.
“For earlier. I know you’re straight and everything,” I mumbled looking down.
“Do I look straight right now?” He said, smirking.
“So you’re okay with this?” I asked hopefully. His eyebrows furrowed together and he bit his lip, thinking. He was taking everything so easily. I remember when I first admitted to myself that I liked boys and honestly, I was a little freaked out. I was scared to tell my mom. Whatever Gerard said next would determine what I would do. Whether I would go to bed and then wake up like everything was normal in the morning, or whether I would kiss him again like I desperately wanted to do.
“I don’t know what this is really, but I am sure as hell okay with it,” He said in a rush as he leaned down and kissed me passionately. I hooked my hands into his hair like I did earlier and he moaned a little bit. He seemed to like that. I decided to experiment a little. I tugged his head back and pushed him back against the bed. I trailed my lips all over his neck and kept my hand firmly gripped on his wrist and his hair. I bit his flawless skin right above his collar bone and he let out an extremely whorish moan and I smiled against his neck.
“Do you like that?” I asked. He obviously did.I just liked teasing him.
“Ungh. Frankie,” was all he could manage to say. Suddenly, the positions were reversed and he pushed me back down onto the bed. He straddled my waist and leaned over me, kissing my lips again. His hair fell over his face and tickled me. Gerard pulled my lip ring a little bit and I moved my hips up into his and then blushed embarrassed. He didn’t seemed to mind though. Gee rocked his hips into mine and I could have come right now.
I closed my eyes and leaned my head back a little but I felt the weight that was previously on me move and the bed bounced a little. I made a noise that sounded like a whine.
“What are you doing?” I asked, disappointed.
“We have to go to bed! Look at the time,” he told me innocently. I looked over at the clock. 1:13 am. Holy crap. No wonder I was so tired. I was in ecstasy from what had just happened and I felt oddly detached. Probably because of the rush and then exhaustion.
I collapsed back onto the bed as Gerard went to change. Normally when I stayed the night, I slept on the floor with an extra mattress, but given what just happened, I don’t think Gee would mind me on the bed. I closed my eyes and breathed in his scent on the pillow. I really was a puddle of happiness right now. Putty in Gerard’s oh so capable hands. I mentally laughed at that. Soon, I felt the weight on the bed again behind me and his arm wrap around my middle. I sighed contentedly. He kissed my hair and I fell asleep. I can only hope that tomorrow will be as good as today… I thought I heard Gee whisper ‘I love you’ as I drifted out, but it was probably my imagination.
Frank’s POV
What was I doing? I was being a complete and utter idiot. I shouldn’t be this close the Gerard. I should just drink my coffee and go back downstairs.
“Something on your mind?” He asked breaking my chain of thought. I looked away carefully contemplating what I’m about to do.
“I um, should tell you something…” I managed to bite out. The way I said it almost sounded painful. Gerard’s face went a little pale and I got worried. Oh god, what was he thinking?
“Okay,” He replied. I was trying to organize the jumbled thoughts in my head to form a coherent sentence. How am I supposed to explain to the person I love, that I love them and then tell them I know I can’t love them?
“What do you need to say Frankie? Spit it out before—” I didn’t give him a chance to finish his sentence. I pulled his hair and leaned forward. I barely brushed my lips against his and whispered his name, giving him the chance to stop me. I was about to finish what I started, until the front door opened. Gerard immediately spun around and held up the coffee mug to his mouth, his hand slightly shaking. The look on his face was so animated it made me want to laugh.
“Geebear, Mikeywikey! We’re home!” I heard Gerard’s mom yell throughout the house. He blushed and almost sprinted out of the kitchen. Pretty soon, his mom and dad came through the door.
“Hey there FrankidyFrank!” Gerard’s mom appeared to be a little tipsy.
“Mom stop with the embarrassing nicknames,” Gerard said.
“Hi Mrs. Way,” I said shyly. Not really sure what to do I just grabbed my cup and headed down the stairs. Just as I entered Gee’s room I saw Ray getting up and stretching and Mikey seemed to be passed out on the recliner.
“Come on dude. Let’s go home,” Ray said while yawning. It really sounded more like ‘co-dude..s’co omm’.
