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To The End

Animal I Have Become

The guards came closer by the second. “Gee,” I say once again. “Frank how angry can you get?” Gerard asks me out of no where. I threw him a confused look and his face was showing he was serious. “Depends,” I reply, “On what?” he asks, I furrow my eyebrows and take in a deep breath, losing precious time. “If someone hurts the one I love,” I answer. His smile grew, “Well, Frankie how would you react if I told you they whipped me and told me you were dead,” he says quickly. My heart dropped at his response. “They told…told you I was dead?” he nods and his smile falters.

My blood began to boil and I clenched my fists tightly. “I’m not dead, I’m still here, I would never leave you Gerard,” I say angrily. “I believed it to,” he adds. I gasp and he looks down. “Put your hands up!” one of the guards shout. I threw him a death glare as they came closer to us. I gently pushed Gerard behind me and stood in front of him. “Frankie don’t,” he whispers, I ignore his request and stood in front of him, not letting them go near him ever.

“Put your hands up,” they order. I slowly slid my hand down to my waistband and held onto the handle of my gun. “I said put your hands up short fuck!” one of them shouts at me. That did it.

 

 

I swiftly pull out my gun and felt my finger press on the trigger. Before they could react, my hot blazing rays came out of the metal tube and fired at each of them. Singeing their clothing and skin, making them screech out in pain and yell curse words at me. I chuckled while killing them.

“One for you, one for you! And six for you! Burn in hell! I wont tell! Unless you plead for mercy! Forge your life! Pay the price! I’ll make sure you wont die nice!” I sang a random tune.

I kept shooting at them, until they all fell to the floor in a heap. My gun was a bit overheated, I turn to look at Gerard. I smirk and raise the gun to my lips and blew the smoke out of it. Gerard gaped at me for a while. “That was such a turn on,” he says with wide eyes. I laugh and stared intently at Gerard’s beautiful face. He looked like he held his breath the entire time I went completely crazy. “Breathe baby,” I say, he lets out his breath nice and slow. I walk up to him and wrap my arms around his torso, he solemnly embraces into my body. “I love you Frankiestein,” he whispers in my ear. “I love you Gee,” I reply back. With that he pecks my lips and grabs my hand once again, making my heart flutter more than five fucking times that day.

We run into the woods and start our journey to “Operation save the Killjoys” meaning save Mikey, Ray, and Bob.

We ran and ran that entire morning, trying to find a clearing of some sort. We couldn’t, it was the woods after all, anything could be hiding. After a while we stopped to rest and catch our breaths. I was wheezing kind of because I have such a crappy immune system. “Gee hold up,” I say sounding a bit tired and overwhelmed from running. He quits running and waits for me to catch my breath as well as he. “Gee do you even know where your going?” I ask him. He looks at me and smiles. “Heh…Hell if I know,” he answers. I groan and look at him in desperation, “Really?” I shout in frustration. He holds his hands up in a surrender motion. “Hey, we got out of there didn’t we? We’re far from them I hope,” he says without much thinking. I roll my eyes and walk past him feeling a bit irritated. He was right though, we did get out of there. Or mostly I got him out of there.

“Frankie,” he says my name in a monotone voice. I turn around to look at him with my arms crossed on my chest. “Yes?” I say with annoyance. “I’m sorry, I haven’t been myself lately, but I just…I just,” he stops and looks at me with the most sorrowful eyes ever. “Could this?” he points at me and himself, “Could this just wait? I mean we can hardly be together alone and like someone or something ruins it. Hell I’ve been wanting to fuck you into bliss for the last few days,” he spills everything to me. My heart sank and his voice and expressions were apologetic enough. I quickly understood what he was saying, yeah, we don’t get to be together alone, but I honestly am attracted to him a lot and everything he does, my feelings cant just stop here.

