
Save Me From My Self Destruction
Girls Night
***Gerard's POV***
Mikey, Alicia, and I got into the van. It somehow already reeked. The trip to Philadelphia is two and a half hours away. I took my seat next to Frank, and rested my head on the window sil. I wanted to catch up on sleep, but of course, with Frank Iero in your life, that's completely impossible. He wouldn't stop poking, and screaming in my ear.
"Wake the fuck up, mother fucker! There's no time for sleeping. You're on tour now, bitch!" he screamed
"I'll kick you in the balls if you don't shut the fuck up, and let me sleep, you little shit."
"Don't sass me, boy. I'll beat your ass." he joked. I playfully hit his arm.
"Oh, my god, Gerard my arm! I think you broke it you fucker!" he said, trying to make it seem like it hurt. That sarcastic prick.
"Yell in my ear one more time, and I will break it next time."
"Oh I'm so scared! Big Geebear's gonna beat my ass! Oh, I better run!" he joked, making himself, and everyone but me laugh hysterically. This is gonna be a long tour. I deided to just sit up. It's quite obvious I'm not getting any sleep. I look in the seats behind me, and see Mikey and Alicia cuddling, and making out. I sighed, and rolled my eyes. I don't even think they ever came up for air.
"Gee? Can I call you Gee?" Frank said, fluttering his eyes.
"Absolutely not."
"Chris calls you that.." he pouted.
"Exactly. Chris calls me that, and no one else. That's her name for me." I smiled. I didn't want to think about her too much though. It'll make her miss her even more. If that's even possible.
Two hours went by. They were probably the loudest, most hectic two hours of my life. Frank kept screaming, and jumping around on everyone's laps the whole ride. I've only been with him for 2 hours, and I already wanna punch him in the throat. I don't know how Ray did it, but he somehow managed to sleep the whole way there. Lucky bastard. It was almost 1 am, and I wanted to pass out. I practically ran into the hotel room, and immediately fell asleep.
***Chrissi's POV***
I whipped my tears after Gee left, and went up to my bedroom to grab my clothes. Jess and I would be staying with each other while our guys were gone. I got in my car, and drove to their apartment. Jess opened the door, with Daniel in her arms.
"Hey, girly." she greeted me.
"Hey, boo." I smiled. "Hey Danny!" I used my baby voice. He grabbed my finger and put it in has mouth. Jess and I giggled.
"He really loves you. I wouldn't be surprised if you end up being his first word." she laughed
"How do you know he loves me?" I said, not taking my eyes off the baby.
"This kid is constantly crying. But when you come, he never fucking cries!"
"Awee. The babies love meh." I said copying Gee's sassy tone. She laughed and put Daniel in his crib.
"I can tell already he misses his daddy."
"Are you guys planning on getting married anytime soon?"
"We've talked about it. But he wants to wait until after tour so he has enough money to buy me a nice ring. I mean you know me, I don't even care if he got me a ring made out of straw, but he ants to get me something nice, so I won't hold him back." she smirked
"So he's definitely proposing?"
"Well, don't tell anyone, not even Gerard, but he already did.." she smiled widely
"Wait, wait, wait, what?! Why the fuck didn't you tell me?!" I hugged her
"Well let me tell you how it went."
***Jessica's POV***
"Okay, so last friday night, the night you and Gee babysat Daniel, Frankie took me on a date to the bowling alley. After that, we went to the lake, and went boating. like you and Gee did. That's when he popped the question. But he wanted to keep it a secret until he go the ring. He said he was going to wait until then, but he "couldn't contain himself" so he asked me then." I couldn't help but smile from ear to ear. It made me sad though, knowing that Frankie was gone for three months. But I have Chrissi, so I'll be fine.
I felt my phone buzz in my pocket. It was Gerard.
-How is she? Are you with her? Is she okay? She hasn't done anything, right? Jess answer me as soon as possible.-
-Yes, Gerard she's here and she's perfectly fine. You don't need to worry about her so much. That was a one time thing, that only happened because she blamed herself for what happened to Kyliee. She'll be fine, okay? She's a strong girl, and you know that. So stop worrying, and live a little. If anything happens, then I'll call you, but I highly doubt it. Plus she and I are gonna be staying with each other while you guys are gone, so she won't be alone.-
-Okay, I'm sorry Jess. Am I really over reacting that badly?-
-Yes!-
-Okay, I'm sorry. I just can't help it. I mean, I don't know what I'd do if I came home and found her the way I did last time. I'd probably go insane.-
-Gerard, there's no need to worry, okay? That was a one time thing. She's fine. Now go make music.-
I put my phone away, and Chris and I went out for pizza. We got some stairs from a group of guys that made it completely obvious they were trying to get out attention. As usual, we just ignored them. Honestly, I think they were a bunch of 16 and 17 year olds. I got our pizza, and headed home. Like the typical Chrissi Anne Way, she made me give her a piggy bag ride, while holding the pizza, all the way up my fucking stairs. Fuck her, and her fucking lazy ass. When we got to the living room, I literally dropped her on the floor, and she landed with a bang.
"Fucking bitch." she murmured as she rubbed her head after hitting the ground.
"Uhm what was that, missy? Hmm?" I messed up her already messy hair.
"I said, fucking bitch!" she playfully screamed, and took the pizza box right out of my hands, and helped herself, stuffing pizza in her mouth.
"So this is what you do when your husband isn't home." I joked
"Yep! I don't have to worry about looking good or anything. I can just pig out, and embrace looking like shit." she laughed. Oh god. These next three months are gonna be fucking crazy.
