I'm really not okay.
Chapter 26- Think fast
I allow myself ten seconds to worry and freak out before I snap into action mode. I need to think fast. I need to get Gee to a bathroom, clean him and check what injuries he has. I scoop Gerard's unconscious body into the hold of my sore one. Wow, what a pair we make. I rush him to the bathroom, removing his shirt and tie. I observe that his body is actually unscathed, just his hands and face... sounds like a fucking fight. Shit.
I get a bowl of water and a wash cloth, cleaning up Gee's face. Fuck, his jaw is pretty cut up and there are fuck tonnes of bruises. His nose is no longer bleeding and, although slightly swollen, is still in it's adorable shape and therefore unbroken. Gerard's soft lip has been split but there is only one cut on it so it isn't too bad. His left eye has a large bruise around it and he had a few cuts around his right eye but all-in-all he has faired rather well. "You'll be okay, Babe," I whisper as I kiss his forehead.
I take the bowl of, now red, water the the sink and change it for nice clean water and getting a new wash cloth, discarding the blood stained one. I make my way back to my Way and start to clean his knuckles. Fuck, they are really fucking swollen and the skin is pretty fucking destroyed. I wouldn't be surprised if a few were in fact broken. I clean them none the less, placing soft kisses across his knuckles once I was done.
I pick Gee up and carry him to my bed. Once I put him down I remember that his shirt is still in the bathroom and take a moment to appreciate his body... before I feel like a creep for staring at my unconscious and beaten up boyfriend's body. Fucking hell, Frank, get your shit together.
I walk back to the bathroom and get to washing the blood from his shirt. I do my best but I can't get it out. Fuck it, he doesn't need a shirt with a body like his. I throw the shirt away and make my way back to my room. I sit down next to Gee and once I snuggle to his chest and still completely I actually realise how much I fucking hurt from rushing around fixing Gee. I still had fucking broken ribs for fucks sake and having the shit kicked out of me today hasn't exactly helped. I decide that we could both clearly use sleep so I snuggle closer, pulling the quilt over us and letting sleep take over.
"Baby, Franks. Hey, wake up, Fairy," I hear, and feel, whispered against my ear. I shiver, in a good - and inappropriate for our current situation - way, before I allow my eyes to flutter open and glance up at my gorgeous Gee. "Hey, Baby, you okay?" he asks, running his hand over my face and, judging by the slight pain, caressing my bruises.
"I'm not the one who passed out," I tease before getting serious. "Are you okay?" Gee nods. "Good, now tell me what the flying fuck happened!" I demand to which Gerard chuckles, wincing at the way the action tugged at his cut lip.
"Well, I heard about Daryn so I went and sorted him out..."
"Well it looks more like he sorted you out," I say with Gee-level sass.
"No, I really fucked him up... maybe too much. I don't know. There was so much fucking blood, Franks! And I know I broke his nose, I could feel it!" he grimaces at the memory.
"It's okay, Babe," I say, rubbing his chest soothingly. He smiles softly. "What about your face?"
"Right, well his gang of chavs saw me dominating and tackled me down proceeding to kick my face continuously..." he huffs. "Arseholes!" he growls.
"It's okay, Babe," I repeat, knowing that it calms him down when I call him babe. "You're alright and you're all cleaned up," Gerard smirks at this.
"I noticed that... there was no need to remove my shirt... did you just want to eye me up?" he says with a smirk, I blush and snuggle back into him to hide the redness of my face. Although I hadn't undressed him to look at his naked torso I can't deny that I had caught myself staring intently... even though I am in so much pain I want him so fucking much and like seriously... can I not focus on anything other than Gerard? "It's okay, Sugar, I'm yours, whenever you want you can look..." he says before I feel him lean down to whisper into my ear. "Or touch," he purrs and I bite my lip at that to hold back my moan because that is just really... wow. He is so fucking hot! I rise my body up and move to kiss Gerard but before I reach his lips I gasp in pain and he notices. "Shit, Franks, what's wrong?"
"My fucking ribs. They are still broken and those shit stains were kicking the shit out of me!" I sulk, sinking back down.
"It's okay, Fairy, you can just snuggle into me. I'll make you feel better," he says and I know that he doesn't mean that in a sly way, just a cute way.
"Thank's Gee, you're like my teddy bear..." I giggle.
"What? Why are you giggling?" Gerard asks, kissing my head.
"You are my Geebear!" I say giggling again because it sounds really fucking adorable.
"Geebear, that's cute. Okay, you can call me Gee bear," He says, lacing our fingers together. "But only in private, okay? No one else can ever hear that name!" he warns.
"Psht... or what?"
"I don't know, I'll get back to you on that threat..." he chuckles.
"Okay, Geebear, whatever you say," I smile against his warm body.