“Why cant we try?” I say sounding defeated. “I feel like they’re going to pull us apart again,” he admits. I look down and I hear the crunching of leaves under Gerard’s feet as he came towards me. “Hey,” he says softly, lifting my chin up so we can stare into each others eyes, such a cheesy way of saying it. “I have no problem with trying,” he gives a weak smile. My frowning lips turn upside down. I was grinning and staring at his beautiful face once again. “You promise?” I ask innocently and with big puppy eyes, yeah I do puppy eyes so what? “I promise,” he leans down and pecks my lips. I close my eyes and smile as he pulls away. He then engulfs me into his warming hugs. “Let’s go because I wanna be sedated!” he says out of nowhere. I laugh and roll my eyes.

BANG! A loud crash came from the right of us then a few more. Gerard grasps onto my arm tightly and pulls me to his chest. I frantically held on to him and we both look around wondering where the hell it came from. “What in the actual fuck was that?” I ask him. He looks at me and shrugs, he squeezes me tighter and I allow him. To be honest that scared the shit out of me, I almost crapped myself. Then we hear shuffling and cracking of dead leaves, it sounded like they were headed towards us. “Gerard,” I whisper his name, he suddenly lets go of me and pulls me away from the noise. “Come on Frank!” he says while I try catching up with him because of my short legs. “Gerard what’s going on?!” I ask him, “They found us!” he replies. I swear to god my heart felt like it was going to rip out of my chest.

“HALT!” someone shouts, we just kept running and going as fast as we can. “Frank!” he shouts at me and I look up at him and he’s grabbing for my arm. “No! I’ll slow you down!” I yell at him. He rolls his eyes and grabs my arm, yanking me forward. After minutes of running we both stopped to catch our breaths and to see if there were any of them around. I look at Gerard, he puts his finger to his lips telling me to be quiet. “I’ll check this side and you check that side, stay close to me okay?” I nod and proceed our check.

I walk towards an area filled with trees, so many you cant see through them. I turn around and see no Gerard. I start panicking and look around, still no sight of Gerard. I suddenly feel a hand on my shoulder and I quickly turn around smacking the hand away. “Whoa! Sorry! didn’t mean to scare you!” Gerard says to me. I sigh and chuckle quietly. “You scared me to death,” I admit, he laughs, “I could tell, your face was contorted fear and didn’t I tell you to stay close to me?” he says laughing still. I roll my eyes, “I just realized I was far away from you,” I respond. “Come on, I don’t see anybody,” he motions his hand for me to follow and he starts walking the other way. I hear rustling in the trees and bushes, I stop and squint to see through them. I walk a bit closer and I thought I see a shadowed figure in there. I rub my eyes and squint again, I still see it. Maybe I’m just seeing things, I shrug and start going the way Gerard went. Not long after I shrug two hands grabbed me by my shoulders and pulled me into the dark trees. I scream out loud, but the hand covered it, I tried to fight it off, but those hands were just to strong for me.

“Frank!” I hear Gerard’s voice scream out. I tried to pry the hand off of me, for me to answer him, but they wouldn’t let go. I whimpered and only muffled sounds came out of my throat. “Shut up or I’ll slit your throat,” a voice whispers into my ear. I start fighting again and making muffled noises. “Frank!” his voice yells out once again. “Frank where are you!?” he sounded so desperate, I start crying because I couldn’t get to him. Why cant I be with him? Why do they always take me or him away from each other?

My hands were starting to clench into fists, I was becoming furious at my thoughts. I started to fight them off harder and tried with all my might. His hands were clasping over my mouth and I had a slight part of his finger in my mouth. I took my chances and bit down on it. “Yaaah!” he shouts and I grab his arm twisting it as far as it would let me. He started screeching and cursing at me to let go him. “Frank!” Gerard’s voice sounded closer, “Gerard!” I shout back at him and then I hear the crunching of leaves and snapping of trees. The guy then turned the tables and had me on the floor now, he started straddling my waist and tried to choke me, but I caught his wrists, we both struggled to win this battle. “You fucking twit!” he continues to curse at me. I just struggled to throw him off of me, don’t care about insulting at this moment. My strength slowly began to fade away and I panicked, I cant go weak now oh please don’t go weak now!