Mikey, Alicia, and I got into the van. It somehow already reeked. The trip to Philadelphia is two and a half hours away. I took my seat next to Frank, and rested my head on the window sil. I wanted to catch up on sleep, but of course, with Frank Iero in your life, that's completely impossible. He wouldn't stop poking, and screaming in my ear.
"Wake the fuck up, mother fucker! There's no time for sleeping. You're on tour now, bitch!" he screamed
"I'll kick you in the balls if you don't shut the fuck up, and let me sleep, you little shit."
"Don't sass me, boy. I'll beat your ass." he joked. I playfully hit his arm.
"Oh, my god, Gerard my arm! I think you broke it you fucker!" he said, trying to make it seem like it hurt. That sarcastic prick.
"Yell in my ear one more time, and I will break it next time."
"Oh I'm so scared! Big Geebear's gonna beat my ass! Oh, I better run!" he joked, making himself, and everyone but me laugh hysterically. This is gonna be a long tour. I deided to just sit up. It's quite obvious I'm not getting any sleep. I look in the seats behind me, and see Mikey and Alicia cuddling, and making out. I sighed, and rolled my eyes. I don't even think they ever came up for air.
"Gee? Can I call you Gee?" Frank said, fluttering his eyes.
"Absolutely not."
"Chris calls you that.." he pouted.
"Exactly. Chris calls me that, and no one else. That's her name for me." I smiled. I didn't want to think about her too much though. It'll make her miss her even more. If that's even possible.
Two hours went by. They were probably the loudest, most hectic two hours of my life. Frank kept screaming, and jumping around on everyone's laps the whole ride. I've only been with him for 2 hours, and I already wanna punch him in the throat. I don't know how Ray did it, but he somehow managed to sleep the whole way there. Lucky bastard. It was almost 1 am, and I wanted to pass out. I practically ran into the hotel room, and immediately fell asleep.
***Chrissi's POV***
I whipped my tears after Gee left, and went up to my bedroom to grab my clothes. Jess and I would be staying with each other while our guys were gone. I got in my car, and drove to their apartment. Jess opened the door, with Daniel in her arms.
"Hey, girly." she greeted me.
"Hey, boo." I smiled. "Hey Danny!" I used my baby voice. He grabbed my finger and put it in has mouth. Jess and I giggled.
"He really loves you. I wouldn't be surprised if you end up being his first word." she laughed
"How do you know he loves me?" I said, not taking my eyes off the baby.
"This kid is constantly crying. But when you come, he never fucking cries!"
"Awee. The babies love meh." I said copying Gee's sassy tone. She laughed and put Daniel in his crib.
"I can tell already he misses his daddy."
"Are you guys planning on getting married anytime soon?"
"We've talked about it. But he wants to wait until after tour so he has enough money to buy me a nice ring. I mean you know me, I don't even care if he got me a ring made out of straw, but he ants to get me something nice, so I won't hold him back." she smirked
"So he's definitely proposing?"
"Well, don't tell anyone, not even Gerard, but he already did.." she smiled widely
"Wait, wait, wait, what?! Why the fuck didn't you tell me?!" I hugged her
"Well let me tell you how it went."
***Jessica's POV***
"Okay, so last friday night, the night you and Gee babysat Daniel, Frankie took me on a date to the bowling alley. After that, we went to the lake, and went boating. like you and Gee did. That's when he popped the question. But he wanted to keep it a secret until he go the ring. He said he was going to wait until then, but he "couldn't contain himself" so he asked me then." I couldn't help but smile from ear to ear. It made me sad though, knowing that Frankie was gone for three months. But I have Chrissi, so I'll be fine.
I felt my phone buzz in my pocket. It was Gerard.
-How is she? Are you with her? Is she okay? She hasn't done anything, right? Jess answer me as soon as possible.-
-Yes, Gerard she's here and she's perfectly fine. You don't need to worry about her so much. That was a one time thing, that only happened because she blamed herself for what happened to Kyliee. She'll be fine, okay? She's a strong girl, and you know that. So stop worrying, and live a little. If anything happens, then I'll call you, but I highly doubt it. Plus she and I are gonna be staying with each other while you guys are gone, so she won't be alone.-
-Okay, I'm sorry Jess. Am I really over reacting that badly?-
-Yes!-
-Okay, I'm sorry. I just can't help it. I mean, I don't know what I'd do if I came home and found her the way I did last time. I'd probably go insane.-
-Gerard, there's no need to worry, okay? That was a one time thing. She's fine. Now go make music.-
I put my phone away, and Chris and I went out for pizza. We got some stairs from a group of guys that made it completely obvious they were trying to get out attention. As usual, we just ignored them. Honestly, I think they were a bunch of 16 and 17 year olds. I got our pizza, and headed home. Like the typical Chrissi Anne Way, she made me give her a piggy bag ride, while holding the pizza, all the way up my fucking stairs. Fuck her, and her fucking lazy ass. When we got to the living room, I literally dropped her on the floor, and she landed with a bang.
"Fucking bitch." she murmured as she rubbed her head after hitting the ground.
"Uhm what was that, missy? Hmm?" I messed up her already messy hair.
"I said, fucking bitch!" she playfully screamed, and took the pizza box right out of my hands, and helped herself, stuffing pizza in her mouth.
"So this is what you do when your husband isn't home." I joked
"Yep! I don't have to worry about looking good or anything. I can just pig out, and embrace looking like shit." she laughed. Oh god. These next three months are gonna be fucking crazy.
OMG that was so sad when Gerard was begging for forgiveness :'(
1/11/14