“Baby, eat your pancakes and drink your coffee before they get cold,” Gerard says once he pulls away from my consuming kiss. I pout and cross my arms over my chest whilst giving Gerard my best puppy dog eyes because, as much as I love coffee - which is a lot - and pancakes, kissing Gee is my favourite fucking thing. He tastes better than a pancake and he makes me more awake than a coffee… and I sound so fucking gooey and cheesy and cliché and what-the-fuck-ever, I don’t even care though because it is all fucking true.

Gerard leans in and brushes my earlobe with his soft lips. “Plus,” he whispers. “We have plenty of time for that later,” he says in a voice that is so husky and seductive that it really should be made illegal. Like seriously it is so fucking hot that I had to bite my lip to hold in a moan just from hearing him talk! Gee pulls away smirking at me and I blush, which I feel ridiculous about but it isn’t unnatural given his insinuations and sexy voice and sexy face and sexy existence! Gerard grabs the tray and places it on the bed. “Eat your pancakes, Sugar!” I nod and pick up my fork taking a bite of the pancakes and, oh my fucking shit, they are almost as good as orgasms! Remember that moan I suppressed like twenty seconds ago, well that escapes from where it was held in my throat. “That good?” Gee laughs, causing my cheeks to go an even more obscene shade of pink.

“They’re really fucking good,” I smile, shyly, causing Gerard to laugh deeply. “Plus we made out then you were talking in a sexy voice and looking sexy and just you are so fucking hot and I was suppressing a moan and then the pancake was so good that I let it slip, okay!?” I rush to say in justification, which causes Gerard to laugh more. Fucking dick, fucking perfect dick, great… now I’m thinking of his dick, this isn’t helping to reduce my redness… urgh! Gerard grabs his coffee as he sits on the bed, crossing his legs. I am still savouring my delicious pancakes because they are possibly the best pancakes ever. Although I may be biased. “Gee, I didn’t know you knew how to cook!” I say with a mouth full of pancake. Of course I instantly regret doing so as it must be really fucking gross… smooth Iero, smooth.

“Yeah, I’m glad that you approve of my culinary skills because I plan to cook you dinner too!” he replies after swallowing a sip of coffee. Hmm… swallowing… I wonder if that’s something Gerard would do… NO! STOP IT FRANK! BEHAVE! YOUR BOYFRIEND IS TRYING TO BE CUTE AND ROMANTIC NOT SEXUALISE! CONTROL YOURSELF. I realise that Gee is staring at me as I had been giving myself a lecture and not replying to him. Will it seem less or more suspicious if I just kissed him? I don’t care because I really want to fucking kiss him. Guess what I’m doing… leaning in to kiss him.

Gerard’s lips go from a confused line to soft parted cushions as soon as I press mine to his. Gerard indulges me with a gentle kiss for five or so minutes before pulling away to drink his coffee. I give him a gentle peck on the jaw before finishing my pancakes and gulping down my coffee, which must have looked fucking disgusting. It causes Gee to chuckle whilst putting the cups back on the tray and moving it to the bedside table before he scoots closer to me. I like where this is going. Gerard leans into me, putting his arms around my waist. I love where this is going. Gerard kisses me softly on the… cheek. Dafuq, Gerard Way!? Like yeah that’s cute but it’s not a kiss. Wait, why am I complaining? I love cute! Stop being so weird Frank! Whilst I’m lost in thought I don’t realise that Gerard moves his arms until I am being picked up like a fucking bride. He is holding me bridal style! I can’t decide whether that is annoying and patronising or cute as fuck. I go with cute.

“Gee, what the fuck are you doing?” I giggle as I wrap my arms round his neck. Gerard stands up and begins walking toward my door.

“We’re going downstairs to enjoy Valentine’s day, Baby. Okay?” I lean up and kiss all of his jaw that I can reach as he progresses downstairs to the living room.

“Mmm, ‘kay!” I mumble against his jaw, kissing it over and over. We walk, well Gerard walks and I am carried, to the living room. Gerard gently places me on the sofa before he hops up and runs to the 42” TV that my Dad has, even though he was ‘too poor’ to give my mum child benefits… What? Filthy liar! Meh, don’t even care. Today is all about Gerard, not my mother. That can wait until tomorrow. After putting in a DVD, Gee walks back over smiling and sitting next to me. I immediately climb into his lap, in a cute and not sexual way because I got my shit together and pushed sex out of my mind… for now. I snuggle up into the crook of his neck, giving a loving kiss to his shoulder. “What’re we doing today?” I ask innocently.

