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Save Me From My Self Destruction

I Miss You

****1 week later****

***Gerard's POV***

I sat backstage, stretched, and warmed up. So far, we've only had three shows this week, and all of them have gone great. I can already see that we've forming a fandom, and that's the most amazing feeling ever. The first night we performed, the crowd was already singing back all the words with me. It left me on the verge of tears. I didn't know people knew our music that well. People on the streets are even coming up to me and asking for a picture! I looked out into the crowd from my spot backstage, and saw countless teens with homemade MCR shirts, and merchandise. Mikey came behind me, and patted me on the back.

"This is amazing, Gerard. I mean, we actually have a fandom!"

"I know. Seeing all these fans, and al the people who made their own merch, just makes all this worth it. It's incredible, Mikes." I could feel myself start to tear up. But not tears of sadness. Tears of amazement, joy, excitement, and so many other emotions.

"Common guys, you gotta start getting ready. You guys are on in 10." Brian informed us. Mikey walked into the "dressing room" (closet) to get his bass, leaving me to watch our fans scream our name.

***Chrissi's POV***

I woke up in my empty bed and frowned. I miss Gee. A lot. I rolled myself out of my bed, and made my way downstairs finding Jess, and Daniel at the kitchen table.

"Morning. I just made eggs if you want any. I just have to feed Danny, and then we can go and do something." she smiled.

"Alright, I'm just gonna heat up the pizza in the fridge."

"Dude, when you get fat, and Gerard doesn't want you anymore don't come crying to me because I told you so."

"Fuck you." I flipped her off.

"There are kids here bitch!"

I heard the doorbell ring.

"Hey Jess?"

"Fuck you." She went to get the door. I peaked over to see who it was. She opened the door to see Genni standing there.

"Ew." She shut it her face.

"It was no one." Genni opened the door.

"Shit I forgot to lock it." Jess mumbled under her breath.

"What the fuck Jess?"

"Fuck you." She answered.

"At least I'm not a slut who has kids before I'm married." Genni snarled. Jess's face heated up. She turned around and stepped towards her. Genni's grin turned into a horrified face.

"At least I'm not a five year old titless bitch!" She screamed in her face.

"There are kids around!" I screamed to lower the tension. Genni flipped Jess off and went to the guest room.

"Bitch." Jess screamed after her. She went to get Daniel.

"I'm going to feed him" She walked off, leaving me alone with my cold ass pizza. I felt my phone buzz against my ass, which caused me to scream. I grabbed my phone and checked who it was.

"Hey honey. How's the tour going?"

"Pretty good, pretty good. I'm amazed though. We actually have a small fandom. People come to our concerts in their homemade merch, singing along to all the songs. I mean, I'm just astonished by how quickly people started liking us. I mean, even when I'm walking in the street people come up to me and ask for pictures! I can't believe it!"

"Jeez, that's amazing, Gee! I'm so happy for you guys. I knew you'd become something big. I mean, how can you not? You guys are fucking amazing!" I giggled through the phone.

"Awe thanks, Chris. So how have you been? You know I'm going to be checking your arms, legs, and your weight if I think you've lost any, as soon as I get home. I don't care if I'm being controlling, I can't have you hurting yourself. I worry, Chrissi."

"Gerard, please stop guilting me over this. It was almost a year ago. Nothing's going to happen. You need to stop worrying so much cause all you're doing is driving yourself insane."

"Okay, I'm sorry, sugar. I just worry so much about you, cause I love you so god damn much! I just wanna know that you're okay. And baby, I can't explain how happy I am to know you're okay. I wan't it to stay that way, you got me?"

"Yes, Gee. Now I don't wanna talk about this anymore."

"Alright baby, I'm sorry. I just wanted to hear you say you're alright and happy. So anyways, I miss you more than anything, Chris. I really do. It's only been a week, and my heart already feels empty. I just wanna hear your voice, okay?"

"I miss you too, Gee. You have no idea how badly I wish you were here." I tried hard not to think about him being thousands of miles away from me, cause I knew I'd start bawling.

"Do you think we can Skype or something? I wanna see you." I could practically see him smile through the phone.

"I mean, if you don't care that I'm stuffing pizza into my mouth like a complete fatass, I have no makeup on, I'm still in my pj's and I look like shit that got regurgitated by a dumpster, than yeah sure, I'm down." I said, stuffing even more pizza in my mouth.

"You fucking bitch, get the fuck out of my room!"

"Your room?! It's a guest bedroom, you dumbass, this is where me and my son are staying for the week, so technically, bitch, you're in my room. So shut your black hole of a mouth, and get the fuck out." Of course. Jess and Genni were fighting for the 10 millionth time today. Fuck them.

"Can you two shut the fuck up?! I'm trying to have a nice conversation with my husband!" I screamed.

"Well, I see Jess and Genni are over.." Gee said. Wow, he heard that?

"Yeah, sorry about that. Gen didn't even call before coming over. If she would've I would have told Jess to go to the mall or something."

"I'll never understand why they hate each other so much. I guess it'll just always remain a mystery." he laughed.

"I miss your laugh, Gee." I frowned

"I miss your laugh, your face, your hair, your personality, your eyes, your scent, and most of all, baby I miss you. Next tour you're coming I don't care if it'll be crowded, I need you here." I could tell he was frowning.

"I miss you so fucking much baby. I can't wait til you come home, and I can hug you, and cuddle you, and love you." I giggled.

"I can't wait either, baby." I heard him groan. "Oh, sugar, I'm sorry, but I gotta go. We're doing sound check. I'll call you after the show, okay? I love you with all my heart."

I told him I loved him too, and we hung up. I threw the remainder of the pizza out, and headed downstairs to the basement, where Jess was.

"I heard you two screaming. Where's Genni?"

"In the bathroom. She refuses to come out."

"Look, I know she can be a bit annoying, but I mean common. she's turning 14, you guys need to get along. Maybe try talking it out? I dunno. I don't even know what started this fight between you.You got along just fine that night you met Frankie. Why all of a sudden the sudden hate?"

"She's always here! I mean she seriously needs to leave you and Gerard alone. It's getting to the point that she's here like every second of the fucking day! Doesn't she lave a life?"

"Jess let's talk upstairs, okay?" we walked upstairs.

"Look, I let her stay here all the time, cause I don't think she really has that many friends, and that's the way life was for me, and I hated it. I want her to be able to bond with someone and have fun. Plus, I know she doesn't get along well with her siblings, so I thought maybe this would be a nice way for her to get away from all that."

"Why are you such a good person?"

"Trust me, I'm not. I just know how it feels to be alone, and no one deserves that. Now come on, try to get along. I know she's being a bitch to you too, but you're the adult. You need to be the mature one. You got me?" she glared at me, but nodded.

"As long as you promise to babysit Daniel whenever, and however long I need you to."

"Whatever." I laughed

"I'm warning you, Chris. I'm not gonna promise this is gonna work."

"I'm not expecting it to. I'm just asking you to try. Now get dressed, and find out when the guy's next show is. I have a plan.."

Comments

OMG that was so sad when Gerard was begging for forgiveness :'(

Absolutely loved reading this! Can't wait to read more! :)

GeminiNights GeminiNights
1/2/14

THIS IS THE BEST STORY I HAVE EVER READ. OMG I LOVE YOU

Kendaddy Kendaddy
12/16/13

This was amazing, can't wait to read the sequel :)

aww :3 I'm in love with this!! I'm so happy you're going to make a sequel

Loveyou<33

Toxic Rebel Toxic Rebel
12/12/13