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I'm really not okay.

Chapter 32 - What sort of fucking name is Copeland?

I am gently stirred from my sleep by Gerard’s soft voice. “Frank, please wake up, Baby,” he whispers against my chest. I hum to let him know that I’m awake and grip him tighter against me. “We need to get up,” he says softly.

“Why?” I ask with a deep sleepy voice.

“Katelynne gave birth to a baby,” Gee says and I start laughing softly. “What?”

“’Katelynne have birth to a baby’,” I repeat. “What the fuck else was she going to give birth to?” I joke causing Gerard to slap my chest gently.

“Shut up and get up,” he laughs.

“I don’t wanna,” I sulk. I feel Gee’s lip gently kiss my chest. His kisses slowly move down toward my naval. “Gee, Bribery is illegal and won’t work,” I mumble and I don’t know why I’m saying this because yes it really fucking will. Gee huffs against my skin, the warm air fanning over my stomach making me giggle. I feel Gee’s body raise from where it was snuggled against mine slightly and it is repositioned so that he is straddling me. “Gee, that isn’t going to work, I already said,” I inform but instead of replying verbally Gerard pins my arms above my head with one hand. I whimper slightly in anticipation and bite my lip.

I open my eyes and gaze up at Gerard. I can see him smirking down at me in amusement. I smile at my sheepishly and then the bastard does something I didn’t expect. He starts fucking tickling me… tickling me! Being very ticklish, as Gerard was clearly aware, I start thrashing around the bed and trying to get him off but with my arms immobilised I find this impossible. “Gerard fucking Way” I ease out in between the laughter that I hadn’t granted permission to build in my throat. Unable to form an argument as to why he should refrain from tickling me I simply start chanting ‘No’ and ‘Stop’ over and over.

After what feels like twenty minutes, but is in reality only ten seconds, Gerard’s hand freezes. He runs his hand up my side then my arm and it meets his other hand at mine. This movement causes him to slump forward, face inches from mine. He intertwines our fingers and kisses me gently, at first. After mere moments we are kissing hard and rough and just as I release my hands from Gee’s and run them down his back to the curve of his arse, Gerard breaks the kiss. “Okay, time to get up!” he says, far too cheerily, before he jumps off of the bed and leaves the room. What a fucking arsehole. But he’s my arsehole. Wait… no he isn’t… Eww…

I sit up, intent on getting ready and kicking Gee’s arse. I get up and head into the shower, washing my body as quickly as possible. Deciding that my hair doesn't need washing I leave the shower, dry myself and dress in a Misfits T shirt and black skinny jeans and my somewhat wrecked vans. I towel dry my hair and finger comb it. There is no point in trying to pretty up. A, I'm only going to see a baby who isn't going to be able to fucking see me and, B, I am still covered in fucking bruises so my face is somewhat discoloured and swollen still, not that Gee ever seems to mind them, Gerard still kisses and cuddles me regardless of the swelling to my face... I guess that's pretty normal but what- the fuck-ever, I still find it incredibly sweet.

"Gee!" I call as I make my way downstairs.

"In the kitchen, baby!" I hear him call. Yey, he must be making me breakfast. His cooking is the shit! I rush into the kitchen, excited for breakfast.

"What's for breakfast?" I ask, jubilantly. Gee gives me an awkward look. "What?"

"Well I made myself some eggs whilst you were showering but you're all out now..." he says, grimacing because he knows that I'mm pissed.

"Dude? What the fuck? Those were totally my fucking eggs! First you awaken me, tickle me, tease me and then you eat the last of the fucking eggs? You are such a dick!" I say, pinning him to the side by his hips. He smirks down to me.

"Really?" he asks, quirking his eyebrow. He leans in close so that his breath fans out across the right side of my neck and ear. "What are you going to do about it?" A smirk of my own forms across my face. I lean my face into Gerard's so that our noses are touching and we can feel eachother's breath on our lips. I lean in, as I feel the first contact of Gerard's lips I kiss him quickly. When I say quickly I don't mean a peck, I mean the type of kiss you'd give your mum when she made you kiss her goodbye in the playground at school. Less that like quarter of a second. I break away from Gee and walk outside.