Suddenly he was lifted off of me and my arms gave away. “Touch him again and I’ll make sure your head is off!” I hear Gerard’s voice. Contempt ran through my body and I know now I’m saved. I close my eyes and panting really harshly. I hear a few curses and punches here and there, but I still wouldn’t open my eyes. I was finally at a normal breathing level. “Frankie,” he says my name more calmly and not frantic anymore. I open my eyes and he’s kneeling next to me staring at me. “I’m fine,” I say to him and sit up, wincing from the pain. “Frankie, I’m so sorry,” he tells me and pulled me into his arms. I furrow my eyebrows and pushed away from him. “For what?” I ask him still confused. “For not being there, I will never leave your side, I’m so sorry,” I smile for some reason and thought that was quite funny, yet sad. His turn to give me a confused face. “Your so funny and sweet Gee, but its not your fault, its mine, I wasn’t paying attention and I walked further away from you,” I explain to him. “No, it was..” he didn’t get a chance to finish because my lips smacked on to his. I felt him smile in the kiss and that made me giggle. “Forget about it, lets go,” I say, standing up a bit to quickly. Gerard saw my wince of pain and he carefully steadied me. “I’m fine okay,” I say to him shaking my head. We walked out of the bushes and continued our journey to get out of these darn woods.

- Nightfall-

Gerard and I have been traveling in these woods and I’m kind of tired of it, since I’ve been living in a wooded area before this in the first place. “Wait,” he says out of no where. I look around wondering why he’s stopping me. “Uh…for what?” I finally ask. “Do you see that?” he points ahead and I squint, my lips turned up into a smile. “Lights!” I shriek and pull on Gerard’s arm, but he quickly pulled me back. “Hold on, we don’t know if they are any of those dreadful fuckers out there.” I sigh and curse my stupidity, if Gerard wasn’t here, I would have been dead already, I swear to god I don’t think before I act. We slowly made our way into the dark and held onto our breaths, scared of what might pop out. A few minutes passed by and we were acting like cats, yet making it to our goal. As the lights came closer, we suddenly hear rustling in the trees, there was no wind, I know that for sure. “Run,” Gerard whispers into my ear. I look at him wide eyed and we both bolt holding hands and racing to make it to the end.

“Hey!” someone shouted and we didn’t even bother turning around. “Get back here, you twits!” the voice shouted. We kept running faster and faster, the adrenaline pumping in our blood system, the urge to make it to the end, making it happen, it came closer and closer. Suddenly the ground gave out from under us as we made it to the edge of the forest. “Gerard!” I shouted and his hand left mine. I realized we were falling down a steep hill. Bushes, branches and leaves were smacking my face, arms, and everywhere exposed to them. I rolled down the hill head over heals, coping with the pain that was brought upon me. Adding to the ones I had earlier. I groaned and shrieked in pain from the nature that were now against us. Finally I hit a fence, it was metal, as I slammed into it, I hear another body slam against it, I’m guessing its Gerard. “Oh…fuck me,” I curse out in pain. “Frank,” Gerard’s voice speaks, I sigh and I was happy he’s okay, well he’s here with me. “I’m here,” I say and slowly tried to stand up, almost succeeding when my right foot fell into a hole. “Fuck!” I shout and pulled my foot out, the ankle pulsing. “You okay?” he asks as he limps toward me. “Yeah I guess, hurt, but I’m alive,” I answer.

I felt his hand squeeze my shoulder and leaned into his body for support. “Lets find a way out of here now,” he sounded frustrated and tired. He linked his hand into mine and we both walked towards the lights of the city. “Gee?” I say breaking our five minutes silence. “Hm?” he sounds, I looked down and started to feel shy for what I was about to ask him, I don’t know why, but it sounds stupid to me. “Why do you do this for me?” I ask him, not looking at his facial expression. He stopped walking and so I followed. He put his finger under my chin and lifted my face up to look at him, but my eyes were elsewhere. “Frankie, look at me,” he says and so I obey. His face was utter confusion, “What do you mean?” he asks. I gulp and stare straight at him, “Why do you protect me? Why do you do this for me?” I ask again. His face softened into a loving one. “Because I care for you Frankie, I always have, but this, us, this seems more real than ever. Sometimes I cant believe I’m with you, you sometimes seem unreal to me. I think…I don’t know, your just my everything right now, you’re my priority. I Gerard Way will vow to protect you. I don’t care how cheesy I sound, but I know you love it anyways,” he finishes with a bright smile. I giggle and pull him into a tight hug. “I love you Gee,” I say finally, I felt him sigh. “I love you to Frankiestein.”

