I'm really not okay.
Chapter 21- Shower time
I wake up and I am fucking freezing. I turn around seeking the warmth that Gerard had been giving me all night and he isn’t there. I panic because I am fucking terrified that he regretted last night. I feel my throat close up trying to hold down tears. But then I hear something, something fucking beautiful. A beautiful voice is singing a song I have never heard before.
Long ago
Just like the hearse, you die to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you slide to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst to take
From every heart you break
And like the blade you stain
Well, I've been holding on tonight
What's the worst thing I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight
Considering that I know that my dad and his wife can’t sing and that Hayley and Kellin sing in a much higher pitch that that, I know that beautiful voice is Gee. But what is that song? Is it original? Did Gerard write that song? And if so then what is it about? I stand up to go and ask Gerard but I scream in pain as soon as I rush to my feet and crash down on my stomach on the floor. Fucking shit, ouch, wank fuck, jizz shit, wanking jizz, shitting fuck, I can definitely feel the effects from Gee ‘making love’ to me last night. We may be in love but that was hard fucking and my body is trying to make sure that I don’t forget it any time soon, not like I could anyway.
As soon as I scream that beautiful singing stops and I hear light and hasty footsteps from my bathroom to my bedroom. And then my angel steps into the room. “Baby, why are you on the floor?” he coos as he lifts me into his arms.
“This is so fucking embarrassing,” I whisper to myself although Gerard overhears.
“It’s okay, Sugar, you can tell me anything! I’m not going to judge you!” he coos, evidently worried. Oh fuck, this is so fucking embarrassing.
“I’m just… sore…” I whisper the last bit. Why is this embarrassment happening to me? Fuck. And Gee is worried and he’ll either laugh or feel bad or both and I just… fuck!
“Where are you sore? What hap…” Gerard stops his ramble and his eyes blow wide and he bites his lip. Moment of realisation, I figure. “Shit, Frank! I hurt you! I’m so sorry! I’m an awful boyfriend! What the fuck is wrong with me? I was too rough! I should have been gentle!” he continues.
“Hold the fuck up,” I prevent any further rambles about how bad his actions were. “Last night was honestly the best night of my life and… well…” I trail off and blush as I cast my gaze downward. “The sex was amazing,” I whisper. I muster up the courage to look in his eyes and all I can see is that familiar adoration. “I’m positive that if anything were different it wouldn’t have been perfect, which it truly was, Gerard, the whole of yesterday was fucking perfect,” I say slowly, emphasising that I truly meant it. It was perfect! Every single detail couldn’t have been better. “And, especially considering that I didn’t do anything for you, you are anything but an awful boyfriend as you demonstrated with all of yesterday. I fucking love you, Gerard, and I wouldn’t want you to be the slightest bit different. You are more than I dreamed of before I actually had you. Fuck, Gee, this relationship is literally my biggest dream come true! I fucking love you so much just the way you are, including you rough thrusting,” I rush out. “Especially your rough thrusting,” I add with a cheeky wink.
Gerard looks at me with a blush tinting his milky complexion. “That is a strange kind of sweet thing to say,” he mutters. “I love you too, Frankie,” he smiles wide at me and I return it. “I was wondering if you wanted to meet up with everyone and ask them about their Valentine’s day and shit…” he mumbles and I nod. Gee picks me up and takes me downstairs into the kitchen, where he places me on the kitchen counter carefully.
“Gee, I’m not going to break. I can, probably, walk unassisted. I stood up too quickly is all,” I say placing a quick kiss to Gerard’s beautiful lips, which curve into a soft smile once I pull back.
“Okay, if you’re sure. But do you want painkillers or something?” I nod because, even though the pain is manageable, I would really prefer numbness. Gerard leaves the room, returning with painkillers. I don’t even know where they are kept, it is weird how he knows my house better than me. Gee hands me ttwo pills a glass of water. It’s weird how I’m being treated like a guest. Oh well, I’m not one to question any good fortune that I have. “I’m going to call the guys, it’s..” Gerard trails off, looking to his phone to check the time. “10:32 so I assume that everyone will be awake. I’ll be back in a bit,” Gee says before he kisses my forehead and running off. He is so fucking strange. And I love that about him.
