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I'm really not okay.

Chapter 28- ​"My Kelli isn't gay!"

Carly sent Kellin, her nineteen year old son, to bed so that he could sober up and explain this mess in the morning. Grumpily, he complied. And, as work always has the best timing, Carly got called back in as the hospital were low on staff. She got into a new nurses uniform and left, still clearly pissed off. Hayley started talking to Katelynne about what her life has been like since they saw eachother last, which considering Katelynne was Kellin's girlfriend where he lived with his father - who isn't the same as Hayley's - has been a really long time.

All of this took place whilst me and Gerard stood there shell shocked. What the fuck? This makes no sense.

Kellin, my gay step-brother, has a pregnant wife.
My gay step-brother, Kellin, is married to a pregnant woman.
A woman, who happens to be my gay step-brother's wife, is pregnant.
Kellin, my step-brother, who happens to be gay has a wife who is pregnant.

Nope.

Still makes no sense.

Kellin is gay for a start. Gay men tend not to marry women. Gay men tend not to be attracted to women at all. Gay men tend not to use their penis powers on women. If you don't have an attraction to a woman then why marry and fuck, and - probably un-intentially - impregnate, her?

Kellin is gay.

Gay.

Gay.

Gay.

Aparentelly I had been thinking aloud because Katelynne begins laughing from where her and Hayley are sat. I'm sorry but I don't understand the fucking humour.

"I am sorry for laughing like that, it's just that..." she trails off laughing again. I am beginning to think that I hadn't spoken aloud at all and that she can read minds because she began to explain her sudden outburst almost as soon as I mentally question it. What the fuck? This girl is weird... "My Kelli isn't gay!" she says snickering as if that was the most outrageous thought ever.

"Katelynne," Hayley whispers, grabbing the pregnant woman's hand. "Kellin is gay, honey. He told me that when he moved here it was because he had told you and wanted a clean break and a new start..." she explains. Katelynne's laughter stop, her smile drops and she looks mortified.

"Wha...?" she mumbles before she bursts out crying. She was fucking laughing three minutes ago. Fucking pregnancy hormones.

I forgot that Gerard was even stood holding my hand. Y'know how after you've been holding someone's hand for thirty minutes you can't feel it anymore? Anyway... I forgot that Gerard was here until he gently and reassuringly squeezed my hand, rubbing soothing circles onto the back of my hand. I look over at him and he smiles at me before kissing my forehead and mouthing 'it'll be okay, don't worry'. This sounds fucking stupid but just him saying that calms me down because I believe him when he says that it'll be okay and I stop worrying.

I can hear Hayley telling Katelynne the same things that Gee has said to me... only it doesn't have quite the desired effect and she just cries more. "Gee," I whisper and Gerard looks over at me. "Y'know how you are always so soothing..." I said and apparently that's all I had to say for him to get where I was going.

"Okay, Fairy," he says as he gives me a sweet kiss and goes over to where Katelynne is sat. He mouths something to Hayley that I can't see but I imagine it's something like 'I got this'. Hayley nods and moves over to me as Gerard takes her place, hugging Katelynne into his warm body. I can't quite hear what he says but it seems to be working. Katelynne is no longer hysterically crying and is instead crying softly. She is nodding her head against Gee's chest, clearly agreeing with his comforting words, then she wraps her arms around him and cuddles into him. Hayley is staring at me dumbfounded because she had been 'soothing' Katelynnne in a way that made her crying hysterical and as soon as Gerard tries she stop crying (mostly).

"How the fuck?" she whispers and I just shrug with a stupid smile on my face.

Gerard gets up and walks straight to us. "You guys don't have a spare room, do you?" he asks, uneasy. Me and Hayley shake our heads in synchronisation. "Well... Katelynne is like a four hour car ride away and - in her state - I don't think she should drive back tonight," he says, biting his lip which I suppose he is doing out of concentration on his thoughts but he still looks so fucking good doing it.

"My room," I rush out. Hayley and Gee look at me as if I'm making no sense. Then I realise that I didn't actually verbalise my thought process. "Right... I could sleep somewhere else and she could sleep in my room," I say in explanation. Gerard smirks in understanding of what that'd mean. Hayley is however confused. Does this girl ever follow my thought process? "I would sleep at Gerard's..." I explain. Hayley giggles.

"Of course you would, I am so dense sometimes. Okay, I'll drive you. Go and pack your shit, including your suit," she says. Why the fuck do I need a su... right... the funeral is tomorrow. My smile drops and I nod. Me and Gee rush upstairs, packing some boxers and a top for tonight. I change quickly into a new pair of boxers, a pair of my black skinny jeans and a Black Veil Brides t-shirt (which has all of their faces on it and they are so fucking perfect and... I just... oh my God... I love them), not caring that Gee could see me changing because he is my fucking boyfriend and we have had sex so nudity is no big deal. I then get my suit into one of those suit bag things. I grab my 'smart shoes' and pack them too. What else do I need? Gee has eyeliner and hair shit so that's sorted... Nope, nothing else. Gee grabs my suit and I grab my backpack full of... not much to be honest.