"FRANKIE!" he shouts, causing me to laugh a bit. He stomps outside, in somewhat of a tantrum.

"Yeah, Babe?" I ask casually.

"Are you shitting me? What the fuck was that?" he says, sulking. I just laugh at him as he stops his stomps in front of me.

"What, you don't like it when I make you think we're going to make out and then just move away?" I ask in my most contradictory tone. Gerard rolls his eyes and huffs.


"You serious?" he asks and I nod, with a smirk across my face. "Fucking fine. Sorry," he says in a hushed tone. I laugh again and kiss him gently. I feel him smile into the kiss and I pull away, smiling at him.

"Okay, how we going to get to the hospital? Everyone is at school or work seeing as it is a Thursday,"

"Bob has taken the day off and seeing as he's seventeen..."

"Bob's seventeen? Why is he in our year then?" I say completely shocked because I just thought he was sixteen, like me.

"He was held back in year two... Can I move on?" I nod, whispering a sorry. "So yeah, he passed his driving test like a couple of weeks ago and he said he's pick us up in about twenty minutes when I spoke to him which was about..." Gerard pauses to check his phone for the time. "Twenty five minutes ago, he is fucking late," Gee says with a sigh. "Typical..."

As Gerard says that a car horn sounds. I whip my head round and see Bob sat in a ford fiesta... Because Wokingham doesn't have enough of those already... Gee and I make our way over to Bob and climb into the back seat, sitting next to eachother so that he could lean into me.

"No one going to get in the front with me? Fine, I get it, fuck you guys!" Bob says jokingly.

"Bob, no offence but, why the fuck did you take the day off?" I ask confused because seriously... the fuck.

"Kels needs me," he answers simply.

"You and Kellin have been together for under a week..." I continue.

"Right and you and Gee weren't even together when he saved your life... what does time matter?" he says, brashly.

"Dude, be nice!" Gee snaps to Bob.

"Whatever," Bob huffs.

"Dude, what the fuck is up with you?" Gerard questions.

"Nothing," Bob says with an ironic laugh.

"No, it's something," Gee insists.

"Just tired from being up with Kellin all night, okay?" he says, somewhat upset. Gee clearly doesn't believe him but mutter an 'okay' of acceptance.

The rest of the car ride is filled with music and an awkward atmosphere. Gee distracts me from the tension when he starts distractedly drawing patterns across my thigh. I smile at him and kiss the top of his head, combing my fingers through it.

We arrive at the hospital and Bob, having been to the ward, knows exactly where to go and takes us there. We get to the room and see a sleeping Katelynne and Kellin in the chair by the bed.

"Hey, Kels," Bob softly speaks as he walks in.

"Hey, Honey," Kellin says in a sleepy voice. Bob walks over to Kellin, kissing him lightly. "Hey, guys," he greets once he has pulled away from Bob. Gee and I say hi back before walking over, hand in hand because we are fucking cute like that.

"Where is this baby that Katelynne gave birth to?" I ask, mocking Gee's phrasing earlier.

"Copeland? She's in..."

"Wait a moment... Did you say Copeland?" I interrupt and Kellin nods. "Copeland?" he nods again, looking at me as if I were questioning him naming his baby Lucy or something. "What sort of fucking name is Copeland?"

"It's the name of his favourite band," Bob answers, making Kellin smile wide at him.

"Exactly," Kellin confirms. "Plus it's pretty," he adds.

"Okay, it is cute and shit but like imagine someone having to take her seriously? Like 'Hello, I'll be your doctor Ms. Copeland Quinn'... she sounds like a disney character!" I joke.

"Shut the fuck up, Frank! It is a nice fucking name!" Kellin says, only half serious in his annoyance.

"Fine, fine, I'll shut my mouth," I say, raising the hand that wasn't clasping Gee's.

"So where is she?" Gerard asks.

"Right, as I was saying..." Kellin says, glaring at me for having interrupted. "She is under observation because she was early, but she'll be in here really soon!" he informs us with a bright smile. We nod and I move to take a place in the seat across the small room, pulling Gee onto my lap. I nuzzle Gee's neck and kiss it whilst I wrap my arms around his waist, rubbing his stomach. My actions enough to be pleasant but not enough to arouse. I'm not going to arouse him whilst we wait for me to meet my step-nephew, practically just nephew, for the first time.