About three minutes later I decide to test my body to see if I am able to walk because it would really be quite nice if I wasn’t relying on Gerard all day. I stand up and fail to stop a wince but all-in-all the pain is okay. I walk through the kitchen back to the stairs. I still hadn’t showered from last night so I’m quite sure that I have cum on my thighs and that is not something that I want on my mind whilst I am with my friends.
I make my way to mine and Kellin’s bathroom, instantly turning on the shower so that the water would heat. I look in the full length mirror whilst I wait. I notice some hand shaped bruising on my hips and remember the firm grip that Gee had whilst he was pounding into me. Well I guess that proves how good it was! I step into the shower and begin washing my skin, which I’m sure has stale sweat on it from last night’s antics… eww.
I get my arms and hair cleaned when I feel a pair of arm wrap around my waist. I don’t even jump because I know those arms, I know it’s my Gee.
“Hey, Baby,” he whispers into my ear, sending shivers down my spine. “Want some help?” he offers and I just nod dumbly because my mind has been taken over by thoughts of Gee naked. I mean, I know I’ve seen him and that is why it is so distracting. Imagine him naked, seriously, imagine that perfect man’s naked body… now take that image and make it two-million times hotter and that is what he looks like. Fucking inconceivably sexy, disgustingly hot. Gerard reaches forward, grabbing the coconut body wash, it is all I will use because it is the best smell that a human can have, except for whatever that decisive Gerard smell… I don’t know what it is but it is fucking perfect. He squirts some of the silky liquid into his hands and starts to spread it across my chest, massaging it into my skin, his cool hands making my skin go ablaze. Gerard moves slightly away from me, washing my back, massaging my muscles. It feels so nice to be treated so carefully. He massages my lower back particularly and I don’t get the significance until I remember that that’s meant to soothe the pain after anal sex. What a sweet gesture! Gerard gets more liquid on his hands before moving onto my thighs, squeezing slightly, making me gasp. I can feel myself starting to harden which is just really quite embarrassing because Gerard hasn’t even done anything specifically arousing aside from just being Gerard. He then pushes up against me again and I can feel that he is actually fully fucking hard. Fucking wow, washing me has gotten him hard. Fucking hell, that is so hot… and also makes me feel no longer embarrassed at all. Gerard’s hands move to my hips and I feel him rut into me. Fucking hell. That is so fucking hot, I can’t even express… like… shit… almost as good as when we were actually having sex!
“Mmm, Gee,” I moan in a surprisingly husky voice, awesome. Gerard moans against my neck, kissing it slightly before moving to place kisses along my shoulders, occasionally nipping and even moaning. I don’t even try to suppress my moans because Gerard is moaning and biting and kissing and thrusting and he is just so needy right now and it’s so fucking hot. Gee swivels me around and his lips immediately attach to mine in a fiery kiss. Unlike normal, where one of us allows the other to dominate, our tongues and fighting for dominance and it is really fucking strange… but super sexy. I wrap my arms tightly around Gerard’s neck as he moves his hand from my hips to my arse, squeezing. I instinctively thrust upward into Gee’s hip which makes me moan into his mouth and Gee uses that to his advantage, winning dominance. Shit. I would totally complain if I wasn’t feeling pretty fucking blissed out. One of Gee’s hands move from my arse, tracing patterns on my hips, before reaching my erection. Teasingly, Gerard skates his finger up and down, barely touching me. I pull my lips away from Gee’s, resting my head on his shoulder. “Fucking tease,” I moan out causing Gerard to laugh as he nips at my shoulders again. When Gerard pulls his hand away from my cock I whimper because that is really douchey! Then I feel a cold, thick, liquid on my dick. I open my eyes and look down to see that Gee has poured shower gel on me. Gee grasps me firmly, twisting his hand before pumping. I bite down on his shoulder because this feels really fucking good and I don’t want to moan like a whore… although I still do around Gee’s shoulder.
“Is someone enjoying themselves?” Gee teases.
“Fuck – ungh, shit – fuck you, Gerard!” I grit out, chuckling and moaning simultaneously… how even?
