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I'm really not okay.

Summary

Okay so think of it as a highschool fic... But it is set in England as I really don't understand how the American school system works.
Anyhow, Frank is depressed and bullied and can't wait to leave his shitty school. Gerard is a complete arsehole and Frank's biggest torment.
Frank can't help but love Gerard.
Frerard obviously ensues but the real question is how...
Warnings: Swearing, Self-harm, Depression, Bullying, Man-loving, Child-abuse, Eating-disorders, Self-hatred, Suicidal.
Yunno, average teenage shit...
I wrote this for my friend Izzy (Not exactly like the character but she is mainly based on the real Izzy) because she felt crap and I love her and knew that fanfic would cheer her up and thus, another Frerard fic is born!

Characters

Bob Bryar

Bob Bryar

Gerard Way's best friend. He helps Gerard to bully Frank but he isn't nearly as extreme as Gerard.

Frank Iero

Frank Iero

Frank is a depressed sixteen-year-old who hates life. He is incredibly lonely because Izzy is his only friend. His parents are pretty abusive and he also gets bullied by Gerard. Poor Frankie! ):

Gerard Way

Gerard Way

His life is pretty perfect. He is popular and happy, sadly instead of spreading his joy he decided that he would bully little Frank. Pretty much an arsehole...

Izzy Browne

Izzy Browne

Frank's best friend. She is always there to cheer him up and give him advise.

Mikey Way

Mikey Way

Mikey is Gerard's brother. He disapproves of his brother's bullying of Frank but doesn't do anything about it.

Ray Toro

Ray Toro

He moves to the same school as everyone else and soon befriends Mikey Way and Frank Iero.

Chapters

  1. Chapter 1- Prologue

    Frank POV. Reposted because I had to fix typos../:

  2. Chapter 2- The magnificent Gerard fucking Way

    Frank POV.

  3. Chapter 3- Algebra with an arsehole

    Frank POV.

  4. Chapter 4- Cigarette break to calm me down

    Frank POV.

  5. Chapter 5- Who wants to scive?

    Frank POV.

  6. Chapter 6- No broken bones

    Frank POV.

  7. Chapter 7- What's your fucking deal?

    Frank POV.

  8. Chapter 8- Number thirteen

    Frank POV.

  9. Chapter 9- Crimson-haired angel

    Frank POV.

  10. Chapter 10- I'm not gay

    GERARD'S POV!!! OMG!!! EXCITABLES!!!

  11. Chapter 11- Everthing Frank Iero

    Gerard POV.

  12. Chapter 12- Bitch-tits

    Frank POV.

  13. Chapter 13- Psychological assessment

    Frank POV.

  14. Chapter 14- Reunion

    Frank POV.

  15. Chapter 15- Did someone say party?

    Frank POV.

  16. Chapter 16- Let me explain

    Gerard POV.

  17. Chapter 17- Police visit

    Frank POV.

  18. Chapter 18- Time for a change

    Frank POV.

  19. Chapter 19- A new start

    Gerard POV.

  20. Chapter 20- Valentines day

    Frank POV.

  21. Chapter 21- Shower time

    Frank POV.

  22. Chapter 22- How was everyone’s Valentine’s day?

    Frank POV.

  23. Chapter 23- I'll be there when your last breath's taken away

    Frank POV.

  24. Chapter 24- Back to school

    Frank POV.

  25. Chapter 25- My Frankie

    Gerard POV.

  26. Chapter 26- Think fast

    Frank POV.

  27. Chapter 27- This should be interesting

    Frank POV.

  28. Chapter 28- ​"My Kelli isn't gay!"

    Frank POV.

  29. Chapter 29- Show me

    Frank POV.

  30. Chapter 30- So long and goodnight

    Multiple POV. (*Gasps* this is new!)

  31. Chapter 31- Copeland

    Multiple POV.

  32. Chapter 32 - What sort of fucking name is Copeland?

    Frank POV.

  33. Hiatus

    Authour's note, Sorry guys...

  34. Chapter 33 - Meet The Ways

    Frank POV. (I AM BACK PLEASE SAY SOMEONE CARES STILL)

  35. Chapter 34- Did you mean it?

    Frank POV.

Comments

@Thatonefriend
Well it might not have tied up all the ends, but I read the last chapter & it seems like an ending, although the author said "no more than four more chapters" so yeah p much the end.

Thatonefriend Thatonefriend
12/22/18

Is this completed?

Thatonefriend Thatonefriend
10/11/18

@fakeyyouout
No thank you for all your kind words. I hope you're happy in your life, as with anyone who has read this fan fiction.

@killjoys-make-some-noise , This was the first Frerard fanfic I ever read. And boy, what a great one to start with! Thank you for being alive. :)

fakeyyouout fakeyyouout
1/11/17

I love this story. I died when frank said "you really need to listen to me because I'm telling you the truth. I mean it. I'm okay. Trust me."