I'm really not okay.

I wake up, body pressed against mine and smile. I am becoming use to waking up covered in his head that radiates from his body. I look to him to see that he's already awake, looking down at me.
"That's kind of creepy, Gee," I giggle, biting my lip.
"Shut up," he retorts, kissing my forehead. "Frank... did you mean what you said yesterday?"
"Hmm?"
"Y'know, about getting married. Did you mean it?"
"Yes. I want to spend my entire life with you, Gerard. I really fucking love you," Gerard leans down, kissing me sweetly.
"I love you too... Frank... do you want to get married?" he asks after hesitation.
"I, well, I would, yeh, but we're only sixteen. We'd need consent and I know I couldn't get that from my father..." I mumble, upset that I'm disappointing him.
"Well you can get married at sixteen in Scotland without parental consent," he informs and my heart glimmers.
"Are you serious about this, Gee? Seriously asking me to marry you?"
"Yes," he grins.
"No. I want a cute proposal, try again," I joke... mostly...
"I'll have you know that I am very cute in the mornings," he retorts, with a wink.
"But seriously, I would love to Marry you," I smile boldly. I lean up and kiss him again, keeping it soft and loving. "How would we get to Scotland?" I ask, perplexed.
"I'm sure Kellin and Hayley would each drive us. All we'd need is people to be witness and I'm sure that all of our friends would be happy to do so," he explains. I nod excitedly. I'm getting married.
"Are we going to make plans and stuff?" I chirp.
"Well we have suits and stuff. All we need to do is get everyone together to go," he answers. I lean in and kiss him again before squealing.
----------------Time lapse of two days because I'm lazy I'm sorry please love me still---------------
"Okay, are we really doing this?" I ask, arms around Gerard's neck as my head is buried in the crook of his neck.
"Yes, we are," he laughs, pushing me back. "Don't smudge your eyeliner on my suit, Fairy,"
"Sorry, baby," I laugh, leaning up to kiss him. "Ready to get in the cars then?" I smile. I get into Hayley's car, Gerard in Kellin's - split up for that illusion of a classic wedding. In the car with me was Hayley, of course, and Izzy. In Kellin's car was him, Bob, Gee and Mikey.
We make the journey as quickly as we can. In the meanwhile we listen to music and just talk about how my life is going to go with Gerard.
We arrive in Scotland in a few hours. We all get out at Gretna Green marriage house, me blushing when Gee smirks at me.
"Are you ready to do this?" I ask, sweetly, shyly.
"So ready to spend the rest of my life with you, Frankie," he says, kissing my cheek. I giggle out of nervousness. I grab his hand and walk into the marriage house.
"Hello, I called up and spoke to the minister and he should have an Iero-Way wedding for about now," Gerard says, cooly.
"Oh yes, I'll tell him you're here and he'll call you through when he's ready," she smiles, standing up and walking through a door behind her desk.
"You know marriage is permanent... even if it's a mistake," Kellin mutters out awkwardly.
"It isn't a mistake, Kellin, we're in love and it's not about covering our sexualities," I snap, effectively silencing him. This is kind of how our relationship is, we piss each other off but we don't mean the harshness.
"Iero-Way wedding," the minister calls through. We walk through to the small alter. "Close friends, we are gathered here today to commemorate the love shared between Frank Iero and Gerard Way," the minister drones on. I tune out, eyes staring deeply into Gerards. I only pay attention when Izzy nudges me, whispering in my ear that it's time for my vow.
"Gee, I don't really know what to say right now. This is meant to be the ultimate proclamation of my love but I couldn't possibly express all of the love I feel for you in words. The love I feel for you is in the moments, the way I get lost in your eyes, your voice, your touch. The way I am overcome with a bubbling sense of adoration when you giggle or tell a stupid joke, which often go hand in hand. Then there are the serious moments. You become inspiring and I am overwhelmed with my pride for you. These are just some examples of the thousands of moments that I know I love you, the moments where my heart flutters. I just really love you," I mumble at the end. I look up to see that Gerard himself has a tear in his eye.
"Shit... well what the fuck am I going to say now?" he laughs.
"Nothing. Please don't say anything. Just keep that dorkiness as is and kiss me." Gee leans forward, hands on my hips, and forms his lips softly against mine.
"I guess you may kiss the groom," the minister laughs. I pull back, laughing. "Okay so once you sign these documents you're officially wed," he smiles sweetly. Gerard and I make our way toward the surface, signing to papers. "And two witnesses please," he say. We don't hesitate before calling forward Izzy and Mikey. Once they sign the documents, Hayley tucks them safely into her bag. We make our way back, Gerard in Hayley's car beside me this time.
"I love you, Gee. And I can't believe we did this," I confess, entirely without regret.
"I know, it's fucking crazy," he agrees. "And I love you too, husband," he says with a wink and a nudge to my shoulder. I laugh before I realise that shit, I really am a fucking husband.
I totally just got married.

Notes

I know this chapter is v small I am sorry.
After this there are no more than four chapters left.
I know things have been sudden but yeah it's because I'm wrapping it all up and having to move the plot along faster. Okay. I hope you still like this.