“If you want…” Gee whispers huskily into my ear, I snap my head up and meet his eyes, biting my lip. Did he really just say that I could fuck him? “Not right now,” he adds, blushing. “But, yunno… if you wanna… you can… I guess.. I wouldn’t object to that…” he awkwardly stutters out, never letting up on the perfect rhythm that his hand has created. I groan as I nod quickly, not wanting Gerard to take back his offer. “Good,” he says, immediately changing back to sounding fucking hot. I rest my head onto his shoulder again as I fail to hold moans. Gerard starts biting and sucking behind my ear and my legs almost give way. Everything is so intense with Gerard, in the best fucking way.
“Fucking hell, Babe, so good,” I moan out as my hands unwrap from Gerard’s neck and my nails rake down his back. I can feel that pressure building in my stomach but I try to hold out as long as possible because I love this fucking intimacy and I never want it to stop. “I’m so close, Gerard, so fucking cl – shit – so fucking close,” I whisper.
“C’mon, Frankie, I want to see you cum. Let go, Baby,” Gerard purrs in my ear before he captures my ear lobe in his teeth. Hearing that is what pushes me over the edge and, with a loud moan of his name, I feel my body tense and relax simultaneously as I cum all over Gerard’s chest and hand. “Fucking hell, Frankie, so hot,” Gee whispers in my ear as he pumps me through my orgasm.
We stand still for a couple of minutes before Gerard pulls his hand away from my softening cock. I lift my chin looking up at Gee with a blissed out smile. He lifts his hand to his mouth and the motherfucker licks my cum off of the back of his hand and moans. Holy fucking shit, I can’t even handle it. I lean up and kiss Gerard hard, using his momentary surprise to win dominance with my tongue. I can fucking taste myself in his mouth again which reminds me that I haven’t actually tasted Gerard yet. I pull away from the kiss with a smirk. I trail my hands across Gerard’s back and torso and he closes his eyes, humming in approval at the attention he is receiving. I drop to my knees and look up at Gee with innocent eyes and he looks down.
“What are you doing, Fra – fuck!” Gerard cuts himself off with a moan as I take his dick, already dripping pre cum, into my mouth and start sucking on his head maintaining eye contact with him. “Shit, Frankie,” he moans out again. I start experimentally swirling my tongue as I vaguely remember Gee having done to me last night. Gerard’s hands gripping harshly at my hair in a way that has me moaning. I guess he liked that because he moaned at an obscene volume as he thrust into my mouth. That feels weird as fuck but is it sick to say that I liked it? Yes? Oh… I don’t even give a fuck. I start humming and moaning around Gerard’s considerable length as I start sucking harder, maintaining the swirls my tongue is doing. I’m pretty much replicating every technique that I have ever seen on porn and felt Gerard do to me. I start bobbing my head in time with his hard thrusting. Gee starts moaning with every thrust into my mouth and I start sucking harder. I really just want him to cum, I want to taste him. “Frankie, shit, I’m close, I’m gunna – fuck, Frank – I’m gunna cum,” Gee moans out and then he still and I feel him fill my mouth with cum. Holy fuck. Okay so now I know what cum tastes like… well I know what Gee’s cum tastes like… and it is fucking AWESOME! I pull away from Gerard and look up at him. “Franks, where the fuck did that come from?”
I stand up and kiss Gerard, lovingly. “Well last night you said that I tasted good and I wanted to see what you taste like…” I trail off blushing. “You taste pretty fucking awesome, Gee,” I giggle. Like I’m telling a joke and not telling my boyfriend that I like how his cum tastes… I’m so fucking weird.
“Fuck, Frankie, that is so fucking hot to hear,” Gee whispers in a blissful tone. “And, by the way, you give great blowjobs,” he laughs, causing me to laugh too. “Okay, we should probably actually wash now, I promise not to start jerking you off this time,” Gerard jokes.
“Damn,” I joke right back. We both laugh and actually wash. We get out of the shower and get dressed, me lending Gerard a new top. I am now just sat on my couch waiting for Gerard to tidy up all of the stuff from yesterday, like the candles. I had offered to help but he insisted that I sit down and relax. He is so fucking perfect, how did I get him to be mine?
