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Save Me From My Self Destruction

A New Addition

***4 months later***

***Frank's POV***

I held my head in my hands, and stared at a wall. Today was Jess's due date. I can't believe nine months has gone by this fast. We still haven't even decided on a name. She was still asleep, so I made myself coffee downstairs. The thought of having my baby sometime today sent shivers down my spine. Was I ready for this? Absolutely not. I barely even accept it. I know that makes Jess sad, but this just isn't going to work out. I can feel it. I groaned and got off the couch. Better get this hectic day started. I finished my coffee, grabbed my car keys, and headed to Gerard's house. Mikey answered the door, and I saw Gerard sleeping on the couch. I kicked his legs, and he groaned, opening his eyes.

"What do you want, Frank?" he said in an annoyed tone

"Dude, today's the day, and I need help."

"Why do you come to me at 9am?" he groaned

"Gerard, I'm freaking out, okay? Just help me. Let's go do something. I just need to take my mind off this."

He groaned once again, rubbed his eyes, and got up. He glared at me, and headed to the kitchen for coffee.

"My fucking back hurts like a bitch." Gee mumbled.

"Why were you on the couch anyway?'

"Couldn't sleep, so i came down here to watch TV. I finally ended up sleeping around 7am."

"Sounds rough, man." I patted his back.
Mikey walked in and took a sip of Gerard's coffee, which completely pissed him off.

"Are you fucking kidding me? Get your own fucking coffee."

"Dude, I just wanted a sip!" Mikey protested.

Gerard rolled his eyes, and glared at him. Then Alicia came down. She moved in with Mikes about a week or so ago. Gerard and Chris would be moving out soon anyway.

"Morning, sleeping beauty." Mikey said, kissing Alicia. Gerard and I sat at the table, drinking our coffees. Then Chris walked down the steps. Her newly dyed jet black hair in a messy ponytail, and she looked like she was half asleep. She looked like she was about to kill someone. Wow.. The Way's are NOT morning people.

"Good morning." Gerard pecked her lips.

"Morning." She took a sip of his coffee. He didn't even protest. Fucking hypocrite. Mikey saw this, he rolled his eyes, and walked out of the room.

"Oh... Morning, Frank." Chris plopped down at the table, and rested her head on her hands.

"Morning." I smiled

"You still tired?" Gerard asked

She nodded and closed her eyes. Gerard got up, and motioned me to follow him. We sat in his music room in the basement, and he sat on the couch. I sat across from him in a chair.

"So what's going on?" he scratched his head

"Today's the day, I told you."

"Oh yeah.... so why do you seem so unhappy?"

"Is it really that hard to see? I mean, god damn it! I'm not fucking ready!"

Gerard backed away, and I apologized.

"Look, I know that is pretty hard, trust me I know. Been there, done that. But you gotta look for the bright side. I know it may be hard, but try. Cause being a dick about this isn't going to make anything better. Especially not for Jess. I know this is hard on you, but you gotta think of her. She's the one that's been carrying this baby for nine months, she's the one that's going to have to go through labor, and all the pain. Trust me, Frank, when I say this. You have it easy."
What he said was 100% true. I feel so horrible now for treating Jessica the way I did. I was a complete dick! And Gerard was right. I need to start putting her feelings first.

"Thanks man. That really helped." I smiled at him.

"Eh no problem. Anytime." he returned the smile

We headed back upstairs and saw Mikey and Alicia cuddling on the couch, and Chris had her head on the table, and lightly snoring. Gerard chuckled at her, picked her up bridal style, and brought her up to their bedroom.

"She's barley gotten any sleep all week." Gerard said as he carried her sleeping body. "I think it's cause it's Alice's 3 year anniversary since her death." I nodded my head as he laid her down, and kissed her forehead. I felt my phone buzzing in my pocket, so I picked it up.

"Hello?"

"Frankie, where the fuck are you!?!" Jess screamed over the phone

"Gerard's. Why?"

"My motherfucking water broke! Now get your ass over here! And bring Gerard and Chris too!"
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I started pacing around the room, and Gerard gave me a concerned look.

"Uh Frank? Y-You okay there, man?' he put a hand on my shoulder to stop me from pacing.

"Je-Je-J-Jess's water b-br-broke." I was shaking so much, I could barley speak.

"O-Okay, okay. Calm down, everything is going to be fine."

"She wants you and Chris to be there. Like, right now."

He grabbed his jacket, woke up Chrissi, which she was not happy about what so ever, and we headed in the car. I was pretty much having a panic attack, so Gerard drove, telling me to calm the fuck down the whole way there. When we got to the house, I immediately burst through the door, finding Jess clutching her stomach.

"Oh shit, baby, I'm so sorry I wasn't here." I stroked her damp hair.

"I-I'ts f-fine. Let's just g-go."

We all ran into the car, where Chris was fast asleep. Damn, the girl sure can sleep. Although, Jess punched her in the back when she got a contraction. Again, Chris was no where near happy with this.

"You hit me one more motherfucking time, I swear to god I'll throw you out of this fucking car."
Chris said with clenched teeth.

