"Mikey, I got something to say" My brother stood awkwardly in the door way, as if he was about to confess to some terrible crime,
"You didn't kill a man?" I laughed he gave a small almost worried smile, he looked at me with puppy dog eyes,
"I... I..." he struggled with the words in his mouth trying to push them out in some order, even though they clearly didn't want to come out at all,
"Oh... god you did" I smiled and he gave me a smirk,
"No you fuck.... I.... I'm..." His breathing became totally unstable,
"Come on Gerard.... remember how to breathe" he smiled and stuck up his middle finger,
"I... I'm..." He stopped again,
"Come on give me another word" I put down the guitar and walked over to him,
"I'm Ga...." Come on Gerard spit it out for Christ's sake,
"What are you? Are you Gandalf?" I put both hands on his shoulders,
"I'm Gay..." He sighed, What?Then again how couldn't I have guessed before every time I saw him with Frank he was always having to push him away, Why hadn't he told me before and what do I say now... There was a long silence... I moved my hands from Gerard's shoulders to round his waits and pulled him into a hug. We stayed there for what felt like forever... Come on say something to him... I mean whats the worst thing I could say.

Notes

Okay world sorry it took so long but have been 'dealing' with 'issues' from the outside world, I will hopefully update soon,

So long and good night from That Little Black Heart....
We shall speak again!