“Ready to go to mine, Sugar?” Gerard shouts to me from whatever room he is currently in.
“I’m ready when you are,” I shout back.
“Okay, off we go then,” he says appearing in the doorway. I nod and walk over to him, clasping his hand in mine and weaving our fingers together. Gee smiles at me and kisses me sweetly before leading the way to his house. “The guys are all waiting, including Hayley and Kellin, so we should probably hurry. I had promised that we’d be there twenty minutes ago but you just had to get all naked and wet,” Gee jokes.
“Guess that we should make up an excuse for why we’re late,” I giggle. And Gee nods before he smirks.
“We could just tell them about how you’re unable to walk after I fucked you so good last night,” Gee says casually, winking at me. I shove him to the side.
“Shut up, dick! That isn’t even funny!” I say laughing and Gee wraps his arm around my waist.
“I know, Baby. I’m really sorry about hurting you, yunno?” Gee says, squeezing my hip in a loving way.
“I know,” I say smiling, because I really do know that Gee wouldn’t hurt me and that he really fucking does love me. I know that, as long as we’re together, I’m safe from anyone and that I’m loved.
And that’s pretty fucking awesome.
Long ago
Just like the hearse, you die to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you slide to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst to take
From every heart you break
And like the blade you stain
Well, I've been holding on tonight
What's the worst thing I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight
Considering that I know that my dad and his wife can’t sing and that Hayley and Kellin sing in a much higher pitch that that, I know that beautiful voice is Gee. But what is that song? Is it original? Did Gerard write that song? And if so then what is it about? I stand up to go and ask Gerard but I scream in pain as soon as I rush to my feet and crash down on my stomach on the floor. Fucking shit, ouch, wank fuck, jizz shit, wanking jizz, shitting fuck, I can definitely feel the effects from Gee ‘making love’ to me last night. We may be in love but that was hard fucking and my body is trying to make sure that I don’t forget it any time soon, not like I could anyway.
As soon as I scream that beautiful singing stops and I hear light and hasty footsteps from my bathroom to my bedroom. And then my angel steps into the room. “Baby, why are you on the floor?” he coos as he lifts me into his arms.
“This is so fucking embarrassing,” I whisper to myself although Gerard overhears.
“It’s okay, Sugar, you can tell me anything! I’m not going to judge you!” he coos, evidently worried. Oh fuck, this is so fucking embarrassing.
“I’m just… sore…” I whisper the last bit. Why is this embarrassment happening to me? Fuck. And Gee is worried and he’ll either laugh or feel bad or both and I just… fuck!
“Where are you sore? What hap…” Gerard stops his ramble and his eyes blow wide and he bites his lip. Moment of realisation, I figure. “Shit, Frank! I hurt you! I’m so sorry! I’m an awful boyfriend! What the fuck is wrong with me? I was too rough! I should have been gentle!” he continues.
“Hold the fuck up,” I prevent any further rambles about how bad his actions were. “Last night was honestly the best night of my life and… well…” I trail off and blush as I cast my gaze downward. “The sex was amazing,” I whisper. I muster up the courage to look in his eyes and all I can see is that familiar adoration. “I’m positive that if anything were different it wouldn’t have been perfect, which it truly was, Gerard, the whole of yesterday was fucking perfect,” I say slowly, emphasising that I truly meant it. It was perfect! Every single detail couldn’t have been better. “And, especially considering that I didn’t do anything for you, you are anything but an awful boyfriend as you demonstrated with all of yesterday. I fucking love you, Gerard, and I wouldn’t want you to be the slightest bit different. You are more than I dreamed of before I actually had you. Fuck, Gee, this relationship is literally my biggest dream come true! I fucking love you so much just the way you are, including you rough thrusting,” I rush out. “Especially your rough thrusting,” I add with a cheeky wink.
Gerard looks at me with a blush tinting his milky complexion. “That is a strange kind of sweet thing to say,” he mutters. “I love you too, Frankie,” he smiles wide at me and I return it. “I was wondering if you wanted to meet up with everyone and ask them about their Valentine’s day and shit…” he mumbles and I nod. Gee picks me up and takes me downstairs into the kitchen, where he places me on the kitchen counter carefully.