“I thought we could watch some films and shit,” Gee replies grabbing what I assume is the remote to the DVD player.

“ ‘Films and shit’ ,“ I repeat. “Very romantic, Gee!” I tease.

“Shu’up!” he giggles. “Up a second, I’m going to grab a blanket,” Gee says lifting me off of him.

“Not even I know where the blankets are?” I state but the way I say it makes it sound like a question, and also makes me sound like an idiot. Gerard glances over his shoulder at me as he exits to the hallway and instead of a what-the-fuck-kind-of-idiot-are-you look he wears his usual look of adoration. I love it so much. I love him so much.

Gerard re-enters with a big fluffy blanket which looks perfect for snuggling into whilst cuddling up to your boyfriend. “That lovely sister, well step-sister, of yours has helped me plan this so I know where practically everything in this place is situated,” Gee explains with a fond smile at the mention of Hayley. She really is fucking great.

“Oh, that’s lovely!” I say, sounding less excited than intended because I’ve only been up for like thirty minutes so I’m still sleepy plus it’s like… wait what fucking time is it? “Babe, what time is it?” I ask Gee as he sits down beside me.

“Well I woke you up at about 11AM so I don’t know, half past?” Gerard guesses and if he woke me at 11AM then that’s probably about right. “Now shut up and snuggle up to me whilst we watch these films!” Gee orders, making it obvious by his cute expression that it wasn’t really a snappy order… more like a loving request. So I did just that. I climbed into Gee’s lap, wrapping my arms around his neck as he coils his around my waist. We share a loving gaze as he presses play on the remote. The breaks start and Gee groans in irritation and, even though I agree that adverts are annoying, the fact that he sulked about it made me giggle. Apparently Gerard didn’t approve of my giggling and decides to press his lips to mine to shut me up. And yeah, that fucking works! Gerard starts nibbling on my lip and I softly moan, opening my lips to grant his skilled tongue access to my mouth. Gerard instantly catches on and massages his tongue with mine slow and gentle. We share a long, affectionate, kiss which is so soft and gentle that we leave our hand where they are and leave the kiss at that. After about ten minutes I pull away because oxygen is something that my lungs desire.

I hum in appreciation to the kiss and rest my Forehead to Gerard’s, smiling. I rotate myself slightly so that, you know, I can actually watch the films. By the time we’re watching the film is already about ten minutes in and I know instantly what it is. “BIG FISH!” (A/N: Tim Burton film so yeah, I know it isn’t his favourite but it is by Burton so shush it you!) Gerard laughs and places a kiss to my temple. I rearrange my whole body so that I can watch this Tim Burton classic even though I love Gee but he’ll be here all day and I love this, and every other, Tim Burton film! Gerard wraps the blanket comfortably around us, continuing to hold me to him. And I think that I just found my new favourite thing – cuddling to a film with my boyfriend.

Once the movie is over we watch Edward Scissor-hands, Sweeney Todd and then The Nightmare Before Christmas!!!! My favourite fucking film of, I don’t know, EVER! LIKE FOR FUCKING REAL! WHEN DID I EVEN FUCKING TELL HIM THAT I LIKE TIM BURTON? AND HE KNOWS THAT THIS IS MY FAVOURITE BECAUSE HE FUCKING DECLARED IT AS HE PUT IT ON!

We made out a bit whilst we watched the other films but during The Nightmare Before Christmas I was 100% focused on the screen and Gee didn’t seem to mind at all.