I send Gerard and Hayley to the car whilst I show Katelynne my room and where the shit is. I tell her that she can put any clothes that need cleaning in my wash basket as Carly cleans them everyday. I tell her that, as long as she doesn't damage it with viruses or physically, that she can use my laptop. I recommend that she uses Hayley's bathroom for obvious reasons but that mine and Kellin's is closer so if she needs to pee that she can always use it. I'm pretty much just trying to be helpful and kind because Kellin has fucked her life over.

"Okay, I got it. Thanks for this," she says from where we are stood at my bedroom doorway.

"It's no trouble, Hayley will be back within about twenty minutes. Okay, goodnight!" I say as I rush down into the car.

The journey to Gee's is quick and uninteresting. Me and Gee thank Hayley for driving us then we bring my shit down to Gee's basement. I chuck my backpack on the floor by his desk and he puts my suit into the wardrobe with his. I move immediately to sit on Gee's comfy bed.

"Gee, Babe, come here," I say, smirking at him. Gee smirks back at me before he walks over to where I sit on his bed.

"Yes, Frankie?" he asks as if he has no idea what I'm thinking about. I just sit up and collide our mouth together. Gerard doesn't hesitate to twirl his fingers in my hair because he knows I like this. I wrap my arm around his hips until I have a firm grasp of his arse. I pull him down onto the bed with me before I roll us so that I am on top. Gee clearly like me taking control because he moans as soon as my body is weighing his down. I take the opportunity of his parted lips to explore his mouth with my tongue. Gee moans again and pulls my hair, which causes me to grind my hips down. I only realise, now that I am getting the friction I need, that I am fully hard but I can feel against my hip that Gee is too. We continue to caress eachother's tongue with our own, moving in perfect synchronisation, as I continue to grind my hip down into Gerard's.

After about ten minutes of making out and grinding I pull our mouths apart, resting our foreheads together. Now that my mouth isn't muffling his, I can hear those fucking gorgeous moans of Gerard's. "Frank..." he moans. Hearing him moan my name is so fucking hot.

"Yeah, Babe?" I ask with a smirk.

"You need to - oh fuck - stop, I don't want to..." Gee moans out before he decides against talking, perhaps changing his mind, but I know what he was saying so I stop moving my hips. When Gerard starts moving his hips faster into mine, trying to make up for the friction that he lost when I stopped, I chuckle and move my hands to hold his hips down. "Shit, Frank," Gerard whines, I guess it was meant to be a complaint but he doesn't seem so opposed to me controlling him.

I start kissing his neck, occasionally nipping. Once I reach his sweet spot I bite then suck hard, as if I were a vampire. Gee lets out more of those perfect moans. He starts pulling at my hair and then he starts to lift my head off of his neck, shit... did I hurt him?

"What's up, Gee?" I ask concerned.

"Nothing, I just want..." he starts before he stop and just bites his lip.

"What, Gee? What do you want?" I ask with a smirk.

"Fuck me," he whispers, smirking back at me. Holy shit, I thought he was going to asks me to blow him or if he could fuck me or something. I know we had, briefly, spoken about it but I didn't realise just how much he wanted me to fuck him.

"You sure, Babe? It'll hurt," I say, trying to hide the want in my voice.

"I'm sure, Frankie, I want you so fucking bad," he moans out.

Shit, that's hot.

Notes

I should have left for school twenty minutes ago but how could I go to school without posting this!
This was meant to be up last night, sorry! :(
I'll try to get a second update done tonight! :D
Anyway, yeah... there is so almost sex! :D
Who loves smut?
*Everyone raises hands*
YEAH YOU DO!! WHOOP!
Okay.. I'm going to leave, love you guys! :D
Thank you for reading!
Charley <3

Comments

@Thatonefriend
Well it might not have tied up all the ends, but I read the last chapter & it seems like an ending, although the author said "no more than four more chapters" so yeah p much the end.

Thatonefriend Thatonefriend
12/22/18

Is this completed?

Thatonefriend Thatonefriend
10/11/18

@fakeyyouout
No thank you for all your kind words. I hope you're happy in your life, as with anyone who has read this fan fiction.

@killjoys-make-some-noise , This was the first Frerard fanfic I ever read. And boy, what a great one to start with! Thank you for being alive. :)

fakeyyouout fakeyyouout
1/11/17

I love this story. I died when frank said "you really need to listen to me because I'm telling you the truth. I mean it. I'm okay. Trust me."