"Go to sleep, Frankie, I'll wake you up when someone gets home, okay?" Gee suggests to which I nod before I doze off again into a Gerard filled dream.
"Baby, c'mon, Baby, get up. Hayley is home and we should probably tell her what happened," an angel whispers into my hairline.
"Not now, I'm asleep," I mumble.
"No you aren't, if you were then you wouldn't have replied," Gerard says.
"You pedantic sod, fine, I'll go and talk to her," I sulk, sitting up slowly in a fuck tonne of pain.
"Want me to carry you, Fairy?" Gee asks lovingly.
"Please?" I say, Gerard scoops me up and I wrap my sore arm around his warm neck.
As we make our way down the stair I hear Hayley shouting to someone on the phone. I just woke up, shouting is not necessary right now. Gee carries us into the kitchen, where Hayley's screams are emitting from. "You are such a fucking prick!" she screams. I really don't want more drama to deal with right now.
"Hey, Hay," Gee says to which Hayley squeals and drops her phone. She turns around and gives an audible sigh of relief.
"Fuck, dudes. You scared the shit out of me! You should be at school guys! It is only 2PM!" she explains her pathetic display of fear.
"Whatever, Hayley. You're just a pussy!" I joke.
"You are what you eat!" she says with a wink.
"For fucks sake, Hay!" I mutter as I laugh at her joke, as does Gerard.
"Shit, fuck! Guys! Did you jump out of one of the upstairs windows together of something? What the fuck happened to you?" she threats, rushing over to us, completely forgetting her phone which still lay on the floor.
"Well someone kicked my arse with their friends so I ran home then Gee heard and beat up the main culprit before his scummy friends then attacked Gee," I explain as if I were telling her about a sandwich I had prepared, no real emotion in my voice.
"Fucking what? Guys, that sucks! And is also pretty bad ass..." she chuckled, so do Gee and I, before she becomes serious. "Would you guys like ibuprofen and paracetamol?" we both nod eagerly. She rummages through her hand bag and hands us pills and a bottle of dr. pepper. Damn, this girl is prepared.
"Thanks," I say after I have taken my pills. Gee places me on the side and I hand him his pills and the dr. pepper. He smiles, leaning in to kiss me gently. I kiss back just as carefully, considering his bust lip. "So... what are tomorrows plans?" I ask, nervous. I need to attend school but I am fucking terrified... plus it just fucking sucks.
"Well, considering our conditions, I think we need the week off..." Gee says and Hayley quirks an eyebrow. "Fine, maybe it's more to do with a combination of laziness and wanting to be with Frank than pain but still, people would completely understand if we didn't go in!" he defends. Hayley shrugs and nods, grabbing her dr. pepper from Gerard.
"Well what are you crazy bitches doing for the rest of the day?" she asks. Crazy bitches? Dafuq Hayley?
"Bed, I guess," I laugh. Hayley walks back to her phone, picking it up and sighing. "Who was that on the phone?" I ask, genuinely interested.
"Kels, he is such a tit sometimes. Don't worry about it, honey," she says, smiling over at me, Even though her smile suggested that everything was okay I could tell from her eyes and voice that shit wasn't cool. But I chose not to push it.
"Okay," I say with a smile. Hayley waves at us before walking off to, I assume, her room. I make grabby hands at Gerard and smile when he picks me up. He gets me so well. "To my bed!" I say, chuckling.
"Sure thing, Sugar," he says with a grin.
When we get to my room Gerard places me on the bed. He sits down beside me, gently lifting me to his lap. I smile at him and kiss him gently. Gee isn't quite content with gentle and deepens the kiss. I guess the painkillers worked. I wrap my arms around his neck, slipping one into his crimson locks and tugging. "Fuck, Franks," he moans against my lips.
"Yeah, Babe?" I tease. Gerard just kisses me hard. It's strange, even though the kiss is rough and hot - with plenty of tongue and biting - I can still feel every once of love he has for me through the kiss.
I become impatient with the kissing and grind myself down. Gee moans totlly uninhibited and loud, which is totally hot, but being as Hayley's room is just down the hall she hears and instantly storms into the room. "Hey, knock it off!" she shouts, Gee pulls back and we both turn to look at her. "Stop fucking moaning and groaning and grinding. You two need to get better. Cuddles and kisses is all I deem acceptable for now, understood?" she says, pointing a finger at us. We both nod and she mutters a 'good' before leaving. I giggle and get off of Gee. I grab my laptop from my desk and bring it over, putting 21 Jump Street on, and cuddle up to Gerard. He simply smiles, kisses me sweetly and we continue to watch the film in a loving embrace.
"I love you, Geebear,"
"You too, Fairy, love you so much. I always will now shush, cuddle me and watch the film," he orders, a cute smile set across his lips.
God he is so cute.
