Fight for it
5
By 10 am all three of us were completely stoned. When gerard said he had some weed I didn't think he meant that he had like a whole drawer full of it.
It it wasn't that awkward since I mainly stayed with mikey. We were in Gerard's room which happened to be in the basement. Me and mikey were on the floor and gerard was on the couch he had down there.
mikey told old me he had to piss so he was going to the bathroom. He walked upstairs even though there was a bathroom connected to Gerard's room leaving me and him alone.
In all honestly if mikey hadn't been there I would've left after five minutes. Even in my stoned state I could feel gerard staring at me. "Please stop gerard."
"stop what?" He asked in an innocent voice but I could hear the smirk in his voice.
"stop staring at me....it's making me uncomfortable." I admitted to him keeping my head facing the ground. I didn't want look at him since I knew he'd be staring.
Suddenly i I felt a hand on my thigh. "Does this make you feelmore comfortable?" Gerard whispered into my ear and began rubbing my thigh. I hadn't even heard him move off the bed but that was probably because I was so out of it from the drugs, but I wasn't out of it enough to give in to gerard.
i went to remove his hand from my thigh but he grabbed my hand and stopped me. "What don't you like this?" He said nibbling on my ear.
"No now please let go of me!" I begged trying to pull myself out of his grip but he was a lot bigger and stronger than me. The next thing I knew he had me pinned down on the floor and he was straddling me. "god do you look fucking hot right now" he said into my ear again.
I began kicking and squirming around trying to get out from under him but apparently the way I was kicking was making my legs rub against Gerard's crotch because he was moaning. Fucking moaning.
"Gerard let go of me!" I yelled on the verge of tears. The way he was holding me brought back bad memories I didn't want to remember and they were scaring me.
"why what's wrong?" He said smirking down at me and began rolling his hips against mine. That action pushed me over the edge and I began crying.
"GERARD!! ple-please st-stop!!" I yelled while crying. Once he realized I was crying he instantly climbed off me. As soon as he was off of me I ran upstairs and out of his house all the way home.
It it wasn't that awkward since I mainly stayed with mikey. We were in Gerard's room which happened to be in the basement. Me and mikey were on the floor and gerard was on the couch he had down there.
mikey told old me he had to piss so he was going to the bathroom. He walked upstairs even though there was a bathroom connected to Gerard's room leaving me and him alone.
In all honestly if mikey hadn't been there I would've left after five minutes. Even in my stoned state I could feel gerard staring at me. "Please stop gerard."
"stop what?" He asked in an innocent voice but I could hear the smirk in his voice.
"stop staring at me....it's making me uncomfortable." I admitted to him keeping my head facing the ground. I didn't want look at him since I knew he'd be staring.
Suddenly i I felt a hand on my thigh. "Does this make you feelmore comfortable?" Gerard whispered into my ear and began rubbing my thigh. I hadn't even heard him move off the bed but that was probably because I was so out of it from the drugs, but I wasn't out of it enough to give in to gerard.
i went to remove his hand from my thigh but he grabbed my hand and stopped me. "What don't you like this?" He said nibbling on my ear.
"No now please let go of me!" I begged trying to pull myself out of his grip but he was a lot bigger and stronger than me. The next thing I knew he had me pinned down on the floor and he was straddling me. "god do you look fucking hot right now" he said into my ear again.
I began kicking and squirming around trying to get out from under him but apparently the way I was kicking was making my legs rub against Gerard's crotch because he was moaning. Fucking moaning.
"Gerard let go of me!" I yelled on the verge of tears. The way he was holding me brought back bad memories I didn't want to remember and they were scaring me.
"why what's wrong?" He said smirking down at me and began rolling his hips against mine. That action pushed me over the edge and I began crying.
"GERARD!! ple-please st-stop!!" I yelled while crying. Once he realized I was crying he instantly climbed off me. As soon as he was off of me I ran upstairs and out of his house all the way home.
Update??
8/10/14