Save Me From My Self Destruction
The Perfect Love Story
****5 months later*****
***Jessica's POV***
Frank and I went to the doctor's the other day. We found out we were having a boy. I was beyond happy. I wanted a baby boy. Frank on the other hand, didn't care. This made me pretty sad. I wanted him to be just as excited as I am, but unfortunatley, that's not going to happen any time soon. Now he's more excepting to the fact, but I can tell he really doesn't want this. But I really can't blame him. He has a point to be upset. Our social and party lives are practically over. No more getting fucked up every weekend. Right now, he was at Gerard's house working on something for their next album. I decided to just walk over to her house. I don't even bother calling to let her know anymore. I just show up. Benefits of being best friends. I walked to her house, which took almost 10 minutes. When I got there, I opened the door, since it was unlocked. Genni was sitting on the couch like normal. I rolled my eyes at her and she did the same at me. We hadn't been getting along very well since the pregnancy. It wasn't just the pregnacy mood swings, but her teenage mood swings. I really needed a smoke, but obviously I couldn't because this little baby boy needed to be safe.
"Hey!" Chris said as she walked out of the room. I smiled at her.
"Hey! I needed to get away from the empty house." I sunk into the couch. Genni moved away from me. That's right bitch. Chris sat in the closest chair.
"So what do you want to do tonight?" I asked. She frowned at me.
"Can't hang tonight Jess. Gee is bringing me on a date." She grinned at the thought of it. I was happy for her and Gee. She told me about the fight in Disney and I found it super adorable that they pretended it didn't happen. I looked at Genni who was giving me the death eye.
"What do you want?" I questioned her. She backed up a little.
"Bitch." She murmured under her breath.
"What was that?" I asked.
"Guys. Seriously stop." Chris was getting annoyed. Genni and I exchanged one more death glare.
"I'm hungry." I announced as I got up. I headed to the kitchen and grabbed some cold pizza. I threw it in the microwave. While waiting for the pizza I looked down the hall. Gee and Frankie were talking. I sighed. Frank didn't seem to happy and he was probably telling him about our pregnancy. Maybe Gee could talk some sense into him. The microwave beeped. I grabbed the pizza and headed back to the living room. Genni was talking to Chris, but stopped as I walked in. Whatever.
"Can I talk to you Chris?" I asked. She nodded.
"In private." I eyed Genni. Genni got up and headed towards her room.
"Was Gee mad when you were pregnant?" I asked.
"More surprised then anything. I don't think angry though." She answered. I broke down. Chris looked surprised at first. She pulled me into a hug.
"Fran-Frankie is go-going to le-leave me. I know it. He is so an-angry ab-about the pre-pregnancy. I saw him ta-talking to Gerard." I said in between my sobs. She sushed me.
"He won't leave you. He just wasn't expecting to be a father this early." She kept holding onto me. I tried my best to collect myself.
"I ruined his life." I broke down again. Chris just hugged me tighter.
"No, no you didn't. He is happy with you." She told me. I escaped her hug and gave her a tiny smile. I looked over my shoulder to see Genni standing at the edge of the hall. I sneered at her and she ran the other way. Eavesdropping bitch.
"I'm going home. Thanks Chris."
***Chris's POV***
***3 Hours Later***
"Bye Genni." I had dropped her off at a friends house. She smiled at me as she entered the house. I had to go back home and get ready for the date. The scene that happened with Jess kept replaying in my head. I felt bad for her. I felt worse because what if I lied to her. What if Frankie did leave her? I mean I didn't think he would. It was just a stupid thought. I entered the house to see Gee on the couch. He was wearing a black vest on top of a dark-gray shirt with skinny jeans. I grinned at him and headed into our room. I grabbed a cute shirt and skinny jeans. I got dressed, applied mascara and eyeliner, brushed my hair, and headed back into the living room. Gee was standing near a wall on his phone. I couldn't hear what he was saying, but he seemed stressed. He hung up.
"Who was that?"
"Mikey."
"What was it about?"
"He said he couldn't come tomorrow for the band meeting." He grabbed my hand and led me to the car. He opened the car door and let me in. I got in the car and he hopped in the driver's seat.
"Where are we going? Oh wait, is it a surprise?" I crossed my arms. He laughed.
"Wow you know me well." He put his arm around me. I smiled at him. Wherever we were going, it was far. It took about thirty minutes to get there. We stopped at a bar. I got out of the car and followed Gee to the back.
"So I heard you like Disney movies." He bowed at me. There was a small table with a white tablecloth covering it. On the table was two candles and two plates of spaghetti. I squealed.
"Lady and The Tramp?" I asked. He nodded. I squealed and covered my mouth so I wouldn't scream. We sat down and started to eat. A man walked out and offered us wine. Gerard refused and I did as well so he wouldn't feel bad. Even if he wasn't having issues anymore, I felt bad for him. We ate with small conversations in the middle.
"Next destination." He winked at me as we finished our food.
"Next? How many are there?"
"Two." We got back in the car and drove. This one was closer. I knew what was happening before it happened. I grinned at him. There was a small rowboat. We got into it and he started to row. I saw the lanterns start to float.
"How did you even?"
"I know people." He stopped in the middle of the lake. The sight was beautiful. We sat there and admired the sight. Gerard looked at me.
"You're my secret princess. I'm be your prince." He kissed me. I pulled him into the kiss. He wrapped his arms around my waist. The boat started to wobble. I knew if we didn't stop soon, we would kissing under water. I pulled away and smiled at him. Tonight was perfect.