"I'm fucking sorry, okay! I can't fucking help it. Now shut up, and be my punching bag."

We finally got there, and Jess was rushed into a hospital room. Gladly, I was permitted to go in with her, leaving Chris and Gerard some time to themselves.

***Gerard's POV***

I could tell something was up with Chris. She usually doesn't sleep so god damn much during the day, and she isn't nearly as grumpy as she is today.

"Chris, you wanna tell me what's wrong?"

She shook her head, and rested her head on my shoulder.

"Come on, tell me. I know something's wrong, Chris. I'm not stupid."
She sighed and I noticed a tear fall down her cheek.

"Okay, now I know something's definitely wrong. I'm all ears."

"I-I just.... I just miss Alice so much."

I knew it.

"It's okay, baby. It's okay." I soothed. She didn't really cry so much. She just let a tear or two fall.

"I can't believe I've lived three years of my life without her." she said into my shirt.

"I know it's rough, sugar. But like I said, I'm here. I'll even dress up, and talk like Alice if that would make you feel better."

She giggled, and pecked my lips.

"You're the best, Gee."

"Only for my girl." I stroked her hair. Now it was time to just wait for Jess's results. Chris and I sat in the waiting room, got food, and explored the hospital. I know, lame. But it passed the time. We ended up getting yelled at by at least four doctor's because we were 'disturbing the ill'. Seriously? What else do they expect a 20 and 25 year old to do? Finally, around 6pm, Jess had her son. They named him Daniel, and I must admit, he's the most adorable little child I've ever seen. I looked over at Frankie, and saw him grinning from ear to ear. I couldn't help but smile widely. I knew all his worrying was for nothing. All he had to do was relax.

***Jessica's POV***

I held Daniel in my arms. He was so warm, and cute, I never wanted to let him go. I looked up at Frank, who was grinning ear to ear. I spilled some tears of joy when I saw that. That was something I never thought I'd see. Things are gonna be okay after all.

Frank and I decided we wanted Chris and Gerard to be the godparents. They've been there for us through everything, and they're the only people that we trust enough with this responsibility.
The nurses took Daniel from my arms to clean him up, and Frank came over and kissed my lips with so much passion and love.

"I love you, Jess. I really, truly do." he smiled. "You truly are the best thing that's ever happened to me."

I cried tears of joy, and hugged him with everything I had.

***Frank's POV***

When the nurses were done cleaning Daniel off, it was my turn to hold him. His little body was so fragile, and beautiful. I couldn't help myself, so I started crying tears of joy. I looked into his big blue eyes, and felt nothing but love. I was now a father to a beautiful being. This moment has just made everything worth it. I don't care if I can't party every weekend. I don't care if I can't go out drinking all the time. My baby boy makes it all worth it.

***Chrissi's POV***

It was now my turn to hold Daniel. I helped Jess pick out the name. I think it suits him. I held his small body in my arms, and stared into his bright blue eyes. He really is the most adorable baby ever. I giggled as he grabbed onto my finger, and tried to put it in his mouth. He stopped crying once Frankie held him. I can tell already that those two are gonna have a special bond. It's amazing to see how much Frank's grown to love the baby, he didn't even want. He stood behind my shoulder the entire time I held him, just staring into his eyes. It's like they had some sort of connection. Daniel has Frankie's nose, and lips, and he has Jess's eyes, and hair texture. He's an exact mix of the both of them. It was now Gerard's turn, so I carefully handed to baby to him. As soon as he held him, Gee's eyes lit up. Watching Gee with a baby in his arms was truly the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I can defiantly see him being an amazing father one day. Once Gee was done, he handed Daniel back to Jess, who looked more than happy to have her boy back in her arms. She cuddled him and rocked him back and forth. I guess he really liked that since he stopped crying for a bit. Gee and I watched as our best friends became parents. This is truly amazing. I couldn't even stop smiling from ear to ear. It was so obvious that they were more than happy. I think even happier than I've ever seen them. The nurses made Gerard and I leave, to give Jess and Frankie some alone time. We waved goodbye to the new parents, and walked out of the room, and into the waiting room we were in before. Gee put his arms around my waist, and held me close.

"One day, we'll have a little one of our own." he whispered in my ear. I smiled at the thought of Gee being a dad. I can imagine it already. Although, I don't think it's quite time yet to have little Way's running around the house. I put that thought to rest, and leaned my head on his chest. He lightly stroked my hair, and played with my fingers.

"You know, they're gonna be a pair of some kick ass parents." I smiled

"Oh, they sure are." he said into my hair.

Notes

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Comments

OMG that was so sad when Gerard was begging for forgiveness :'(

Absolutely loved reading this! Can't wait to read more! :)

GeminiNights GeminiNights
1/2/14

THIS IS THE BEST STORY I HAVE EVER READ. OMG I LOVE YOU

Kendaddy Kendaddy
12/16/13

This was amazing, can't wait to read the sequel :)

aww :3 I'm in love with this!! I'm so happy you're going to make a sequel

Loveyou<33

Toxic Rebel Toxic Rebel
12/12/13