“Gee, I’m not going to break. I can, probably, walk unassisted. I stood up too quickly is all,” I say placing a quick kiss to Gerard’s beautiful lips, which curve into a soft smile once I pull back.
“Okay, if you’re sure. But do you want painkillers or something?” I nod because, even though the pain is manageable, I would really prefer numbness. Gerard leaves the room, returning with painkillers. I don’t even know where they are kept, it is weird how he knows my house better than me. Gee hands me ttwo pills a glass of water. It’s weird how I’m being treated like a guest. Oh well, I’m not one to question any good fortune that I have. “I’m going to call the guys, it’s..” Gerard trails off, looking to his phone to check the time. “10:32 so I assume that everyone will be awake. I’ll be back in a bit,” Gee says before he kisses my forehead and running off. He is so fucking strange. And I love that about him.
About three minutes later I decide to test my body to see if I am able to walk because it would really be quite nice if I wasn’t relying on Gerard all day. I stand up and fail to stop a wince but all-in-all the pain is okay. I walk through the kitchen back to the stairs. I still hadn’t showered from last night so I’m quite sure that I have cum on my thighs and that is not something that I want on my mind whilst I am with my friends.
I make my way to mine and Kellin’s bathroom, instantly turning on the shower so that the water would heat. I look in the full length mirror whilst I wait. I notice some hand shaped bruising on my hips and remember the firm grip that Gee had whilst he was pounding into me. Well I guess that proves how good it was! I step into the shower and begin washing my skin, which I’m sure has stale sweat on it from last night’s antics… eww.
I get my arms and hair cleaned when I feel a pair of arm wrap around my waist. I don’t even jump because I know those arms, I know it’s my Gee.
“Hey, Baby,” he whispers into my ear, sending shivers down my spine. “Want some help?” he offers and I just nod dumbly because my mind has been taken over by thoughts of Gee naked. I mean, I know I’ve seen him and that is why it is so distracting. Imagine him naked, seriously, imagine that perfect man’s naked body… now take that image and make it two-million times hotter and that is what he looks like. Fucking inconceivably sexy, disgustingly hot. Gerard reaches forward, grabbing the coconut body wash, it is all I will use because it is the best smell that a human can have, except for whatever that decisive Gerard smell… I don’t know what it is but it is fucking perfect. He squirts some of the silky liquid into his hands and starts to spread it across my chest, massaging it into my skin, his cool hands making my skin go ablaze. Gerard moves slightly away from me, washing my back, massaging my muscles. It feels so nice to be treated so carefully. He massages my lower back particularly and I don’t get the significance until I remember that that’s meant to soothe the pain after anal sex. What a sweet gesture! Gerard gets more liquid on his hands before moving onto my thighs, squeezing slightly, making me gasp. I can feel myself starting to harden which is just really quite embarrassing because Gerard hasn’t even done anything specifically arousing aside from just being Gerard. He then pushes up against me again and I can feel that he is actually fully fucking hard. Fucking wow, washing me has gotten him hard. Fucking hell, that is so hot… and also makes me feel no longer embarrassed at all. Gerard’s hands move to my hips and I feel him rut into me. Fucking hell. That is so fucking hot, I can’t even express… like… shit… almost as good as when we were actually having sex!
