Save Me From My Self Destruction
Let The Changes Begin
***Jessica's POV***
I sat on the couch waiting for Frank to come home. I have the slightest feeling he's going to leave me. That thought scared me. I don't care if we've only been together a little over two months. I love Frankie, and I don't know what I'd do without him. I heard his car pull into the driveway, and I think my heart skipped a beat. I immediately prepared myself to apologize the second he walked in. He opened the door, and gave me a look. I couldn't tell what his expression was, so I just sighed to myself.
"So is this really happening?" he said in a low voice
"Y-Yeah. I'm pretty sure..." I whispered
He groaned. It's obvious he's not happy what so ever.
"Jess... I-I'm not ready. I don't even know what to do!" he raised his voice.
"Please, Frankie, don't be mad at me." I could feel myself begin to tear up.
He groaned again. "I'm not mad at you.. I'm just mad at the fact. I mean, our lives are over now. We can't go out every weekend, and we're going to have to lug this kid everywhere. Jess I'm only 21, and you're 19! How the hell is this going to work?"
"I don't now, Frankie. The same thing happened to Chris, and Gerard, and they were fine.. Chris was only 17." I tried to make things better, but it was no use. Plus, that was a shitty excuse since they never ended up having the kid anyway.
"Yes, but she had a miscarriage, remember?" he said in a 'duh' tone.
I bit my lip, and nodded my head. Well we're fucked.. I sighed and plopped on the couch, and Frank made his way into the kitchen.
"Frankie?"
"Yeah."
"You're not going to leave me, are you?"
He sighed. "Come on. Be logical. Do you honestly think I'd do that?"
I shook my head. "I mean, you seem pretty mad.."
"Well, isn't it the slightest bit obvious, I don't want this baby?" he was annoyed
"Yes, but Frank, there's nothing we can do! So I'm sorry, but we're just going to have to deal with it." I said bluntly
He clenched his fists, and I could tell that me talking was only making things worse.
"I-I'm sorry." I apologized
"Just.." he sat next to me. "I don't know what to tell you. We're pretty much screwed. But this isn't your fault. If anything, it's mine. I'm the one that should have made sure the condom was put on right, and didn't break. I'm the one that should be sorry."
"No, Frankie! Don't be sorry. this is no one's fault. It just happened. But trust me, no matter what happens, I know you'll be a kick ass dad." I rubbed his back.
He looked at me, and gave me a warm smile. "I love you. Ugh I'm sorry, I can be such a dick sometimes. This is just a lot of information to digest." he brought his lips to mine, and we locked.
"So are you okay with the baby?" I asked.
"Well, I'll grow to accept it. I mean, I only found out 3 hours ago. But eventually, I'll be okay with this. It's just gonna take me some time to adjust to this."
"Okay, baby. Thanks for not leaving me." I kissed his cheek.
"I would never leave you. You have nothing to worry about." he held me in his arms, and we cuddled.
"I'm glad you're going to be the mother of my child. I don't think I'd ever be able to trust anyone else with that responsibility." he smiled. I held him close, and leaned my head on his chest. I closed my eyes, and began to dose off, snuggled up in Frankie's arms.
***Chrissi's POV***
He picked me up, and threw me on the bed. My body bounced when I landed and I giggled. He slowly started trailing his fingers along the bottom of my shirt, asking permission to take it off. I granted. He pulled my T-shirt over my head, and started kissing my neck. I let out a moan, and he moved his hand down to the lining of my pants, and pulled down, taking them off. Then he moved to my panties, still not breaking the kiss. We kissed hard and passionately. He slipped a finger in, and I let out a small scream.
"You wanna do it, sugar?" he breathed heavily in my ear.
He took his fingers out, and gave me a smirk.
I smirked and nodded my head. He started taking his pants off, and I helped him. He kissed down my chest, then my stomach, until he reached what he was looking for.
"Oh my god, Gee!" I screamed.
"You like that, sugar?" he said in between breaths. He then entered me, and we moved in sync, until we both reached our climax, and collapsed onto each other.
"That was amazing." Gee said in my ear, in a low tone.
"Ah, it sure was." I said. He kissed me once more passionately on the lips, and we spent the rest of the night snuggled in each other's arms.