When The Nightmare Before Christmas finishes I turn to Gerard and kiss him hard because it would be rude not to show appreciation, yunno! Gerard reciprocates the kiss but when I start sliding my hands to the buttons on the front of his shirt he tuts at me and grabs my wrists. “Na-ah” he mumbles against my lips before he pulls away, looking me in the eyes. “Frankie,” he says, intertwining our fingers. “It’s only 7:30PM, Fairy,” Gee informs me, looking at his phone to check that he was right about the time, which he of course was. “We need to have dinner and then we have all night so we don’t need to rush things, okay?” Gerard says, punctuating his sentence with a sweet little kiss. I simply nod because it really is more than okay, it is incredibly sweet and romantic and perfect and thoughtful and I love Gee so much, the last part of which I apparently thought out loud. “Love you too, Frank,” Gerard smiles at me. I smile back at him and kiss him gently. “Okay, up you get Frankie. I’m going to cook dinner. Would you like me to run you a bath?” Gee asks and what the fuck? Run me a bath whilst he cooks me dinner after letting me snuggle to him whilst we watched films? What has happened to my life? It went from a living Hell to idealistic in about a fucking day! I nod excitedly and Gerard runs up to the bathroom which I learned the other day was just mine and Kellin’s. My dad and step-mum have an en-suite as well as Hayley because of her ‘lady things’ and yeah, I don’t really want to know.

I must have sat in thought about my newly improved life for ten minutes because I’m snapped back into reality by warm arms lifting me. I look up and, to no surprise, it was Gee who was of course smiling down at me. “Bath is ready, Sugar,” he informs as he carries me upstairs and sets me carefully on the edge of the tub, making sure that I keep my balance.

“Thanks, Babe,” I smile at Gee who just kisses me lovingly on the lips and walks out of the room, of course throwing me a winky/smirky/sexy-as-fuck face. I sigh with content as he shut the door. Quickly I remove my pyjamas and climb into what I can now see is a bubble bath. A motherfucking bubble bath! Gee has made me a bubble bath! Have I mentioned recently how much I love him? I sit in the luxurious tub and allow the bubbles to soothe my muscles. Damn this is perfect. After about thirty minutes of relaxing and thinking about my love for my boyfriend I decide that I should probably wash. Seeing as my hair is clean, and because I want to go and spend time with Gee, I just wash my body quickly. I get out of the bath, wrapping a towel around my waist, inspecting my healing scars. I am about to go to my room and dress when I find a pile of clothes on the chest of drawers outside of the bathroom. I promptly dress in what Gerard has set out for me which is my black boxers, red dress shirt and black super skinny jeans, although I hope that I won’t be needing clothes for too long. Shit, nope, stop with the sex thoughts Frank Anthony Iero!

I make my way down the staircase to be stopped by an overwhelming aroma. Holy shit, is that eggplant parmesan? I rush into the kitchen to see Gerard serving up, exactly as I guessed, eggplant parmesan! What the fuck? He knows all of my fucking favourites! How? “Gee!” I screech, running over and kissing him quickly before sitting down by a serving.

“What? Oh, do you like this?” Gee asks, pretending not to know.

“Gerard Way, this is my favourite! How did you know?” I ask excitedly as he places my serving down.

“Well you and I spoke a lot in the hospital and you are important enough for me to remember this stuff,” he says looking down due to embarrassment.

“Awww, Babe, that is so fucking cute!” I coo, leaning over a pressing a loving kiss to his cheek. “I promise that when we talk about you I’ll remember everything!” I joke although I’m serious about remembering stuff. Gerard nods and tells me that we should probably eat because he has something planned. Fucking hell I am so excited. I eat some of the food. What the fuck? How can a fifteen year old boy cook the best food I have ever fucking eaten? “Holy shit! Gee! This is fucking excellent! Holy mother of fuck! How are you so good?” I rush out whilst wolfing down the food. Gerard laughs and eats like a normal person.

“I guess I’ve always cooked for myself because my parents work long hours. I learned to cook well so that I didn’t eat shitty food!” Gerard explains through laughter. “You are so cute, Franks” Gerard says whilst wiping my mouth with a napkin.

“No, it’s gross!” I argue. “Ahh well, I’m nearly done so we can do whatever it is you have planned,” I say with a small smirk to which Gee blushes.

We continue to eat our meal, discussing how Gerard learned to be independent because of his parents’ demanding jobs and how, even if he should be, he isn’t resentful toward them because he likes knowing all of this shit. And I think that I just found my new favourite thing – talking through a meal cooked by my boyfriend with my boyfriend.