We pull away and continue trudging our way to the stupid city, I begin to hate.

- Dawn -

I wake up on top of something, or better yet, on top of someone. I squeeze my eyes shut and rub them before opening them up again. I look down and see Gerard staring at me with a dorky smile. “Were you watching me you creep?” I ask him, he giggles and nods his head. “You are so cute when you sleep,” he says to me. I felt a blush creep on my face and I shove my face into his chest. “Aw my Frankie is blushing,” he giggles more and kisses the top of my head. “Ready?” he asks me. I look at him and nod. All of a sudden my stomach roared. I look at him wide eyed, he smiles. “My stomach has been doing that all morning to, we need food,” he says, whilst helping me up. We intertwined our hands once again and made our way to the city. We were much closer than we thought. As soon as we made our way on the street, we noticed signs and papers with our faces on it.

WANTED:

GERARD WAY & FRANK IERO

ESCAPED FUGITIVES FROM MALEFIC CITY’S PENITENTARY

Our faces were on there as well. We looked at each other mouths gaping. “Fuck,” he says quietly and pulls me into an alley. “What do we do?” I whisper frantically. I’m afraid of getting caught now, this is not how I imagined my life to be. Full of chaos and harmful ways. I am not used to this.

“First off, our looks,” he says to me. I look at him and grabbed my hair. My hair was getting pretty long, its now long past my ears. “Haircut?” I ask him smiling. He smiles at me and laughs. “Yeah, my hair makes me look like a girl,” he says grabbing his own hair now. I smile, “Well, your a sexy girl,” I say to him smirking at him. He blushes and squeeze his cheeks. “Where to?” I ask, he looks at me and stares at the sky, lost in thought. “OH!” he says out loud and starts pulling me to I guess a barber shop. “My friend she’s a great hair stylist, we’ll go to her, she’ll understand our situation,” he tells me and off we go!

- Lyn-z’s Hair Salon-

“LYN-Z!” Gerard shouts, I chuckle at his polite ways. We were in a hair salon and it was full of band posters and it was purple and pink in here, also random black lights. I thought it was pretty cool. Finally a pretty girl emerges from the back. “Gerard?” she says confused. “Uh…duh?” he answers. “Gerard! You asshole I thought you were dead!” she shouts at him and I chuckle. She starts walking towards us. I take my time checking her out (no not like that) and realize she looks pretty cool. She had a very beautiful face, red lipstick, black hair pulled into ponytails, she wore a Misfits tee, ripped skinny jeans, some Doc Martens, she also had tattoos on herself. Pretty sweet.

“Hey,” she says happily and pulled him into a hug. She then looks at me and smiles really big, she got a pretty smile. “Who’s this?” she says cheerfully. “Well,” he says smirking and puts his arm around her shoulder. “This here is my ever so sexy, lovely, cutest boyfriend,” he explains to her. I felt my face flush in red. “Aw Poison you made him all shy now,” she says slapping his arm. He laughs and comes toward me grabbing my hand. “Well, by now I think you know, I’m Lyn-z, nice to meet you Gerard’s boyfriend,” she says chuckling. “Frank,” I say to her. “Hello Frank,” and I shake her hand. “So what did you do know Poison?” she asks him, hands on her hips like a mother. He laughs, “I seen you on TV you dumbass,” she says to him walking away, finishing whatever she was doing and talking to us. Gerard explains the whole thing to him and her face turned from boredom to shock.

“Frank, you are probably the most bravest man I have ever heard about,” she compliments me, I blush once again. “Thanks,” I reply. “Poison keep him close,” she glares at him, he rolls his eyes. “You let him go, I’ll kill you, now what can I do for you?” she asks. “Haircuts,” he responds. “Yeah!” she says all dorky. “What you want?” she looks at me. “Doesn’t matter, whatever you want it to look like,” I answer. She smiles and asks Gerard the same thing, he also answers the same way. “Okay, I got an idea for you both,” she rubs her hands together and sits both of us in a seat, before chopping our heads.