I get a bowl of water and a wash cloth, cleaning up Gee's face. Fuck, his jaw is pretty cut up and there are fuck tonnes of bruises. His nose is no longer bleeding and, although slightly swollen, is still in it's adorable shape and therefore unbroken. Gerard's soft lip has been split but there is only one cut on it so it isn't too bad. His left eye has a large bruise around it and he had a few cuts around his right eye but all-in-all he has faired rather well. "You'll be okay, Babe," I whisper as I kiss his forehead.
I take the bowl of, now red, water the the sink and change it for nice clean water and getting a new wash cloth, discarding the blood stained one. I make my way back to my Way and start to clean his knuckles. Fuck, they are really fucking swollen and the skin is pretty fucking destroyed. I wouldn't be surprised if a few were in fact broken. I clean them none the less, placing soft kisses across his knuckles once I was done.
I pick Gee up and carry him to my bed. Once I put him down I remember that his shirt is still in the bathroom and take a moment to appreciate his body... before I feel like a creep for staring at my unconscious and beaten up boyfriend's body. Fucking hell, Frank, get your shit together.
I walk back to the bathroom and get to washing the blood from his shirt. I do my best but I can't get it out. Fuck it, he doesn't need a shirt with a body like his. I throw the shirt away and make my way back to my room. I sit down next to Gee and once I snuggle to his chest and still completely I actually realise how much I fucking hurt from rushing around fixing Gee. I still had fucking broken ribs for fucks sake and having the shit kicked out of me today hasn't exactly helped. I decide that we could both clearly use sleep so I snuggle closer, pulling the quilt over us and letting sleep take over.
"Baby, Franks. Hey, wake up, Fairy," I hear, and feel, whispered against my ear. I shiver, in a good - and inappropriate for our current situation - way, before I allow my eyes to flutter open and glance up at my gorgeous Gee. "Hey, Baby, you okay?" he asks, running his hand over my face and, judging by the slight pain, caressing my bruises.
"I'm not the one who passed out," I tease before getting serious. "Are you okay?" Gee nods. "Good, now tell me what the flying fuck happened!" I demand to which Gerard chuckles, wincing at the way the action tugged at his cut lip.
"Well, I heard about Daryn so I went and sorted him out..."
"Well it looks more like he sorted you out," I say with Gee-level sass.
"No, I really fucked him up... maybe too much. I don't know. There was so much fucking blood, Franks! And I know I broke his nose, I could feel it!" he grimaces at the memory.
"It's okay, Babe," I say, rubbing his chest soothingly. He smiles softly. "What about your face?"
"Right, well his gang of chavs saw me dominating and tackled me down proceeding to kick my face continuously..." he huffs. "Arseholes!" he growls.
"It's okay, Babe," I repeat, knowing that it calms him down when I call him babe. "You're alright and you're all cleaned up," Gerard smirks at this.
"I noticed that... there was no need to remove my shirt... did you just want to eye me up?" he says with a smirk, I blush and snuggle back into him to hide the redness of my face. Although I hadn't undressed him to look at his naked torso I can't deny that I had caught myself staring intently... even though I am in so much pain I want him so fucking much and like seriously... can I not focus on anything other than Gerard? "It's okay, Sugar, I'm yours, whenever you want you can look..." he says before I feel him lean down to whisper into my ear. "Or touch," he purrs and I bite my lip at that to hold back my moan because that is just really... wow. He is so fucking hot! I rise my body up and move to kiss Gerard but before I reach his lips I gasp in pain and he notices. "Shit, Franks, what's wrong?"
"My fucking ribs. They are still broken and those shit stains were kicking the shit out of me!" I sulk, sinking back down.
"It's okay, Fairy, you can just snuggle into me. I'll make you feel better," he says and I know that he doesn't mean that in a sly way, just a cute way.
"Thank's Gee, you're like my teddy bear..." I giggle.
"What? Why are you giggling?" Gerard asks, kissing my head.
"You are my Geebear!" I say giggling again because it sounds really fucking adorable.
"Geebear, that's cute. Okay, you can call me Gee bear," He says, lacing our fingers together. "But only in private, okay? No one else can ever hear that name!" he warns.
"Psht... or what?"
"I don't know, I'll get back to you on that threat..." he chuckles.
"Okay, Geebear, whatever you say," I smile against his warm body.
"Go to sleep, Frankie, I'll wake you up when someone gets home, okay?" Gee suggests to which I nod before I doze off again into a Gerard filled dream.
"Baby, c'mon, Baby, get up. Hayley is home and we should probably tell her what happened," an angel whispers into my hairline.
"Not now, I'm asleep," I mumble.
"No you aren't, if you were then you wouldn't have replied," Gerard says.
"You pedantic sod, fine, I'll go and talk to her," I sulk, sitting up slowly in a fuck tonne of pain.