Once we finish our meals Gerard puts our dishes into the sink and takes my hand in his, intertwining our fingers. “You ready for the surprise?” Gerard asks. I doubt that, unless he bought me a unicorn, I’ll be surprised. I know that we’re going to fuck. I just know. All signs throughout the day have pointed to as much. I nod and Gerard leads me to my room. I open the door and I’m fucking surprised. There must be about two hundred candles lit and there are red rose petals leading to the bed. That cheesy cliché fucker!

“Oh my God, Gee!” I whisper turning to Gerard. Gerard wraps his hands around my waist and I wind mine around his neck.

“I love you Frank Iero, happy Valentine’s day,” Gee whispers before he kisses me deeply and lovingly.

“I love you too, Gerard Way. I love you so fucking much!” I whisper back as I kiss him much needier than the last, more passionate and lustful, but still loving. Gerard moves his hands down to my thighs quickly picking me up and wrapping my legs around his waist. He walks us to my bed and places me down on it softly before he straddles my hips, never breaking the kiss.

The kiss gets more heated and more tongue is used and it is not even a slight bit gentle. When Gee starts pulling my hair I moan like a fucking porn star. “I need you, Gee! Now!” I groan which causes Gerard to pull away from the kiss.

“No, Frankie. We aren’t rushing this; I don’t want us to fuck, Frank, I want us to…” Gerard trails off looking as though he doesn’t want to continue.

“Make love?” I ask.

“Yeah but that sounds so gay!” he says, blushing. I laugh and Gerard looks away somewhat hurt.

“That sounds gay?” I chuckle. “Well it is pretty gay to make love to another man!” I point out, causing Gee to chuckle too.

“Touché,” he whispers, leaning down and kissing me gently. “So we’re agreed that this is going to be love making, not fucking?” he asks and I nod, pulling him down to kiss me again. This kiss is passionate, of course it’s a bit heated but in a loving way. I move my hands to the buttons on his dress shirt and slowly undo them, him happily allowing me to. I break from the kiss, wasting no time in moving to kiss from his lips to his collar bones. I bite softly and suck in my mark so that he has something to remember today by. Gee moans beautifully as I mark him and I can’t resist moving to kiss his soft lips again. Gerard reciprocates the kiss and starts massaging my tongue perfectly with his. He removes his shirt and then moves onto mine. As he undoes the buttons I can feel his soft artistic finger skate over the milky skin of torso which sends sparks throughout my entire body. Once all of my buttons are undone I sit up slightly and remove the shirt.

I catch Gerard admiring my body and I instantly go from pasty to beetroot red. Gee looks up at my pink face with a smile of admiration. “You are so beautiful, Fairy,” he whispers kissing my lips lovingly before he starts kissing down to my chest. Gerard sucks my collar bone before he kisses the new mark he had left. He licks a line down to my left nipple before he sucks the pink bud into his mouth. Holy shit, that feels so nice.

“Mmm, You’re beautiful too, Babe,” I moan out and I feel Gerard smile against my nipple before he bites it gently, causing me to gasp. Gerard continues trailing his lips down, kissing and sucking little marks across my stomach. He dips his tongue into my navel and licks a line down to the waistband of my jeans. He looks up at me and I know that look in his eyes is him asking if he can continue. I nod my flushed face and Gerard instantly moves his hands to the front of my jeans, unbuttoning them and pulling down the zipper. I lift my hips off of the bed and he pulls my jeans off. His hand moves tentatively to the front of my boxers, treating my hard cock with a gently caress. “Mmm, Gee,” I plead him. He seems to understand because he immediately pulls down my boxers and throws them off of the bed, along with my jeans.

Gerard places kisses across my hips, biting his mark into the left one, before he reaches my scars. He looks at them sadly before looking up at me. “I love you so much, Frankie, never hurt yourself again,” he pleads me and I nod, swallowing down my tears of I don’t know what, love? ‘Love tears’ is a thing right? Well it is now!