- Haircut Time Lapse-

“WALLAH!” she shouts as soon as my haircut was done. Neither Gerard or I got to look at ourselves the whole time, she wanted to surprise us, which I didn’t mind. “I am done with you both gentlemen,” she says. “Gerard come out here you fuck!” she shouts to the back of the shop. “Coming!” he answers. I giggle and she smiles at me. “Man I love your hair,” she ruffles with it. I’m so anxious to see mine and Gerard’s. “Boyfriend waiting hello!” she shouts again. “Jesus Christ, I need to piss!” he answers back. Lyn-z and I start cracking up. “Can’t a man take a leak,” he says walking out zipping up his pants and looks up at me wide eyed. My face probably reflected his. His hair was short, very short, it was dyed a very platinum blonde, making it look like soft snow. “Frank your hair is fucking sexy,” he finally says. I furrow my eyebrows. “Your hair makes you look cute,” I tell him. His face flushed a shade of red. “And it shows your face!” I squeak and thought he was so cute. Lyn-z uncovered the mirrors so we can see ourselves. I gasp as at mine, It was so fucking cool! It was in a Mohawk like with a fringe down to my face and the sides of my heads were shaved and were dyed blonde as well, just a platinum blonde. And the Mohawk part was black. “Lyn-z I love it!” I shriek and hugged her. “Thank you!” she says happily. Gerard stood up to hug her and whispered something in her ear. “Ready?” he asks me. I smile, “always,” I respond. “Alright, you two, be careful and I hope you find Mikey and them, be safe and keep contact with me please?” she shouts at Gerard. “Yes mom!” he shouts back. I laugh and he smiles at me. “Okay then! That better be a promise asshole! I love you!” she responds. “I love you to Lyn-z,” and we walk out on our way with our awesome haircuts.

I cant wait to see Mikey and the rest of them. If we find them. Fuck you false hope!

Notes

Guys, i am so sorry for not updating, but i have been busy with school and shit, so i will start updating weekly again, i am so sorry!
THANK YOU FOR STAYING WITH ME YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH THAT MEANS!
My CHemical Romance i love you no matter what, i know you'll be back in the next journey, deep down i just know it. My hope is still strong and i know you wont give up on us.

first of all: FUCK ANYBODY MCR FAN WHO COMPLAINED ABOUT THEM BREAKING UP AND SAYING THEY HURT YOU AND THAT YOUR ANGRY!
THEY ARE PEOPLE TO AND LET THEM LIVE THEIR LIVES, THEY GAVE US HOPE, STRENGTH, AND LOVE SO FUCK YOU!
THEY WILL ALWAYS BE HERE IN SONG, SPIRIT OR WHAT THE FUCK EVER!
YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE, NOW LET THEM LIVE THEIRS! THEY HAVE KIDS, WIVES AND FAMILY TO WORRY ABOUT SO LET THEM FUCKING WORRY ABOUT THEM! OKAY? JESUS FUCKING CHRIST MAN!
LET THEM LIVE THEIR LIVE, LIKE WE LIVE OURS!
THEY ARE HUMANS TO! THEY NEED A SUPERHERO TO AND THEY NEED HOPE JUST AS MUCH AS US! SO GOSH DARNIT! SHUT UP!
sorry..had to say it.
with my unconditional love,
Zee :D
p.s I LOVE ALL MCR FANS WHO ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT THEM AS HUMANS!

Comments

@Sadsoul
aw thank you. i havent been on here in ages

Destroys!!! Destroys!!!
8/21/14

Im on chapter 14 and im in love!! you're putting so many MCR references FEELS ;-;

Sadsoul Sadsoul
4/29/14

Link me to the sequal if you've got it!! I really want to read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Silent Scream Silent Scream
1/5/14
@LieutenantKilljoy322
ok i'll post finally
Destroys!!! Destroys!!!
8/28/13
I just died a little bit. I look down to see no Chapter 24 and make this sad little noise. Please make a sequel as soon as you can and if you could put the link to it in here?