“Naw, I’m staying the night,” I then remembered I didn’t bring any clothes with me. Crap. I really didn’t want to face Gerard either after the almost-kiss.
“Whatever. Have fun,” He replied as he walked up the stairs. I started cleaning up Gerard’s room. I picked up the pizza boxes, put Guitar Hero away, and turned off Nightmare Before Christmas. Gerard came down, noticed the room, and mumbled a thanks before going over and dragging Mikey off the chair and practically pushing him up the stairs. I decided to go raid Gerard’s drawers. I snickered when I saw his batman boxers. I pulled them and a thin v-neck tee out. As I started changing, I caught Gee staring. I never really felt self conscious before but it felt like his gaze was burning into my skin. I should have just gone home.
“Would you like to continue where we left off?” I heard Gerard whisper into my ear as his hands snaked around my waist. I couldn’t believe this was happening. Did this mean that he liked me back? I leaned against him and relaxed. He started swaying us back and forth slightly as he kissed my shoulder and my neck. I felt his hands trail up and down my sides like butterflies and seriously felt like I could have melted into a little puddle of happiness right there.
“Gee? I’m sorry,” I began. He stopped and turned me around so I could see him. He looked slightly hurt which was not a look I wanted to see on him.
“Sorry for what?” He asked me confused. He still had his hands on my hips, and the look in his eyes made me want to forget what I was going to say and attack his beautiful lips.
“For earlier. I know you’re straight and everything,” I mumbled looking down.
“Do I look straight right now?” He said, smirking.
“So you’re okay with this?” I asked hopefully. His eyebrows furrowed together and he bit his lip, thinking. He was taking everything so easily. I remember when I first admitted to myself that I liked boys and honestly, I was a little freaked out. I was scared to tell my mom. Whatever Gerard said next would determine what I would do. Whether I would go to bed and then wake up like everything was normal in the morning, or whether I would kiss him again like I desperately wanted to do.
“I don’t know what this is really, but I am sure as hell okay with it,” He said in a rush as he leaned down and kissed me passionately. I hooked my hands into his hair like I did earlier and he moaned a little bit. He seemed to like that. I decided to experiment a little. I tugged his head back and pushed him back against the bed. I trailed my lips all over his neck and kept my hand firmly gripped on his wrist and his hair. I bit his flawless skin right above his collar bone and he let out an extremely whorish moan and I smiled against his neck.
“Do you like that?” I asked. He obviously did.I just liked teasing him.
“Ungh. Frankie,” was all he could manage to say. Suddenly, the positions were reversed and he pushed me back down onto the bed. He straddled my waist and leaned over me, kissing my lips again. His hair fell over his face and tickled me. Gerard pulled my lip ring a little bit and I moved my hips up into his and then blushed embarrassed. He didn’t seemed to mind though. Gee rocked his hips into mine and I could have come right now.
I closed my eyes and leaned my head back a little but I felt the weight that was previously on me move and the bed bounced a little. I made a noise that sounded like a whine.
“What are you doing?” I asked, disappointed.
“We have to go to bed! Look at the time,” he told me innocently. I looked over at the clock. 1:13 am. Holy crap. No wonder I was so tired. I was in ecstasy from what had just happened and I felt oddly detached. Probably because of the rush and then exhaustion.
I collapsed back onto the bed as Gerard went to change. Normally when I stayed the night, I slept on the floor with an extra mattress, but given what just happened, I don’t think Gee would mind me on the bed. I closed my eyes and breathed in his scent on the pillow. I really was a puddle of happiness right now. Putty in Gerard’s oh so capable hands. I mentally laughed at that. Soon, I felt the weight on the bed again behind me and his arm wrap around my middle. I sighed contentedly. He kissed my hair and I fell asleep. I can only hope that tomorrow will be as good as today… I thought I heard Gee whisper ‘I love you’ as I drifted out, but it was probably my imagination.
@The HalloweenBandit
uh, thanks lol. and yea, i'm going to keep the story up, and I'll just go back and repost better chapters and like I said, I sort of rushed the story and it was like... Unrealistic. Idk. Thanks for reading! :) <3
12/31/13