There is a light tap at the door before a large nurse waddles in, a baby - presumably Copeland - in her arms. She walks over to Kellin who has stood to meet her. Smiling brightly, Kellin gently takes the baby from the woman. "We've done tests and she seems to be fine so, we'd like to keep her for one more day but, tomorrow you can take her home," the midwife says, gleefully.

"That's great! Thank you!" Kellin beams. The woman smiles at Kellin's joy and leaves. Bob stands by Kellin and stokes Copeland's little hand. To be perfectly honest, these two look like a gay couple who've adopted. "You guys want to see her?" Kellin asks and I nod, as does Gee. Kellin kisses Copeland on the head before placing her in Bob's arms. Bob brings her over to us and places her in Gerard's arms. I lean around his and he holds her close to me. We look at her in awe of her beautiful innocence. Her eyes are a blue, as 96% of baby's are, but they are the most innocent and beautiful eyes I'd ever seen on anyone, other than Gee's but I'm somewhat biased there... and that's different because I'm attracted to Gerard's but Copeland's are just so full of youth and the perfect innocence of a new born. She has a beautiful button nose and he lips are a soft pink, her skin is of pale complexion and her hair is such a fine blonde that it is almost unnoticeable. She is absolutely tiny, as you'd expect of a premature baby. She is a beautiful baby and I can tell that I'll be pleading to be able to babysit and spend time with her. I look up and my gaze meets Gerard's.

He hands Bob Copeland and swivels around on my lap. "Fairy, we should have a baby!" he says, his face entirely serious. I start laughing hysterically.

"Okay then, Gee. Didn't realise you had a fucking uterus!" I say as tears form in my face.

"Fuck you! I'm serious!" he argues.

"Okay then, how are we going to have this baby?" I ask him, curious as to his answer.

"M-Preg... duh!" he says, still serious. I look at him with concern... is he fucking mental? Suddenly he bursts into laughter. "I'm totally kidding, Frank!" he says between laughter. "You should have seen your face!" he laughs. I sulkily push him from my lap to the floor. "Hey!! Don't be such a sulk!" he says, still laughing. I roll my eyes and stand, walking to Kellin.

"Copeland is really fucking gorgeous, congrats, man!" I congratulate him.

"Thanks , Franks," he smiles.

"Right, I'm going outside to smoke, you coming, Gee?" I ask and Gee just stands up, still laughing softly, and walks with me to the door. "I'll be back in a moment," I say to Kellin.

"Have a nice smoke," he waves. Gee and I leave before I poke my head back into the door.

"By the way, Copeland totally suits her,"

Notes

Short chapter!
Sorry!
I just can't write as much anymore because I don't have many ideas anymore!
I am dumb!
And I am going to do that arsehole thing and blame my ADHD again! Lol... fight me!
OMFG I NEED TO LAY OFF THE COFFEE!! HAHAHAHAHA!
GUYS! I JUST DYED MY HAIR BLACK!! D'YOU LIKE IT? :3

Whatever..
Umm..
Stuff..
What do I want to say??
IDEK!
Thanks to those who have commented, you guys make me so fucking happy!
Okay thanks for reading; I love you, guys!
Charley <3

Comments

@Thatonefriend
Well it might not have tied up all the ends, but I read the last chapter & it seems like an ending, although the author said "no more than four more chapters" so yeah p much the end.

Thatonefriend Thatonefriend
12/22/18

Is this completed?

Thatonefriend Thatonefriend
10/11/18

@fakeyyouout
No thank you for all your kind words. I hope you're happy in your life, as with anyone who has read this fan fiction.

@killjoys-make-some-noise , This was the first Frerard fanfic I ever read. And boy, what a great one to start with! Thank you for being alive. :)

fakeyyouout fakeyyouout
1/11/17

I love this story. I died when frank said "you really need to listen to me because I'm telling you the truth. I mean it. I'm okay. Trust me."