Gee kisses all of my scars lovingly before he moves his attention to my thighs. He kisses the insides of my thighs, getting higher and higher each time. I whimper because I am so turned on and I need him to do something before I die of a lack of blood circulating through, most parts of, my body. Gee licks up until he’s face-to-face – well not face-to-face because, I don’t know about you, but my dick is faceless but whatever – with my erection. Gerard glances up at me. “Can I?” he begs, and I nearly lose it because he sounds like he fucking needs to put his lips around it and not like he wants to do it for me. My eyes have widened and he must have mistaken that for fear because he instantly sits up, grasping my hand in his. “We don’t have to do this, Baby. We can just get dressed and go to sleep or we can go as far as you want. I don’t want to pressure you,” Gee mumbles out in a worried tone.

“No, I want to. I want you to… make love,” I mumble the last bit, embarrassed that I’m using an expression that I always mock but that is what this is. I wish it didn’t sound so fucking stupid. “To me. I was just trying to keep my composure because the way you asked if you could blow me was like so hot! You said it in such a fucking needy voice and it was fucking difficult not to just lose it right there when you were practically begging to and I just, oh my God,” I trail off completely incapable of finishing that sentence. Gerard smirks, clearly understanding what I was getting at.

“Okay, Baby,” he purrs. Without further ado he leans down and places an open mouthed kiss to the head of my cock, maintaining eye contact with me. HOLY SHIT. I moan, yeah I’m already fucking moaning. Gerard licks a line from the head all the way down my shaft. And that feels fucking amazing. My whole body is electrified. I should probably make a point that this is the first time that anyone has given me oral so I am somewhat overly excited by every fucking sensation. Gerard licks back up as he curls his fingers around my shaft. He swirls his tongue around my head before licking into my slit, clearing the embarrassing amount of pre-cum. I moan louder than fucking ever as he wraps his lips around my head, gently sucking as his tongue dances around my head. Oh my shit this is fucking ridiculously amazing and he has barely started. Slowly his warm mouth starts sliding down my cock and shit. Fuck. God. No, not God! Not whilst Gerard has his wet mouth gliding up and down my erection. I feel Gerard starting to actually hollow out his cheeks and suck and I try so hard but I can’t help but thrust deeper into his mouth, hitting his throat causing me to moan obscenely. HOLY MOTHERFUCKING SHIT FUCK! GERARD DOESN’T HAVE A FUCKING GAG REFLEX! AND HE MOANED WHEN I DID! FUCKING HELL! I feel his hands rest on under my arse and my hips go down and he is lifting them up again. Shit, I think he wants me to fuck his mouth. And really, who am I to deny him such. I start thrusting up as he moves his mouth down and he is pretty much deep throating me right now! Then he fucking swallows around my dick as he holds my hips up, keeping my cock pressed deeply into his throat. SHIT! THAT IS! OH SHIT! I can feel my orgasm building up and I know that I won’t last even a minute if he keeps this up. “Gee! Stop! I don’t want to – ungh fuck, so good – I don’t want to cum like this,” I, attempt to, yell at him although it comes out as more of a series of moans with words jumbled in between. Gerard understands though and he moves his mouth instantly from my dick. I know I’m the one who told him to stop but I can’t help but let out a needy whimper at the loss of the tight suction and the heat and the fucking amazingness that is Gerard Way’s mouth.

“Was that… okay?” Gerard mumbles. Okay? What the fuck does he mean okay?

“Are you serious? It was fucking extraordinary!” I say through heavy breaths. Gerard smiles widely at me clearly appreciating my appreciation. That sounds dumb… meh, I just had a life changing blowjob – okay maybe not life changing – so I don’t really care about making sense to be honest. “No one’s ever told you that you suck dick like a fucking expert?” I ask. Damn, I sound like a sleaze ball.

“Well I don’t know, maybe they would of if I’d done it before,” he shrugs. Wait what?

“That was the first blowjob you’ve ever given?” I ask, bewildered.

“Yeah, you’re the only person I’ve ever done anything with… I know it’s pathet…”

“No! Gee! You are the only person who I’ve ever done anything with too!” I practically yell, again it fails but this time due to heavy breathing as opposed to moaning.

“Really? That is pretty fucking awesome then,” Gerard smiles at me. “I didn’t know it was possible but I think I love you even more knowing that,” he whispers.