I sat on the couch waiting for Frank to come home. I have the slightest feeling he's going to leave me. That thought scared me. I don't care if we've only been together a little over two months. I love Frankie, and I don't know what I'd do without him. I heard his car pull into the driveway, and I think my heart skipped a beat. I immediately prepared myself to apologize the second he walked in. He opened the door, and gave me a look. I couldn't tell what his expression was, so I just sighed to myself.
"So is this really happening?" he said in a low voice
"Y-Yeah. I'm pretty sure..." I whispered
He groaned. It's obvious he's not happy what so ever.
"Jess... I-I'm not ready. I don't even know what to do!" he raised his voice.
"Please, Frankie, don't be mad at me." I could feel myself begin to tear up.
He groaned again. "I'm not mad at you.. I'm just mad at the fact. I mean, our lives are over now. We can't go out every weekend, and we're going to have to lug this kid everywhere. Jess I'm only 21, and you're 19! How the hell is this going to work?"
"I don't now, Frankie. The same thing happened to Chris, and Gerard, and they were fine.. Chris was only 17." I tried to make things better, but it was no use. Plus, that was a shitty excuse since they never ended up having the kid anyway.
"Yes, but she had a miscarriage, remember?" he said in a 'duh' tone.
I bit my lip, and nodded my head. Well we're fucked.. I sighed and plopped on the couch, and Frank made his way into the kitchen.
"Frankie?"
"Yeah."
"You're not going to leave me, are you?"
He sighed. "Come on. Be logical. Do you honestly think I'd do that?"
I shook my head. "I mean, you seem pretty mad.."
"Well, isn't it the slightest bit obvious, I don't want this baby?" he was annoyed
"Yes, but Frank, there's nothing we can do! So I'm sorry, but we're just going to have to deal with it." I said bluntly
He clenched his fists, and I could tell that me talking was only making things worse.
"I-I'm sorry." I apologized
"Just.." he sat next to me. "I don't know what to tell you. We're pretty much screwed. But this isn't your fault. If anything, it's mine. I'm the one that should have made sure the condom was put on right, and didn't break. I'm the one that should be sorry."
"No, Frankie! Don't be sorry. this is no one's fault. It just happened. But trust me, no matter what happens, I know you'll be a kick ass dad." I rubbed his back.
He looked at me, and gave me a warm smile. "I love you. Ugh I'm sorry, I can be such a dick sometimes. This is just a lot of information to digest." he brought his lips to mine, and we locked.
"So are you okay with the baby?" I asked.
"Well, I'll grow to accept it. I mean, I only found out 3 hours ago. But eventually, I'll be okay with this. It's just gonna take me some time to adjust to this."
"Okay, baby. Thanks for not leaving me." I kissed his cheek.
"I would never leave you. You have nothing to worry about." he held me in his arms, and we cuddled.
"I'm glad you're going to be the mother of my child. I don't think I'd ever be able to trust anyone else with that responsibility." he smiled. I held him close, and leaned my head on his chest. I closed my eyes, and began to dose off, snuggled up in Frankie's arms.
***Chrissi's POV***
He picked me up, and threw me on the bed. My body bounced when I landed and I giggled. He slowly started trailing his fingers along the bottom of my shirt, asking permission to take it off. I granted. He pulled my T-shirt over my head, and started kissing my neck. I let out a moan, and he moved his hand down to the lining of my pants, and pulled down, taking them off. Then he moved to my panties, still not breaking the kiss. We kissed hard and passionately. He slipped a finger in, and I let out a small scream.
"You wanna do it, sugar?" he breathed heavily in my ear.
He took his fingers out, and gave me a smirk.
I smirked and nodded my head. He started taking his pants off, and I helped him. He kissed down my chest, then my stomach, until he reached what he was looking for.
"Oh my god, Gee!" I screamed.
"You like that, sugar?" he said in between breaths. He then entered me, and we moved in sync, until we both reached our climax, and collapsed onto each other.
"That was amazing." Gee said in my ear, in a low tone.
"Ah, it sure was." I said. He kissed me once more passionately on the lips, and we spent the rest of the night snuggled in each other's arms.
OMG that was so sad when Gerard was begging for forgiveness :'(
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