“Mmm, Gee,” I moan in a surprisingly husky voice, awesome. Gerard moans against my neck, kissing it slightly before moving to place kisses along my shoulders, occasionally nipping and even moaning. I don’t even try to suppress my moans because Gerard is moaning and biting and kissing and thrusting and he is just so needy right now and it’s so fucking hot. Gee swivels me around and his lips immediately attach to mine in a fiery kiss. Unlike normal, where one of us allows the other to dominate, our tongues and fighting for dominance and it is really fucking strange… but super sexy. I wrap my arms tightly around Gerard’s neck as he moves his hand from my hips to my arse, squeezing. I instinctively thrust upward into Gee’s hip which makes me moan into his mouth and Gee uses that to his advantage, winning dominance. Shit. I would totally complain if I wasn’t feeling pretty fucking blissed out. One of Gee’s hands move from my arse, tracing patterns on my hips, before reaching my erection. Teasingly, Gerard skates his finger up and down, barely touching me. I pull my lips away from Gee’s, resting my head on his shoulder. “Fucking tease,” I moan out causing Gerard to laugh as he nips at my shoulders again. When Gerard pulls his hand away from my cock I whimper because that is really douchey! Then I feel a cold, thick, liquid on my dick. I open my eyes and look down to see that Gee has poured shower gel on me. Gee grasps me firmly, twisting his hand before pumping. I bite down on his shoulder because this feels really fucking good and I don’t want to moan like a whore… although I still do around Gee’s shoulder.
“Is someone enjoying themselves?” Gee teases.
“Fuck – ungh, shit – fuck you, Gerard!” I grit out, chuckling and moaning simultaneously… how even?
“If you want…” Gee whispers huskily into my ear, I snap my head up and meet his eyes, biting my lip. Did he really just say that I could fuck him? “Not right now,” he adds, blushing. “But, yunno… if you wanna… you can… I guess.. I wouldn’t object to that…” he awkwardly stutters out, never letting up on the perfect rhythm that his hand has created. I groan as I nod quickly, not wanting Gerard to take back his offer. “Good,” he says, immediately changing back to sounding fucking hot. I rest my head onto his shoulder again as I fail to hold moans. Gerard starts biting and sucking behind my ear and my legs almost give way. Everything is so intense with Gerard, in the best fucking way.
“Fucking hell, Babe, so good,” I moan out as my hands unwrap from Gerard’s neck and my nails rake down his back. I can feel that pressure building in my stomach but I try to hold out as long as possible because I love this fucking intimacy and I never want it to stop. “I’m so close, Gerard, so fucking cl – shit – so fucking close,” I whisper.
“C’mon, Frankie, I want to see you cum. Let go, Baby,” Gerard purrs in my ear before he captures my ear lobe in his teeth. Hearing that is what pushes me over the edge and, with a loud moan of his name, I feel my body tense and relax simultaneously as I cum all over Gerard’s chest and hand. “Fucking hell, Frankie, so hot,” Gee whispers in my ear as he pumps me through my orgasm.
We stand still for a couple of minutes before Gerard pulls his hand away from my softening cock. I lift my chin looking up at Gee with a blissed out smile. He lifts his hand to his mouth and the motherfucker licks my cum off of the back of his hand and moans. Holy fucking shit, I can’t even handle it. I lean up and kiss Gerard hard, using his momentary surprise to win dominance with my tongue. I can fucking taste myself in his mouth again which reminds me that I haven’t actually tasted Gerard yet. I pull away from the kiss with a smirk. I trail my hands across Gerard’s back and torso and he closes his eyes, humming in approval at the attention he is receiving. I drop to my knees and look up at Gee with innocent eyes and he looks down.
“What are you doing, Fra – fuck!” Gerard cuts himself off with a moan as I take his dick, already dripping pre cum, into my mouth and start sucking on his head maintaining eye contact with him. “Shit, Frankie,” he moans out again. I start experimentally swirling my tongue as I vaguely remember Gee having done to me last night. Gerard’s hands gripping harshly at my hair in a way that has me moaning. I guess he liked that because he moaned at an obscene volume as he thrust into my mouth. That feels weird as fuck but is it sick to say that I liked it? Yes? Oh… I don’t even give a fuck. I start humming and moaning around Gerard’s considerable length as I start sucking harder, maintaining the swirls my tongue is doing. I’m pretty much replicating every technique that I have ever seen on porn and felt Gerard do to me. I start bobbing my head in time with his hard thrusting. Gee starts moaning with every thrust into my mouth and I start sucking harder. I really just want him to cum, I want to taste him. “Frankie, shit, I’m close, I’m gunna – fuck, Frank – I’m gunna cum,” Gee moans out and then he still and I feel him fill my mouth with cum. Holy fuck. Okay so now I know what cum tastes like… well I know what Gee’s cum tastes like… and it is fucking AWESOME! I pull away from Gerard and look up at him. “Franks, where the fuck did that come from?”