"Want me to carry you, Fairy?" Gee asks lovingly.
"Please?" I say, Gerard scoops me up and I wrap my sore arm around his warm neck.
As we make our way down the stair I hear Hayley shouting to someone on the phone. I just woke up, shouting is not necessary right now. Gee carries us into the kitchen, where Hayley's screams are emitting from. "You are such a fucking prick!" she screams. I really don't want more drama to deal with right now.
"Hey, Hay," Gee says to which Hayley squeals and drops her phone. She turns around and gives an audible sigh of relief.
"Fuck, dudes. You scared the shit out of me! You should be at school guys! It is only 2PM!" she explains her pathetic display of fear.
"Whatever, Hayley. You're just a pussy!" I joke.
"You are what you eat!" she says with a wink.
"For fucks sake, Hay!" I mutter as I laugh at her joke, as does Gerard.
"Shit, fuck! Guys! Did you jump out of one of the upstairs windows together of something? What the fuck happened to you?" she threats, rushing over to us, completely forgetting her phone which still lay on the floor.
"Well someone kicked my arse with their friends so I ran home then Gee heard and beat up the main culprit before his scummy friends then attacked Gee," I explain as if I were telling her about a sandwich I had prepared, no real emotion in my voice.
"Fucking what? Guys, that sucks! And is also pretty bad ass..." she chuckled, so do Gee and I, before she becomes serious. "Would you guys like ibuprofen and paracetamol?" we both nod eagerly. She rummages through her hand bag and hands us pills and a bottle of dr. pepper. Damn, this girl is prepared.
"Thanks," I say after I have taken my pills. Gee places me on the side and I hand him his pills and the dr. pepper. He smiles, leaning in to kiss me gently. I kiss back just as carefully, considering his bust lip. "So... what are tomorrows plans?" I ask, nervous. I need to attend school but I am fucking terrified... plus it just fucking sucks.
"Well, considering our conditions, I think we need the week off..." Gee says and Hayley quirks an eyebrow. "Fine, maybe it's more to do with a combination of laziness and wanting to be with Frank than pain but still, people would completely understand if we didn't go in!" he defends. Hayley shrugs and nods, grabbing her dr. pepper from Gerard.
"Well what are you crazy bitches doing for the rest of the day?" she asks. Crazy bitches? Dafuq Hayley?
"Bed, I guess," I laugh. Hayley walks back to her phone, picking it up and sighing. "Who was that on the phone?" I ask, genuinely interested.
"Kels, he is such a tit sometimes. Don't worry about it, honey," she says, smiling over at me, Even though her smile suggested that everything was okay I could tell from her eyes and voice that shit wasn't cool. But I chose not to push it.
"Okay," I say with a smile. Hayley waves at us before walking off to, I assume, her room. I make grabby hands at Gerard and smile when he picks me up. He gets me so well. "To my bed!" I say, chuckling.
"Sure thing, Sugar," he says with a grin.
When we get to my room Gerard places me on the bed. He sits down beside me, gently lifting me to his lap. I smile at him and kiss him gently. Gee isn't quite content with gentle and deepens the kiss. I guess the painkillers worked. I wrap my arms around his neck, slipping one into his crimson locks and tugging. "Fuck, Franks," he moans against my lips.
"Yeah, Babe?" I tease. Gerard just kisses me hard. It's strange, even though the kiss is rough and hot - with plenty of tongue and biting - I can still feel every once of love he has for me through the kiss.
I become impatient with the kissing and grind myself down. Gee moans totlly uninhibited and loud, which is totally hot, but being as Hayley's room is just down the hall she hears and instantly storms into the room. "Hey, knock it off!" she shouts, Gee pulls back and we both turn to look at her. "Stop fucking moaning and groaning and grinding. You two need to get better. Cuddles and kisses is all I deem acceptable for now, understood?" she says, pointing a finger at us. We both nod and she mutters a 'good' before leaving. I giggle and get off of Gee. I grab my laptop from my desk and bring it over, putting 21 Jump Street on, and cuddle up to Gerard. He simply smiles, kisses me sweetly and we continue to watch the film in a loving embrace.
"I love you, Geebear,"
"You too, Fairy, love you so much. I always will now shush, cuddle me and watch the film," he orders, a cute smile set across his lips.
God he is so cute.
Notes
So I know I say I'm writing and like five hours later I upload but the doctor said I have ADD so it isn't my fault! :PShitty update but I'm so sleepy and having a shit day.
I'm banned from seeing my dad again, yey... .-.
Anyway, hope you enjoyed my update.
I love you guys.
Thanks for reading.
Charley <3
@Thatonefriend
Well it might not have tied up all the ends, but I read the last chapter & it seems like an ending, although the author said "no more than four more chapters" so yeah p much the end.
12/22/18