“I love you so much, Gerard,” I whisper back, leaning up to kiss him. Gee meets me in the middle, kissing me with love and trust. I didn’t even know that a kiss could show a trusting feeling but it really fucking can. As Gee’s tongue presses gently to mine I can faintly taste, what I assume to be, myself in amongst all the Gee flavour… that is really fucking weird. I pull back giggling. “I can taste myself,” I whisper to Gee.

“Hmmm, and doesn’t it taste so good?” he purrs. And oh shit damn he is back to sexy. I moan because seriously, I don’t know about you but I find it pretty fucking arousing that Gee thinks I taste good. Gerard kisses me again deeply and I ignore my flavour because I just want to taste the Gee flavour in his mouth. “Frankie,” Gee moans as he pulls away.

“Yeah, Gee?”

“I really want to fuck, I mean make love to, you now,” he whispers.

“I want you too, Gee. But I’ve never done this before, I’m kind of scared,” I ashamedly admit.

“If you still want to make love then I can try and make it gentle,” he says looking into my eyes. “But know that if you change your mind just say so and I’ll stop instantly,” he reassures me. I nod but then Gerard gets off of me. What?

“Gee?” I ask as he walks around to the chest of drawers across the room. Gee doesn’t reply just grabs something and when he lifts it up I realise that it is pretty important. He is holding a pack of condoms and a bottle of lube. He starts walking back toward me with the essentials in hand. Then it occurs to me. “Gee, do we need them? I mean we are both clean and…” I trail off before deciding to continue. “I want to feel you…” I whisper to him as he sets down the lube on the bed.

“Frankie,” he moans. “I don’t think that you realise how fucking hot it is to hear you say that,” he says before throwing the condoms aside. I smile at him and lean in to kiss him again. He kisses back quickly before pulling away to focus on removing his remaining clothes. Once he gets his jeans and boxers off I take a moment to stare at him in all of his naked glory. Holy fuck, he is literally perfect.

“You are so perfect, Babe,” I whisper and I lean forward and grab his hips, pulling him down on top of me. I feel how hard his is from where his cock is pushed onto my hip. “Fuck, you are so fucking hot,” I tell him as I kiss him deeply. I run my hand down to Gee’s cock and feel that he is spilling a fair amount of pre-cum and this is the first time I’ve even touched him. Did blowing me really turn him on that much? Holy fucking shit! That is so fucking hot. I think that my impossibly hard dick just somehow got even harder at that thought. “Gee, I fucking need you now, please,” I plead Gerard as I pull back from his lips.

“Okay, Baby. I’m going to like… finger you first,” he says, pausing before managing to actually say ‘fingering’ as if it were an illegal term. I nod and Gee reaches to grab the lube. He spreads a fair amount across three of his fingers. “Frank, I think this might hurt a bit. I’ll be as slow and gentle as I can, okay?” he asks, worried.

“Yeah, don’t worry. Just be as gentle as you can, I trust you,” I whisper back, leaning up to kiss him before lying onto my back. I lift my knees up to my chest because that is what they do in porn so I assume it makes it easier. Gerard sits back and looks down at me. He bites his lip and fucking moans at the sight of me. I have literally never felt so embarrassingly confident which is weird because I am so fucking vulnerable right now.

“You ready?” Gee whispers, looking lovingly into my eyes. I hum a yes and Gerard must understand because he places his index finger to my entrance, swirling some lube around and that is really fucking cold and weird but also quite nice.

“Go, Babe, it’s okay. Just be careful,” I say smiling. Gerard nods and pushes the tip of his finger in causing me to gasp because that is really fucking weird and uncomfortable. “Shit, Gee. That is really fucking weird,” I gasp.

“Shh, it’s okay, Baby. Just try to relax, okay?” Gerard says, placing kisses across the expanse of my stomach. I do as he says and relax a bit, enabling him to slowly move his finger in deeper. And that actually feels quite fucking nice. He pulls his finger out most of the way and starts thrusting in again. I moan and Gerard smiles. “Is this okay, Frankie?” he asks me, clearly knowing the answer.

“Yeah,” I pause to let out a long moan as he starts moving his finger faster. “Fuck, Gerard, that’s so fucking good,” I groan. Gerard continues thrusting his finger into me and a nice speed and I find myself actually rocking back on his hand to meet his movements. “Gee, more, please,” I beg and he instantly puts thrusts his other two fingers in. Fuck! That is more that discomfort, that is actually painful. “Oww, Gee! Fuck! Stop moving! Shit!” I say through gritted teeth.