***Jessica's POV***
Frank and I went to the doctor's the other day. We found out we were having a boy. I was beyond happy. I wanted a baby boy. Frank on the other hand, didn't care. This made me pretty sad. I wanted him to be just as excited as I am, but unfortunatley, that's not going to happen any time soon. Now he's more excepting to the fact, but I can tell he really doesn't want this. But I really can't blame him. He has a point to be upset. Our social and party lives are practically over. No more getting fucked up every weekend. Right now, he was at Gerard's house working on something for their next album. I decided to just walk over to her house. I don't even bother calling to let her know anymore. I just show up. Benefits of being best friends. I walked to her house, which took almost 10 minutes. When I got there, I opened the door, since it was unlocked. Genni was sitting on the couch like normal. I rolled my eyes at her and she did the same at me. We hadn't been getting along very well since the pregnancy. It wasn't just the pregnacy mood swings, but her teenage mood swings. I really needed a smoke, but obviously I couldn't because this little baby boy needed to be safe.
"Hey!" Chris said as she walked out of the room. I smiled at her.
"Hey! I needed to get away from the empty house." I sunk into the couch. Genni moved away from me. That's right bitch. Chris sat in the closest chair.
"So what do you want to do tonight?" I asked. She frowned at me.
"Can't hang tonight Jess. Gee is bringing me on a date." She grinned at the thought of it. I was happy for her and Gee. She told me about the fight in Disney and I found it super adorable that they pretended it didn't happen. I looked at Genni who was giving me the death eye.
"What do you want?" I questioned her. She backed up a little.
"Bitch." She murmured under her breath.
"What was that?" I asked.
"Guys. Seriously stop." Chris was getting annoyed. Genni and I exchanged one more death glare.
"I'm hungry." I announced as I got up. I headed to the kitchen and grabbed some cold pizza. I threw it in the microwave. While waiting for the pizza I looked down the hall. Gee and Frankie were talking. I sighed. Frank didn't seem to happy and he was probably telling him about our pregnancy. Maybe Gee could talk some sense into him. The microwave beeped. I grabbed the pizza and headed back to the living room. Genni was talking to Chris, but stopped as I walked in. Whatever.
"Can I talk to you Chris?" I asked. She nodded.
"In private." I eyed Genni. Genni got up and headed towards her room.
"Was Gee mad when you were pregnant?" I asked.
"More surprised then anything. I don't think angry though." She answered. I broke down. Chris looked surprised at first. She pulled me into a hug.
"Fran-Frankie is go-going to le-leave me. I know it. He is so an-angry ab-about the pre-pregnancy. I saw him ta-talking to Gerard." I said in between my sobs. She sushed me.
"He won't leave you. He just wasn't expecting to be a father this early." She kept holding onto me. I tried my best to collect myself.
"I ruined his life." I broke down again. Chris just hugged me tighter.
"No, no you didn't. He is happy with you." She told me. I escaped her hug and gave her a tiny smile. I looked over my shoulder to see Genni standing at the edge of the hall. I sneered at her and she ran the other way. Eavesdropping bitch.
"I'm going home. Thanks Chris."
***Chris's POV***
***3 Hours Later***
"Bye Genni." I had dropped her off at a friends house. She smiled at me as she entered the house. I had to go back home and get ready for the date. The scene that happened with Jess kept replaying in my head. I felt bad for her. I felt worse because what if I lied to her. What if Frankie did leave her? I mean I didn't think he would. It was just a stupid thought. I entered the house to see Gee on the couch. He was wearing a black vest on top of a dark-gray shirt with skinny jeans. I grinned at him and headed into our room. I grabbed a cute shirt and skinny jeans. I got dressed, applied mascara and eyeliner, brushed my hair, and headed back into the living room. Gee was standing near a wall on his phone. I couldn't hear what he was saying, but he seemed stressed. He hung up.
"Who was that?"
"Mikey."
"What was it about?"
"He said he couldn't come tomorrow for the band meeting." He grabbed my hand and led me to the car. He opened the car door and let me in. I got in the car and he hopped in the driver's seat.
"Where are we going? Oh wait, is it a surprise?" I crossed my arms. He laughed.
"Wow you know me well." He put his arm around me. I smiled at him. Wherever we were going, it was far. It took about thirty minutes to get there. We stopped at a bar. I got out of the car and followed Gee to the back.
"So I heard you like Disney movies." He bowed at me. There was a small table with a white tablecloth covering it. On the table was two candles and two plates of spaghetti. I squealed.
"Lady and The Tramp?" I asked. He nodded. I squealed and covered my mouth so I wouldn't scream. We sat down and started to eat. A man walked out and offered us wine. Gerard refused and I did as well so he wouldn't feel bad. Even if he wasn't having issues anymore, I felt bad for him. We ate with small conversations in the middle.
"Next destination." He winked at me as we finished our food.
"Next? How many are there?"
"Two." We got back in the car and drove. This one was closer. I knew what was happening before it happened. I grinned at him. There was a small rowboat. We got into it and he started to row. I saw the lanterns start to float.
"How did you even?"
"I know people." He stopped in the middle of the lake. The sight was beautiful. We sat there and admired the sight. Gerard looked at me.
"You're my secret princess. I'm be your prince." He kissed me. I pulled him into the kiss. He wrapped his arms around my waist. The boat started to wobble. I knew if we didn't stop soon, we would kissing under water. I pulled away and smiled at him. Tonight was perfect.
OMG that was so sad when Gerard was begging for forgiveness :'(
1/11/14