Save Me From My Self Destruction
Please Stop Hurting Me!
***Chrissi's POV***
Gerard got up, and made himself a sandwich. I sat there watching him, thinking about how angry my parents are gonna be when I get home... Fuck.. I forgot all about them!
"Uh Gee? I-I gotta go. I'm sorry." I said walking towards the door
"Wait Chris! Did I do something to make you uncomfortable?" he asked
"N-No. I just remembered I have to help my sister out with something." I lied. I trusted Gee, I really did, but I couldn't tell him about my parents.I couldn't let him find that out too.
Just as I was walking out the door, I felt his hand around my wrist, turning me around, led by his soft lips touching mine. He then pulled away, and embraced me in a large hug. Damn he smelled so good. Like a mixture of cologne, cigarettes, and coffee. He then whispered in my ear.
"Please don't hurt yourself again, sugar. Be good to yourself tonight. Remember, call me at any time, I'll pick up." he said soothingly
"I will Gee. Thanks for everything." I then kissed his nose and walked out.
*******
When I arrived home, I instantly regretted it. I ran up to my room as fast as possible, hoping to not run into my abusive father. When I opened my bedroom door, there he was... Sitting on my bed, with a look of pure hatred in his eyes.
"Where the fuck where you?" he asked calmly
"I-I was a-at a friends house." I choked out
"Why did you leave this house without permission?" he said"I-I-I don't know... I'm sorry. It won't happen again. I promise."
"It better not happen again." he said while still staring at me
"O-Okay I'm sor-"
Smack
He started pulling my hair, trying to stop me from squirming. Honestly that was just making things worse. He pinned me up against the wall and punched me several times in the stomach. I was ready to throw up. One more punch, and my lunch would be all over his shoes. He kicked my legs a few more times, making me fall, whimpering louder and louder, until they were just agonizing screams. After about 10 minutes of torturing me, he left my room. Another night of sleeping on the floor...
Gerard got up, and made himself a sandwich. I sat there watching him, thinking about how angry my parents are gonna be when I get home... Fuck.. I forgot all about them!
"Uh Gee? I-I gotta go. I'm sorry." I said walking towards the door
"Wait Chris! Did I do something to make you uncomfortable?" he asked
"N-No. I just remembered I have to help my sister out with something." I lied. I trusted Gee, I really did, but I couldn't tell him about my parents.I couldn't let him find that out too.
Just as I was walking out the door, I felt his hand around my wrist, turning me around, led by his soft lips touching mine. He then pulled away, and embraced me in a large hug. Damn he smelled so good. Like a mixture of cologne, cigarettes, and coffee. He then whispered in my ear.
"Please don't hurt yourself again, sugar. Be good to yourself tonight. Remember, call me at any time, I'll pick up." he said soothingly
"I will Gee. Thanks for everything." I then kissed his nose and walked out.
*******
When I arrived home, I instantly regretted it. I ran up to my room as fast as possible, hoping to not run into my abusive father. When I opened my bedroom door, there he was... Sitting on my bed, with a look of pure hatred in his eyes.
"Where the fuck where you?" he asked calmly
"I-I was a-at a friends house." I choked out
"Why did you leave this house without permission?" he said"I-I-I don't know... I'm sorry. It won't happen again. I promise."
"It better not happen again." he said while still staring at me
"O-Okay I'm sor-"
Smack
He started pulling my hair, trying to stop me from squirming. Honestly that was just making things worse. He pinned me up against the wall and punched me several times in the stomach. I was ready to throw up. One more punch, and my lunch would be all over his shoes. He kicked my legs a few more times, making me fall, whimpering louder and louder, until they were just agonizing screams. After about 10 minutes of torturing me, he left my room. Another night of sleeping on the floor...
OMG that was so sad when Gerard was begging for forgiveness :'(
1/11/14