“Shit, Frankie! I’m so fucking sorry! I got carried away! Shit! I didn’t mean to hurt you. Gerard apologises, adding cute kisses along my hips and thighs to try and soothe me, which it does. After a couple of minutes I manage to adjust to the stretch and when the burn stops I nod at Gerard.

“It’s okay, Babe. It just hurt a bit. I’m fine now, you can move them again,” I say with a small smile. Gee nods and starts to move his fingers slowly in and out. It is no time at all before Gee starts to move faster and I’m rocking back against his fingers again, moaning softly. But then he curls his fingers and hits that spot, my prostate. “Holy mother of fuck!” I scream. “Gee, keep doing that! Shit! Right fucking there!” I moan/ yell at him and he complies. Gerard keeps thrusting his fingers right into it and I feel that heat swirl in the pit of my stomach. Fuck, at this rate I’m going to cum just from Gerard fingering me. “Gee, stop. I’m ready. I need you now!” I moan out and Gerard nods. Gently Gerard removes his fingers from me and yet again I whimper because even though I asked him to stop I was so close and my cock is pretty pissed off at me. Sorry Frank Junior Junior! Gerard is about to grab the lube but I grab it first. I squirt a fair bit on my hand and run my hand along Gee’s dick. Fucking hell he is so hard and he’s thrusting into my hand and I need him thrusting somewhere else. Once I feel as though I have given him a generous coating I pull my hand away, wiping the leftover lube onto the sheets below me.

I feel Gerard line his dick up with my entrance, placing one hand next to my head and the other on my hip. “You ready, Sugar?” he checks.

“Yes! I need you so fucking much, Gee! Just go slow and I’ll tell you when it’s okay to start actually moving properly, okay?” he nods and with that he leans down, giving me a passionate kiss. Our tongues dance together in perfect sync and he starts gently sucking my lip and tongue as I feel him push into me softly. This doesn’t even hu… SHIT! FUCK! OUCH! “Fuck!” I grit out as the head of his cock is fully into me. Gerard stops, massaging my hip with his hand whilst he scatters kisses across my face.

“It’s okay, Baby, just tell me when I can go or if I should stop, okay?” he says placing a kiss to my lips. After a couple of minutes it stops burning and I tell him to move. He slowly pushes in more, making me grit my teeth and groan because Gerard is really fucking thick and I am really not used to this seeing as I’m giving him my virginity. Gerard inches in, letting small moans escape against my lips occasionally, until he has all seven inches into me and I feel his hips meet my arse. “Are you okay, Frankie?” Gerard says, moaning.

“Yeah, just hold on a bit. I am so fucking full and it still hurts a bit,” I rush out trying not to wince in pain.

“Okay, Sugar, I’ll stay still for as long as you need,” he says before he kisses my eyes, ridding away the tears that I didn’t feel forming. After about five minutes of soothing words and strokes get used to the stretch and tell Gee that he can move. Gerard slowly pulls about five inches out before easing back in. He moans softly against my shoulder where he is placing loving kisses. I wince a bit because it is still uncomfortable.

After a couple of minutes of slow thrusting the pain is dissipating and it is starting to feel good. I moan and Gerard takes that as a sign to speed up. “Fucking hell, Frankie, you feel so good around me, so warm and tight,” Gee moans out as he thrusts deeper, causing me to gasp in a pleased way.

“Gee, I’m so fucking full. It feels so good, you feel so good,” I moan back because I don’t know that I’ll be able to form the words to tell him that later if he keeps making me feel so good. Gerard starts thrusting in a different angles and I don’t know what he’s trying to do until he achieves it. “HOLY FUCK!” I yelp as he hits that bundle of nerves just like he had with his fingers.

“I guess I found it,” he smirks at me.

“Gee, right there, harder, faster, more, just – ungh, fucking hell Gee – I need more, c’mon, Babe!” I practically beg Gerard through a chorus of moans. He seems to enjoy my needy moans as he moans himself and does as I asked. He starts hitting my prostate harder and harder with every thrust. “Fuck, Gee, so good, don’t stop!” I groan as my vision goes white and I feel like I’m in a state of ecstasy. I start raising my hips up to meet his, effectively hitting my prostate harder than he had alone, and causing Gerard to start moaning and groaning with every thrust just as I am.