I stand up and kiss Gerard, lovingly. “Well last night you said that I tasted good and I wanted to see what you taste like…” I trail off blushing. “You taste pretty fucking awesome, Gee,” I giggle. Like I’m telling a joke and not telling my boyfriend that I like how his cum tastes… I’m so fucking weird.
“Fuck, Frankie, that is so fucking hot to hear,” Gee whispers in a blissful tone. “And, by the way, you give great blowjobs,” he laughs, causing me to laugh too. “Okay, we should probably actually wash now, I promise not to start jerking you off this time,” Gerard jokes.
“Damn,” I joke right back. We both laugh and actually wash. We get out of the shower and get dressed, me lending Gerard a new top. I am now just sat on my couch waiting for Gerard to tidy up all of the stuff from yesterday, like the candles. I had offered to help but he insisted that I sit down and relax. He is so fucking perfect, how did I get him to be mine?
“Ready to go to mine, Sugar?” Gerard shouts to me from whatever room he is currently in.
“I’m ready when you are,” I shout back.
“Okay, off we go then,” he says appearing in the doorway. I nod and walk over to him, clasping his hand in mine and weaving our fingers together. Gee smiles at me and kisses me sweetly before leading the way to his house. “The guys are all waiting, including Hayley and Kellin, so we should probably hurry. I had promised that we’d be there twenty minutes ago but you just had to get all naked and wet,” Gee jokes.
“Guess that we should make up an excuse for why we’re late,” I giggle. And Gee nods before he smirks.
“We could just tell them about how you’re unable to walk after I fucked you so good last night,” Gee says casually, winking at me. I shove him to the side.
“Shut up, dick! That isn’t even funny!” I say laughing and Gee wraps his arm around my waist.
“I know, Baby. I’m really sorry about hurting you, yunno?” Gee says, squeezing my hip in a loving way.
“I know,” I say smiling, because I really do know that Gee wouldn’t hurt me and that he really fucking does love me. I know that, as long as we’re together, I’m safe from anyone and that I’m loved.
And that’s pretty fucking awesome.
Notes
Sorry about those of you who don't like any smut at all.I know it wasn't like full on or any good but that is three chapters in a row with cum involved...
SORRY!!!
And I'm just so tired so the blowjob was like a 2 out of 10... max... pretty poor ratings. :S
Also sorry that I made that sound so vulgar... Whoopsies! :L
Okay so um...
This is such a shitey chapter...
Urgh.
I've just completely lost the plot...
So yeah...
Sorry about that too.
Three days with no update and this is what you get.
Don't you just hate me?
WELL DON'T PLEASE!!
Yeah..
I don't make sense but it is like 4AM or something so yeah um... I'm tired so yeah.. And I have very poor attention span especially when I'm feeling shitty and fucking gay.
OMFG GUYS! There are reports that My Chemical Romance have a new release coming out on January 21st!
FUUUCKKKKIIINNGGG WWWHHHHAAAAATTTT!!!!?????
OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG!
DOING A FANGIRL!!!
SOO FUCKING OVER EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT SERIOUSLY...
SHIIITTTIIINNNGGGG WWHHHHAAAAT!!!!!????????????
Okay so yeah... Sexy Gee to commemorate the moment...
I just can't express how I feel. I am actually fucking exhausted from how much I have been screaming and cheering and internet fangirling and my attention span and energy also dropped because of that!
So MCR are directly responsible for a shit update!
Tweet Gerard and Frank and be like 'You guys were shit in chapter 21 of Charley's Frerard fic because of the new album release news, what up with that?' ... Don't do that actually... OMFG I AM SO TIRED AND I'M BEING A STUPID IDIOT! SO GOOD NIGHT!
THANKS FOR READING MY CHAPTER, PERFECT PEOPLES!
Charley <3
@Thatonefriend
Well it might not have tied up all the ends, but I read the last chapter & it seems like an ending, although the author said "no more than four more chapters" so yeah p much the end.
12/22/18