I'm really not okay.

*Time lapse of a few hours and they are at the Ways' home*

"Mum," Gerard calls as he opens the front door. I stand behind him in nervousness as I hear a woman’s footsteps approach where we’re stood in the hall way. Other than the awkward incident I haven’t actually met Gee’s mother, nor his father.

“Hello, sweetie,” she greets Gerard, the two sharing a sweet hug. “And Frankie” she acknowledges me. I wave with a forced smile, feeling nervous around the woman who raised Gee. “Come on, you can do better than that, I’ve seen how friendly you can be,” she says with a wink, referring to the day she walked in when I was about to blow Gee. I blush like crazy as she giggles, wrapping her arms around me in a hug just like she’d done to Gerard.

“Hi,” I say feebly.

“Oh, Gerard, he’s so precious!” she coos, turning to her eldest son.

“I know,” he smiles, leaning over to kiss me softly. I kiss him back but somewhat awkwardly as his mum is literally next to us. “Where’s dad? And Mikey?” Gee asks once he’s pulled away from me.

“They’re at the table, waiting for you two. Don’t worry though, you were on time,” she assures as we walk through to the dining room. Once we get in there, Gerard leads me to a chair next to him, across from Ray. What is Ray doing here? Scratch that, I guess it’s meet the parents night for both of the Way brothers.

“Hello, Gerard, Frank,” Mr Way greets. Gerard gives a warm smile and I mumble a small hello. “So shy,” he laughs.

“I know, isn’t it adorable. Even shyer than our Mikey,” Mrs Way joins in. I blush and look down. I feel Gerard’s hand softly on my thigh.

“It’s okay, Fairy. They don’t bite,” he whispers into my ear. I grab the hand on my thigh and lace our fingers. I smile up at him before looking around the room, seeing that Mrs Way is bringing through plates of food. She sets a plate down for me and Ray, supposedly because we’re the guests so are first served. I look down and see a pasta and chicken dish, not fancy but homely and appealing.

“This looks lovely, but I’m vegetarian,” I inform Mrs Way, who has her son’s plates in hand and is setting them down.

“Thank you, Frank. Yours is tofu chicken so eat up,” she gestures to my plate with a gentle smile. I smile as I pick up a fork with my free hand and collect some ‘chicken’ and pasta, delicately placing the food into my mouth. The flavour practically explodes across my tongue. I make a noise of appreciation and begin eating intently.

“Slow down, Frankie, we wouldn’t want you to choke,” Gee whispers into my ear which does, ironically, make me choke. I put my fork down and compose myself before I look over at my boyfriend with disbelieving eyes at the insinuation. He giggles as he continues to eat. I slowly resume eating and soon finish my plate. I look around to see that everyone is in fact still eating.

“So, Frank, I hear that you’re step-brother has just had a baby. What’s that like?” Mr Way asks as he takes a mouthful of delicious food.

“Well she isn’t home yet but I think that she will be staying with us, at least for a little while. The mother and child will be out of hospital tomorrow,” I answer.

“That’s lovely,” Mrs Way says, placing her hand on my free one. She retreats her hand, collecting some pasta on her fork. “How about your future? Career? Marriage? Children?”

“Well… I… haven’t… I don’t…” I begin when I feel Gee squeeze my hand reassuringly, that enough to calm me down. “I want to be in a band and as for family life, I would love to get married and adopt children with Gerard,” I smile softly, blush dusting my face, as I look over at Gerard – who smiles brightly at me.

“Oh that is just so sweet,” she smiles. Gee leans in and kisses my cheek. I giggle and turn my head catching his lips quickly before I look down again, blushing.

“Mum, me and Frank are going to go to my room,” he says, looking to his mother. She nods and Gerard drags me by the hand down to his room, he turns around and locks his door before turning back to me. “You are perfect,” he grins.

“I wouldn’t say perfect,” I mumble looking down. Gerard tilts my chin up and kisses me roughly. Oh. That’ll be why he locked the door. I kiss back, greedily.

“Frank,” Gerard moans, pulling back. “Frank I want you to fuck me,” he says to which I nod, not like I haven’t fucked him before. I grab his hips and lift him so that his legs are around me. I may be short but Gee is really light. I carry him to his bed and lay him on it gently. I situate myself between his legs and grind into him. He moans and bites my lip before our tongues are working together in a hot kiss that has me worked up and grinding rougher. “I don’t need stretching, I fingered myself this morning. Please just… Fuck me,” he gasps. I nod, lips instantly moving swiftly on Gerard’s again. I undo our jeans, Gee helping, and push them down with our boxers. We kick off our jeans and boxers all whilst maintaining a hot kiss. I reach over and grab the lube, coating my hard cock, so desperate to be in Gee’s hot body.

“Ready?” I ask. Gerard nods and wraps his legs around my hips. I position myself at his hole and thrust straight in.

“Fuck, Frank, so good,” he moans, throwing his head back. I take that as indication enough that he’s ready for me to go. I pull out and fuck back in hard. “Shit, fuck, there, how did you… already… so amazing…” he mumbles through near screams. I smirk, proud that I’d found that beautiful spot accidentally and straight away.

“Like that, Gee?” I grin as I begin mouthing at his neck, sucking and biting my mark across him.

“Yes, your cock – fuck – fills me so fucking perfectly,” he whimpers. I moan against his skin as I begin to pick up my thrusts.

Soon – too soon – I feel myself coming close. “Gerard,” I groan. “Close,”

“Me too,” he moans in return.

“Touch yourself, make yourself cum,” I command against his throat as I move back and watch him wrap his smooth fingers around his aching dick. He jerks his hand quickly, slide smooth due to the pre-cum leaking from his hard cock. I moan when he does, the sight of him bringing himself to the edge bringing me closer in turn.

“Frankie!” he screams out as he reaches his peak. I watch the cum shoot from his cock across his shirt-covered stomach and his tight hole tightening further. I reach my own climax, shooting hot cum into Gerard’s limp body. I continue to thrust for a bit before I pull out. I roll to the side, arm around Gee’s shoulder as I nuzzle into his neck.

“You ruined your top,” I say after a few moments. He giggles and removes it, me following suit. “Spoon me,” I ask, gently. Gerard laughs and turns us around so that his arm is wrapped around my body, holding me to him.

“I love you, Frankie,” he whispers into my hair.

“I love you too,” I return, turning my head and capturing his lips in a gentle kiss.

We stay there kissing softly for a few moments before I turn my head back and lift the sheets over us. Soon I feel sleep drawing me in as I’m snuggled against my angel of a boyfriend.

My dreams are consumed with thoughts of him.

Notes

I'm sorry I was gone for so long, I hope people still care about this.

I know this was a short and shitty chapter but I'm back, guys! <3<3

I reeeaaalllly hope you all still care omg :s