“Frankie, you’re so fucking hot, you look so fucking good like this,” Gerard says, mixed in with pants and moans.

“You too, Gee, fuck,” I can feel that familiar build up again and I know that I’m getting close. “Gee, don’t fucking stop, I’m so fucking close!” I yelp and he moves his other hand from by my head to my other hip and tightens his hands. I know that there will be bruises there in the morning and I’m glad because I’ll look at them and remember this moment of pure ecstasy.

“Fuck, Frankie, I’m close too!” Gerard pants.

“Cum for me, Gerard, I want to feel you fill me up,” I moan out. Where the fuck did that come from? I don’t have time to think about it. Gerard’s thrusts are getting erratic and even faster and harder.

“Fuck, Frankie, I’m gunna… I’m…” Gerard gasps out before his mouth falls open, his eyes squeeze tightly shut and he moans a moan which would put porn stars to shame and I feel him release inside me but he keeps thrusting, riding out his orgasm. His hard thrusts to my prostate, feeling his release, seeing his gorgeous face and hearing his moan all combine to push me over the edge and I moan Gerard’s name, well what is meant to be Gerard’s name but ends out as more of a ‘Ge-ungh-d-ahhhh’, loudly and I cum harder than I ever have before. I feel my toes curl and it’s like every single nerve explodes and I feel like the intense feeling is enough to just kill me. My cum lands all over my stomach and I’d normally find that gross but right now I don’t care.

Gerard slows down his thrusts and gently pulls out of me before he falls beside me. We are both panting heavily. About five minutes later Gerard gets up and I’m too tired to ask where he’s going because I know that he wouldn’t just leave me after that. He comes back after switching my bedside lamp on and blowing out the candles. He wipes my stomach with a wet towel and pulls some clean boxers up my shaking legs. I open my eyes and smile lazily at Gerard, observing that he is wearing my favourite batman boxers; ordinarily I’d complain but after today, particularly the last hour or so, he fucking deserves them. Weird reward I know but shush. Gerard lifts me up and places me under the covers before he climbs in with me. “Love you, Gee,” I say sleepily.

“I love you too, Fairy, so fucking much,” Gerard says before he leans into me and kisses me gently and lazily and lovingly and just such a perfect post-sex kiss. “G’night, Baby. Happy Valentine’s day,” Gee says after he pulls away from the kiss.

“N’night, Babe, thank you so much. Today was the best day of my life,” I tell him honestly. Gee smiles at me and kisses me one last time. He pulls me close to him and I put my head on his chest, draping my arms over his shoulder. Gerard wraps his arms around my waist, holding my tightly to him and we lie there, holding eachother and letting sleep take us in.

And I know that I just found my new favourite thing.

The magnificent Gerard fucking Way.

Notes

So yeah, I took almost five fucking days to update!
I am so sorry!
My mum banned me from writing fanfiction because I'm behind at school and, because of my depression, I am 'in an unhealthy state of mind and shouldn't subject myself to abuse online'... I don't know what she's talking about because you guys are nothing but kind and supportive and make me feel so fucking happy!
But yeah, she isn't in tonight - hence the update!
I'll try sneaking on to update but it isn't easy because we only have once computer in the Front room so yeah.
But I gave you a hench update and a cute cliche sex scene (because it was valentine's day so it had to be romantic and cheesy and '^_^ aww' instead of 'O.o omg so hot!' yunno) as apologies.
I am even more fucking embarrassed about the sex. OMG!
Sorry that I wrote that! It was poor! Literally was cringing as I wrote it. Oh God. It sucks so bad. (Haa sucks, blowjob… ohh…) :L
P.s. This chapter was 6,679 words (Practically a quadrouple update! I told you I was sorry!!!) and the whole fic is now 4,3671 words... Yeah! IKR! THAT IS LOOAAAAADS!
Now I'm tired! I need shleep! Dear lord!
I'll update as often as I possibly can.
I fucking love you all!
Thank you for being so fucking patient!
Thanks for reading, perfect people.
Charley <3